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Welcoming 2008

Hello dear readers.

This is prolly my last entry for year 2007.

2008 is impending as every minutes and seconds ticked by.

I simply cant believe that time passed so fast.

So, as usual, i'll sum up my 2007 year.

2007 is the year when i became a full time teacher at PCF JLN BESAR. I learnt a lot in my experience there. And guess what, im still learning. Next year is a brand new working life coz im sure all of you know that ive been transferre but still under the same management. Ive been to my new work place and i think i will be able to adapt to the environment there. Looking forward to meet the new pupils. =)

2007 is also the year where i officially removed the headscarf. No, its nothing to be proud of. Mama was upset, for a while. BUt nontherless, she did not say anything else. Ive had anonymous (linda) taggers asking, or rather, purposely commenting it out that im not wearing the headscarf anymore. To plead my case, its better i blog about it than letting people read through tags. And besides, since people sometimes, dont read tag, i should blog about it. Im soo rambling. Yes, i removed my headscarf. But isnt it better to wear it willingly than being forced. I noe that there will come a day where i will put it on back. Like maybe after im married. Which comes to the next topic, LOVE.

Today, ive been single for about, say, 2 weeks.
Yes, ive broken up with my bf. Ironic kan? Oh well, lets just say we were moving a lil too fast. I didnt wanna break up with him but situation n his behaviour didnt permit. Lets just stop there. And if he is reading this, I hope ure happy with your own life. I really wish for all the happiness in life for you.
Case of the ex never fails to leave me. Previous ex-es that is. Not the latest one. I just found something this year. My ex-es current gfs hates me..!!! Sickening or not? Its not my fault that their bfs still contact me. Still can flirt with me even though have gf. Why? Cannot forget me or plain just using me? Coz their gf very insecure and that the guy just wanna get back at their partners. Aiyo. I still think they are using me. And then when their gfs found out that they are still in contact with me, those ass guys will twist and turn their stories to make it look like im the one who seduced their bfs. Sickening idiotic fellas!!!

Seriously. Get ur own life. I am so glad i am out of your world. Its just soo sad that you have to resort to that. Very immature and childish. You're 22 for god's sake. Grow up already!~

Oh yea 2007 is also the year where i got my very first hate tag. Which is linked to the above, im very sure. *bluek*

HSCB was formed in 2007. HSCB consists of Ween, Inda and yours truly.
We usually hang out in threes. And we also have special guests appearance here and there. These girls light up my life! They were there for me during my downest moments. They never fail to put a smile on my face and crack me up with their silly jokes. You girls are the best part of my day. I cannot even describe what life would be without you two in my life. I heart you girls can? *hugz*

I cut my hair in 2007! Remember? I was soo soo sick of my long, messy hair that i just had to snip it off. Of coz i was skeptical at first with my shorty hair but i started to looove it. And im stil loving it. Waitg for it to grow now coz i intend to do sumtg different with it again. Hehe.

I found a brand new idol. Freaky Z! Who else..? I was captivated by him first time i saw him perform at RP. But i was initially infatutated by him during the Smoke Free Concert years back. *blush* I salute his perseverance in promoting local music an coming up with his own works. And because of ween, i am already into hip hop local scene. :p
Oh, im also in love with MCR now can. Thanks to MCR ambassador aka Gerard.

To him, You still owe me MCR album hokay.

Oh gosh, im very influenced with music now. I love music. But for now, my two favorite genres are Hip Hop and Rock.

That pretty sums up my interesting moments of 2k7.

Will my 2008 be interesting as well? We shall see.

Happy new year everyone!

@ 2:18 PM

Tripping. Stumbling. Flipping. Fumbling.

@ 10:23 AM

My right hand. My left hand. My babes.

@ 10:10 AM

My Wish..

@ 10:02 AM

Will be back

I will be back soon to blog abt him. Promise.

P/s- Im soo unfazed by the hoo-haa at ma tag board.

P/p/s- Tracking down IP address.

P/p/p/s - Get a life can..? I dont bother ur life, y must u bother mine? Grow up will you. Gosh!~

@ 9:20 PM

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I got this from bestie for my birthday.

Specially designed by her, of course!

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@ 3:01 PM

Contented

I woke up today with the hugest smile on my face.

Finally ive let go of the hypocrisy that ive been bearing for the past week. And im so glad that i really let it go coz if i dont and if i stayed on, god knows of the violence that i would have to beared.

Despite the fact that my evening was ruined, i enjoyed Freaky Z's album launch yesterday at the arts house. But, today, im not gona blog about that coz inda has yet to send me those pictures.

Still, im gonna post a few pictures of the dinner date with bestie n nadya.

Had dinner at BAkerzin before heading to KFC coz lil dini wants KFC! *grins*

Ure growing up too fast tau darling.

Chose this 'bnyk-kenangan' outfit for the dinner date.

my sphagetti with meatball dinner.

nadya camelia.

i heart them

merry! merry!

companions for the night.

look at the cammie dini, love.

i love you lil princess!

