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Team ROZZ vs Team RIS

Ok, have you guys heard the fiasco that is happening on 987fm Shan and Rozz show?

It is now a threesome show consisting of Shan, Rozz and Ris.

Yup, dont bother rubbing your eyes. Or pinch yourself.

Its true.

The dj you guys have been listening for the past few days is the 'famous' RIS LOW who joined Miss Singapore World 2009.

The one who invented Shingz and Boomz.

The one who has bipolar.

The one who cant speak proper ENGLISH.

The one who is a spokesperson for a condom company.

The one who is involved in a credit card fraud.

The one who real bad fashion taste. (leaopard pweeens?)

The one who commented in her .:.blog.:. that she is gonna take over Rozz. WTF.

Not gonna happen ex beauty queen!

Seriously, MEDIACORP?

Is this a gimmick?

Is this an APRIL FOOL's JOKE?

Im so hoping its just a joke.

Because first of all, RIS LOW - a dj?

Definitely JOKE OF THE YEAR.

Her diction is so bad my ears almost bleed listening to her.

Shan and Rozz has since lost the spark ever since she joined MEDIACORP.

8 weeks of Ris Low is torture.

Why Mediacorp, why?

You are making listeners lose their interest in listening to Shan and Rozz on their way back to work.

Oh Shan, i wonder how you managed to stay calm about this whole saga.

Don't you hate it if your show went haywire?

Especially with that RIS LOW around.

Your partner of years has lost all the patience in the world.

You cant come late for your very first day of work. And blamed the rain.

You cant leave right in the middle of the show.

Dear Rozz,

I feel you and i hope you'll be back on today's show.

You really should Rozz.

You cant let Ris gloat and take over you.

You really cant.

I'd rather give the 4pm show a miss than be hearing Ris Low dissing all the other celebrities.

Dear Ris Low,

YOU JUST PLAIN SUCK!

TEAM ROZZ ALL THE WAY!

@ 8:21 AM

FRIEND-filled weekend

Last weekend was filled with girlfriends.

I LOVE my girlfriends.

They mean the world to me.

When i have bf problems, i turn to them.

When i have family problems, i turn to them.

When i have PLENTY of problems, they are one of those that i turned to. (Other than GOD of course).

So, last weekend i had a catching up session with my girlfriends. Saturday was with the secondary school mates whereas Sunday was with the primary school mates.

I dont know about you but i feel that gfs are very important in one's life.

Say, you need someone to talk to, someone to vent your anger to, someone to gossip to, someone to bitch with, someone to go shopping with, who do you turn to?

GIRLFRIENDS of course.

Ok, im digressing again, couldnt help myself in emphasizing how much gfs mean to me, can i?

The first meetup was planned over this picture.

Masala sotong thingy which was posted by Hidah.

And more than 15 comments later an outing was planned for the WSS girls.

Not full attendance but what the heck.

The funny thing is the whole KARIBS KAPPER clan was present.

See the thing is, in secondary four, me and the girls came out with this group name. We were very close thus the name.

So we met at Raffles Place MRT, some were late but that is very common amongst us so i really dont mind. =D

We went to eat at this hawker place near Boat Quay, recommended by Reen.

We had such a spread.

The sambal ikan pari.

POWER MAX!

Newton kalah k.

The greens.

I did say that we ate a whole spread right? But those are the only pictures of food that i managed to snap.

Apparently i was too hungry to snap thus i started nomming before capturing the rest. My bad =D

Wondering who the attendees were that day?

Ween, the event organiser.

Hidah, the one who post up the masala sotong picture.

Liza, the incy wincy cutie pie.

Michelle, the ex schoolmate fiancee.

And me of course.

After our early dinner we headed off to Settlers Cafe for fun, games and laughter.

One of the games we played was Ugly Doll.

And Taboo.

And a few others. 2 hours of games was not enough. We need more time spent together babes!

Group picture!

Group picture 2.

A few more eye candy pictures for viewing.

