Tuesday, December 06, 2005

.crying.




It's amazing how Bollywood films can make me cry so easily. It makes me wonder whether such films have some sort of crying potion that causes me to cry everytime sumting sad happens. I dun usually cry when watching malay or english movies. Except for dos that is very2 sad. On top of my head, i can only remember that i cried once during a malay & english movie each. That malay film was about this mentally disabled woman who was separated from her child. That film really touches my heart that i cried my eyes out. The english movie was, 'A walk to remember'. The ending was a sad one. And to top it all out, Shane West cried. Shane West, the hot young actor cried in dat movie. That causes me to cry as well. I noe, by the end of this entry, everyone will now know that im the emotional, sentimental wuss. Not denying that i am. So yea, only those two movie made me cry. Bollywood films made me cry so bad till my eyes were puffy. Gosh. Wonder what is wrong wif me. Yesterday, i watched the movie above, w/o disturbances. (meaning my hp was in my room, so sorry that i dint reply to any msges or calls)
Kal Ho Naa Ho. Movie wif fabulous and gorgeous actors and actresses. Shah Rukh Khan, Preity Zinta & Salif Khan. I watched dis movie before. Thanks to my past addiction who lent me the dvd. I remember crying my eyes out when i watched it earlier this year. Couldnt imagine why i cried again when watching it yesterday! Gosh. I was all teary when the Naina (Preity zinta) cried, when Aman (shah rukh khan) died. The story line got me remembering of my past. and when that happened, it got tears rushing out like a dam again. That very nite, i found myself crying to sleep. Its been ages since i cried. The tears flowed freely and my heart was full of aching, longing and pain. It suddenly felt like sumone was squeezing every ounce of energy in my heart. Yes, it was that bad. It only disappered when i fall asleep.
Today, when i woke up from sleep, my eyes were puffy. Could see the eyebags and all. My bestfren got back from her holidays yesterday. It did helped a lot that she's back here in singapore! My life is going back to normal now that she's back! I miss you so much bestie!

oh dee, stop crying your heart out.


@ 5:19 AM