@ 2:54 PM

Goodbye. sayonara. adious. ciao. selamat tinggal. chai chia.

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@ 12:55 AM

Dates.

21st December 2007
Dinner date with Bestie & Nadya.

22nd December 2007
Reen's nephew 1st bdae bash.

23rd December 2007
Freaky Z album launch.

24th December 2007
Complete lesson plan.

25th December 2007
Hafta really COMPLETE lesson plans.

26/27/28th December 2007
Set up learning corner.

30th December 2007
Sri darling, this date is especially fixed for you kays.
*hugz*

More dates to come...?
Syg...? *winks*

@ 11:17 PM

Primary School Meet Up

I think this will be the last entry for tonite.

I noe, i noe. Its a lil backdated. But hey, better late than never kan.

My damai pri sch gfs gathered except for dida.

Started with three and then the other two joined in.

That day, i caught ENCHANTED for the second time.

And just so u noe, even though it was my second time, i enjoyed myself tremendously.

And another good news.

Yana, who turns 22 today, (Happy Birthday love!) is getting engaged on the 20th. Congatulations babe!~

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Till then....
Good night.

@ 10:58 PM

Dearest Cuzzie, Yuyu

That's me & my dearest cuzzie, yuyu.

She's sweet.

She's beautiful.

She's thoughtful.

She's caring.

She's smart.

She's talented.

She's mature.

She minds her language.

And she's ONLY 15.

@ 10:17 PM

Naat's burfday (belated)

HSCB celebrates Naat's 22nd birthday. Belated of coz.

Fun and endless laughter it was.

Corny jokes.

Smacking that booty part.

Planning of the gathering which in the end Naat didnt turn up. (boo)

More and more camwhoring.

Pictures are here. Like finally. (except from naat)

NAAT, LOVE, WHY ARE YOU ON A HIATUS?????!!!!!!!!

I hope you guys enjoyed these pictures.

More pictures from other outings coming right up.

@ 5:59 PM

My gratitude

My heartfelt thanks to them for making this a memorable birthday.

Thanks for surprising us with the choc muffin or isit cupcake.

Thanks for counting down with us till the wee hours of the morning.

Thanks for giving us one hell of a time.

Thx for the good times.

I love you guys, HSCB.

@ 12:13 PM

The hearts all over the world tonight.

CHRIS BROWN"With You"

I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me I swear..
the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cos if i gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

Chorus]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you,
there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

Bridge]
Cuz if i got chu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Ohh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
Cuz you are my whole light,
Cuz if you ever let me do,
I would die..
So I won't find,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
And I'll be straight Baby,
you're the best part of my ??

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Ohh..

Yes, this heart of mine is all over the world tonight. *smiles*

@ 8:11 PM

My apologies

My bad.

Butakah Cita finished airing the last episode yesterday.

No more Butakah Cinta.

So, you guys can view it via YOUTUBE i guess.

Hopefully, some kind souls will upload the last few episodes.

Till then.

P/s- 2 more days till my birthday!!!!

*winks*

@ 11:08 AM

This topic again..

Yes, this topic again.

I think ive written an entry about love a lil bit more than i want to.

In all honesty, i just had my fair share of tears rolling down my cheeks.

This is because i was very touched by todays's episode of Butakah Cinta at RTM1.

For those who didnt know, this show airs every Monday-Thursday, 11.00am-12.00 noon, starring, Rita Rudaini, Rusdi Ramli and Aqasya.

A sypnosis- Basically, a show about love. (duh) Lots of love triangle.
A must watch for all romantic.
You can view from You Tube too. But ive checked, there's only 8 episodes there. And from tomorrow onwards, episode 13 will be airing (if im right).

Anyhows, i did mention that i cried just now. Its just cause Hanif gave Erra up to Alim coz he has HIV. It was touching i tell you. *sigh*

Digressing, but still in the topic of love.

What is love?

'Love is the attachment that results from deeply appreciating another's goodness.' Judith Wallerstein says.
She is the author of "The Good Marriage: How and Why Love Lasts".

I think what she says is true. Love is appreciating someone's goodness and what we have, we expect our partner to have.
What we value most in ourselves, we value most in others. God created us to see ourselves as good. So, too, we seek goodness in others. Nice looks, an engaging personality, intelligence, and talent (all of which count for something) may attract you, but goodness is what moves you to love.

I read that Love is a choice.
If love comes from appreciating goodness, it needn't just happen -- you can make it happen. Love is active. You can create it. Just focus on the good in another person (and everyone has some). If you can do this easily, you'll love easily.

Then comes the question to myself.
Have i found anyone to focus the good in another person?

There's this guy. We'll call him 'A'. I really like 'A' a lot. Ive known him for about two years already. Whatever that i found out about 'A' these past years made me like him more. He is active, funny, smart, romantic, stable and good looking. The only thing is that he has a gf. :(

Then, there's 'N'. I dont know him at all but i heard good reviews about him. After analysizing reports about him, i think he would make the perfect husband to guide me in life. Yes, no doubt he has the good looks and he is very stable. Way perfect. But, i dont kow if he likes me. You know..?