Me and Xiong Mao.

With Lizie Liz.

With Michelle.

With Hidah.

Notice the similarity in all those four pictures?

No prizes for guesses though.

Yes, im hugging all my gfs.

Just wanna say how much i love them to bits!

And maybe, just maybe, im sucha good hugger. Dont you think so?

Wanna try? =D

Last picture before we called it a day.

Sunday was fun too. I met up with my gfs of over a decade at Rasa Rasa ( a coffee shop at Bedok Reservoir ) for early dinner and then back to Fareez's crib to view Yana's wedding pictures.

I dont know if i had mentioned this before but one of the girls from Damai Primary that im close to now, i have known her since kindergarten days! Yes, that long. More than 20 years! Cool kan?

Yana and Ain

Fareez and Me.

(omg, im fat!)

For those who have yet to have lunch, im sorry for torturing you with these mouth watering pictures of the food.

Better get a tissue ready to wipe the drool from your mouth.

My ultimate favorite - BUTTER SOTONG.

YUMS.

Mee Hong Kong

Rice with Beef thingy.

Mee Goreng Pattaya

Ok, i forgot what this dish is called.

But guess what?

Its actually greens deep fried.

And its awesome.

Back at Fareez's crib...

Yana's wedding pictures.

The photography package she took in JB was MAD CHIO.

Dear Fiance, I WANT!!!!!!!

Okie, last weekend updates, DONE.

What am i up to this weekend?

STAY HOME WEEKEND.

My bed is coming tomorrow.

MAD EXCITED.

Till next time, toodles.

@ 12:39 PM

Goodbye

GOODBYE BLOGGING WORLD.

UPDATED

I decided not to stop blogging coz reason number 1 - I cannot resist.

Reason number 2 - So sayang to leave my beautiful blog redundant. =p

Reason number 3 - I was following too much of my emotions (Maklum lah, pre menstrual stress)

But oh well, i will be back!

@ 6:58 PM

Friends

Other than family, friends are the most important people needed in your life.

Without friends, where would u be?

Without friends, who would i turn to?

Without friends, who would talk to me?

I have friends. Not much but i do have them.

I don't believe in quantity but quality.

What is the point of having many friends in my facebook list but not really knowing them?

What is the point of being friends with someone who bitch behind your back?

What is the point?

I can count with my fingers the number of people that i really regard as friends.

I am not naming them because im very sure they know who they are.

They, who have been with me even before i got myself engaged.

They, who has seen my the other side of me, the one that i hide so well from people.

I am going through a crisis period of time currently.

Regarding friends.

We have been together since high school. Drifted apart and then got back together.

I love her so much she is practically my sister.

We indulge each other with our greatest secrets. We share our joy. We share our pain. But lately, she has been distancing herself from me. From us.

I was shattered. I was angry.

But there is nothing that i can do.

All i want is for her to be happy.

All i also want is for her to come back.

I MISS HER SO MUCH IT HURTS.

But what am i supposed to do about it?

NOTHING.

Dear you, we might be best friends for one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often last year and dont talk at all this year.

I just wanna say that if i never talk to you again in my life, you are very special to me and that you have made a difference in my life.

You might have a load of new friends and may have forgotten about this poor chap right here but i want you to know that i will always remember you. And no matter what you do, no matter where you are, i want you to know that i always care for you and that i always will.

Dear you, I MISS YOU.

I MISS US.

@ 4:17 PM

just one of those days.

Ok, i havent been blogging despite the fact that im on a holiday.

Current mood right now, FRUSTRATED.

It is almost impossible not to notice your behaviour towards me.

Only a fool would not know ur cold behavior towards me.

I have blogged about it before.

And i am going to mention it once again.

Ignorance is bliss.

I shall ignore and i will not bother at all.

YOU started it. And knowing you, you would want me to rectify it. Despite the fact that i have no f*&king idea whats going on, i SHALL NOT BOTHER.

Its hard, yes.