Recently, i got to know another guy. He's not actually a potential husband material coz i dont know him that well. But i soo enjoyed talking to him. But lately, he's been on hiatus. So guess he is not interested.

I dont know why dida said that ive had a truckload of admirers. It seems like i have none.

I dont know if i its just me or them.
Hopefully, its the latter.

Yesterday, i met up with my pri sch gfs.
As usual we will keep each other updated on our well being.

I was asked if im enjoying my singlehood.

"Yes, of course. But there will always be a point of time when i will get lonely and wished that i had someone with me. But then again, i dont wish to have a bf just cause im lonely, u know."

Love is like ghosts, u noe dey are der but u dun actually see dem.

But pple arnd me actually found love. When will it be my turn? A question worth pondering.

I noe dat one day sumone will find me. Sumone will break down the barrier, will steal my heart, sweep me off my feet. Sumone will eventually reach in and unbound me. His love will burst my bonds. His love will set music to my songs. He will love me whole heartedly. He will treat me like a princess. He will need me, like i need him. But till then, he will remain a fantasy.

p/s - Congrats Yana. Finally, ure getting engaged! *hugs*

@ 12:11 PM

My Idol

These past few weeks has been a rough one for me.

Lately,ive been feeling shitty. Ive even felt like as if im at my lowest point.

But ive started to pick myself up when i stumbled upon 'his' SPACE.

The person that this entry is solely dedicated to is, Freaky Z.

Personally, i dont know Freaky Z.

I just remember meeting him way back in 2005 at the Quit Smoking Concert.

Okay, please do ignore the girl in black. She looks horrid. *bleargh*
Focus on the guy in black.

That's Mohamed Fazli aka Freaky Z. The guy whom i was introduced to as 'alah, dia dulu menang contest beh dpt jumpa eminem.'

I swear i have no freaking idea who he really was till i went to Republic Poly weeks back and saw him perform.

He was freaking hilarious i tell you. The moment he stepped on stage me & inda laughed.

(you see, we were right infront, and right in the middle)

Why did we laugh?

Well, he was kinda like putting his pants in place. I dont know how to describe it in words but i swear, if u were there too, you would laugh!

His performance was awesome. He was only smiling, always laughing, always joking.

In other words, to me, he is a TRUE BORN PERFORMER.

So, i was checking out his MY SPACE. And then, i found out that he is also a brain tumour patient since 2001.

I was shocked. I didnt know. I swear i didnt.

But what inspired me to blog about Freaky Z is that (as quoted from his profile),

'However, he insists that laughter is the best medicine and thats how his music will be a true remedy for himself and he hopes that for others, as well. '

I was impressed. Very impressed.

At that point of time, my likeness for Freaky Z escalated. He is my idol.

And that's also another reason why im having a MY SPACE account myself. Just to keep me updated on my idol, Freaky Z.

Im even going for his album launch on the 23rd. *excited mode on*

And im also going to make sure that im gonna take a picture with him. So, look out for that yea.

Back to serious topic. Like i said, Freaky Z inspired me to type this entry. My main motive is to tell you people out there that, no matter what trials and tribulations that you go through, just make sure that you pick yourself up right after. No point wallowing yourself in sorrows just coz things dont go your way. Life is full of test. That's the nature of life. Its just a matter of how you deal with it.

Freaky Z is right. Laughter is the best medicine. So laugh and smile always.

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Always know that there are people out there who loves you, who cares for you. But most importantly, love yourself.

MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

My idol, Freaky Z, if you happen to stumble upon this lowly blog of mine, i just want you to know, that,

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P/s- Check out his song, FYMPS at his MY SPACE PROFILE.
Refer under my LINKS.

@ 3:25 PM

Words to ponder

Comfort is my solitude that i embraced.

@ 10:34 PM

My best friend's wedding

Yes, indeed. It was my best friend's wedding.

Like that movie starring Julia Roberts, i was the bridesmaid.

The whole event started on Friday, the 23rd of November.

And that day, i broke my virgin record of staying overnight at someone elses's place.
Hah.

Mama just trust Ija that much. =)

Anyhoos, i came over last friday, lugging a huge bag and a humongous paper bag filled with my stuff.

Before i show eye candy pictures, i wanna say that, those people have no right to judge me just on that night. If they were really kind hearted people they would tell me nicely what i should do instead of talking behind my back. Besides, at least i KNOW that the birde and groom appreciate what i did. I dont need to listen of any crap that are spluttering from your mouth.

The angst aside, its pictures time.

The Solemnization

tha hantarans.

First kiss.

(cue: awwwwwwww)

It was a tiring saturday to say the least.

Right after the solemnization, the bestman, the bridesmaid and the bridesmaid assistant has to leave for the guy's side to check on the dinner reception set up.

The bride and groom changed into their outdoor outfit and they looked stunning. I loved ija's gown.