Because if i do not bother about the situation, i will not be thinking about it.

If i do not bother about the situation, i will not be blogging about it.

Whatever it is, it has been eating my every sense of emotion.

I f%^king hate the feeling.

Its really not helping at all. With me being sick and all.

Updates on wedding preparation.

As for now, things are pretty much smooth sailing.

Thanks to Dad's contacts, we have booked Couple Palace for decorations and food for the reception.

Placed a deposit of 3k just recently with them.

And a few days ago, i went for selection of outfits with ija aka bff aka maid of honor, my bubble boy rizq aryff and fiance of course.

Thanks to my maid of honor, i picked 4 extremely gorgeous outfits keeping in mind the color theme of my deco and fiance's deco.

Itinery still has to be revised due to the outfit selection but im sure my maid of honor can rectify the problem.

She is the one i turn to whenever i need help. Unlike some people who talked so much but never help, for what?

Photographer and videographer has been booked. Infact we just had our pre mtv wedding video last Monday. It went pretty well and i could not wait to see the outcome.

Bestman and bridesmaid has been picked. But we have yet to sit down and talked to them about what they are supposed to do for the wedding.

Pasuni Maulan is our choice for Kadi. With god's willing we will be able to get him.

We chose innovazione to send our hantarans to coz i especially love their unique style. No trays, which i dont fancy. We have bought all items for the hantarans except the fiance's wedding ring.

I need to get one more set of those pretty red bindings for my room deco, frames, rug and curtains for my room and i will be done.I hope and pray i will be able to pull through.

I probably will need to take leave one of this days in April as i gotta go ROMM for the angkat sumpah (swearing in).

Ok those are the updates i can think of right now. Will be blogging more. Hopefully. Insyallah.

@ 8:29 PM

Love story

So i havent been blogging in a while. I was thinking of what entry to blog about and truth be told i am so clueless.

So, here i was, in bed with the trusted lappie on. I started reading my past entries and i felt that i have gone through alot! Heartbreak that is.

I have been in and out of relationships.

I have dated, here and there and everywhere.

Thus the inspiration to talk about my ex boyfriends, right from the very beginning.

The first being in primary school. Mentel much?

LOL.

It was puppy love of course. But it was an eye opener for me.

I took the first step to open my heart and be lovey dovey and mentel mentel with that first boyfriend of mine.

The very first person whom i fell in (puppy) love with and the very first one who break my heart.

His name?

Shaih. Happily married now, fyi. =)

I dont know what attracted me to him.

He was tall and lanky, hitam2 manis gitu. =p

And all our friends called him GALAH.

So obvious right?

Coz of his height la, duh.

Anyhoos, we got together and never been on dates before. It was always meet in school. Talk on the phone. It was so sweet then.

Another boy, back then, Armar liked me too, when i was with Shaih.

Armar is the total opposite of Shaih. He is *ehem* shorter, fair and oh so good looking.

But i think since young ive always prefer the bad boy.

And that bad boy of mine broke up with me and i went crying into Armar's arms. I cant help giggling at that thought. No, i did not literally cry into his arms. He was there for me after i broke up with Shaih. He took the initiative to ask me out and i remembered where we went and with who.

We went to Tampines library, konon nyer nak blajar la *cough cough* and guess who we went with.

My brother!

ROFL.

That was such an experience.

It was just the cutest thing.

But unfortunately we broke up coz we went to different secondary school.

And then, in secondary school, i met someone else.

But, i shall talk about that in another entry. =p

Stay tuned to find out more.

It was just the cutest thing. Young love.

I still laugh and giggle remembering those fond memories.

What about you?

@ 7:10 PM

Ignorance

Ok so i walked to e bus stop every morning as usual. Saw someone i knew very very well. She didnt even bother to look at me. Instead she looked away. Ignoring someone can be so easy isnt it? Am wondering what did i do for the past few days to deserve that special treatment. But then again, ignorance is bliss. So i shall leave it at that.

@ 7:23 AM

Backstreet's Back, ALRYTE!

Recently, the boys came to town to have a concert, and boy was i thrilled.

Ive been a huge fan and it has always been a dream to see them live in concert.

Well that dream came true on the 28th February 2010.

They have been here a few times and truth be told ive always wanted to go before but i was dead broke or not working yet thus not given the opportunity.

This time round, im working, yes. Extra cash - yes. But ders a catch. Im getting married and every penny is precious. And no im not kidding.

Lucky i am to have a brother in law who has contacts and is able to get for us (me and twin) tickets. FREE.

Imagine how thrilled i am.

Were seated at the second sector so it was still quite far but what the heck. At least i get to go. =)

The boys belted out songs from the very first album till the latest one, This is us.

Actually come to think of it, they sang songs from every album except from the album Unbreakable.

Oh well.

I still had a blast dancing and screaming and shouting till my voice was hoarse at the concert.

We both did.

After the show, we saw Rozz n Hidah.

Didnt miss the opportunity to snap snap with them.

Dida, thanks for spending time with your twin sister to live our childhood dreams.

Btw, this one is for you, Dida.

Who is my favorite?

My very first love. Nicholas Gene Carter.
I love you Nick and i will go ANYWHERE FOR YOU.
=p

@ 1:17 PM

Love.. The reality

So i spent two days at home recovering from the throat infection. Its better now, if you must ask.

Now, what did i do at home?

I spent the day bumming around the house with the lappie on watching The Bachelor.

Have you seen it before?

When i was younger (I turn a quarter century old this year thus im old ok), i love watching this reality television series and always wanted to be part of this particular show. That was then.

Watching this show now, made me realise how much degrading it is for those 25 women vying for that guy's attention.

Meet Jake.

A 32 year old pilot looking for a wife.
HOT isnt he?
Now, i am so surprised right now. A dashing looking guy like, with those looks, the body, the career, why go on a reality tv series just to go look for a wife?

And dont get me started on the 25 women.
Desperate much are they?

Oh well, to each his own i guess.

I wouldnt be crazy enough to join and participate in The Bachelor but this show has caught my attention.
In this show, i see hearts breaking, falling in love, the drama, the scandalous affair of Rozalyn, one of the ladies who had a sexual affair with one of the producers of the show. Too much hype going on.

But it still got me at the edge of my seat.

I watched the whole season on youtube just to see which 'lucky' girl Jake would choose.

The sweet one or the bold one.

He chose Vienna.

The bold one. The one that everybody hates on the show.

A fairy tale ending for them both?

I dont know. Only time will tell.

Back to the topic on why i would wanna join The Bachelor years ago.

Ok, here's the scoop.

I am a NOBODY back then.

Im an introvert. I dont talk much around people i dont know. Im not that smart but i did get my diploma. I dont have the looks. I mean seriously.

There was a couple of incidents where no one would even look at me. Its like the eyes just glided past me. And it did not help that sometimes family members and friends would always say to my twin that she is the pretty one and such.

I GET THAT ALL THE TIME.

I even had ex boyfriends telling me that my twin is prettier than me.

How do you think that made me feel?

My confidence level has gone way down and i thought no one would actually love me for me.

Its hard having a twin who is prettier than u, more approachable and more fun than you are.

My confidence level was way low.

I wished i was pretty. I wished i had a sense of style. I wished i was outspoken.

I dont even know when this entry is gonna end because im pretty much typing what is at the top of my head.

Suddenly i felt that this entry has no motive.

So, i had my fair share of heartbreaks throughout my 25 years of life.

If, i did not meet my schoolmate years later, i have a very strong feeling that i'd probably still be single.

This schoolmate of mine has accepted me, my flaws and has seen the imperfection in me to make me his wife, with god's willing, in june.

So to girls out there who felt unpretty, dont fret. You will never be alone. There is someone out there for you.

You need not need to go on reality television just to find love.

Love will definitely come to you.

@ 1:43 PM