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Birthday greetings

Happy Birthday to these two.

Nadya Camelia.
29th July.

Pls, pls, get well.
Im still anticipating our Arnold's meal.

Ariff.
30th July.

It's not his birthday but i just wanna post his picture up.

Baby Qaayd, dont you think ure growing up too fast?

@ 10:52 PM

Surreal

Two years ago, i told myself that i AM NOT gonna fall or be with someone i call, a friend.

Now, two years later, can i just take that back?

How isit that the someone who is damn close to me, someone that is my friend can be interested in me?

Love is a silly thing isnt it?

All this while, ive been going around and around, dating countless guys without realising that there is someone who is patiently waiting for me.

And i meant patiently is because, he has been waiting since last year.

And the best part is, he knows who i was dating, who i like, the jerks who broke my heart, BUT he still continue to stand by me, waiting, patiently.

I AM TOUCHED LOR.

HE has every qualities i wanted in a guy.

All this while, HE has always been there for me through my ups and down.
I know he cares for me.
I always thought he cares for me as a friend.
Little did i know that he has other intentions. =p

Dear readers, i am officially dating HIM.

p/s- you betta get well soon or there will be no date.
*giggles*

@ 10:22 PM

Invisible Man

You'll never know
What you've done for me
What your faith in me
Has done for my soul
You'll never know the gift
You've given me
I'll carry it with me

Through the days ahead
I'll think of days before
You made me hope for something better
And made me reach for somethin' more

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Helped me hear the music of my heart
Helped me hear the music of my heart

You opened my eyes
You opened the door
To somethin' I've never known before

You were the one
Always on my side
Always standin' by
Seein' me through
You were the song
That always made me sing
I'm singin' this for you

Everywhere I go
I think of where I've been
And of the one who knew me better
Than anyone ever will again

What you taught me
Only your love could ever teach me
You got through when
No one could reach me before

'Cause you always saw in me
All the best that I could be
It was you who set me free

I don't want YOU to be invisible anymore.

@ 10:40 PM

Break the ice

Its been a while.
I know i shouldnt have kept you waiting.
But im here now.

(and then, the song Break the ice from Britney goes on)

Sucha lame introduction.

But has it really been 10 long days since i blogged..?

Yup, its true.
I just double checked.

I feel like i have so many things to blog about. Many picture s to upload bu i just cant find the timw.

Ive been sooo busy of late.

Oh btw, my emotional wire tripped today.
I was so mad at my children that they received a dressing down from me.
And i was really mad that i started quivering, my voice was breaking and my eyes were brimmed with hot angry tears.

That was how mad i was.
But i think i was just plain overreacting.

Ok, the entry will abruptly end here.

@ 10:43 PM

Long overdue

Yes pictures time.

And this, mind you , are pictures that are long, long overdue!

Few weeks back, the three of us met up for dinner at...

NYDC.
The food was so so.
Still prefer the deserts instead.

Who was the three..?
Well, they are..

Yours truly.
the one who thinks shes fat (which she is)

pwincess anajunkies
the burfday girl.

Nadya Camelia
Controversy keeps following her around.

We got together to celebrate Ana's 23rd birthday. A belated one though.
But, better late than never!
We chatted alot over dinner and reminize about the past.
Talked alot about the future too.
Wondering who will be the first to enter marriage-hood.
They, of coz, said, it could be me.

Atrocious!
How could it be me when im not even with anyone. *bluek*

Anyhoos, 2 more pictures, before i move on.

Me & Ana.
I swear im so damn fat lor in this picture!
But thankfully, due to me, being sick, ive lost a few fashionable pounds. Weeee.

Nadya and Dyna.
Currently, both of us are sick.
Rest well and get well soon hokay babe!

Moving on...
I finally got the pictures from Inda.

Last Monday was Youth Day so me and Inda wasnt working.
We headed to Tampines for some unfinished business.

What unfinished business you ask?

Ban Mian!
I was still sick at that point of time but i was forcing myself to eat to get my energy back and futhermore Ban Mian is my favorite noodles...

Inda snapped this w/o me knowing.
The, she said, i looked like a doll.
Really?

Me and Inda.
Cam whored while waiting for the bus.

Guess where we went next?

Swensens!
And look, who ate again...?

Yup. I ate again.
But i only ate the omelette hokay.

Inda had her cheese stixs and her salmon pasta.

I did not finish my banana crumble!
=(

We went to the food court in Marina next.
No, not to eat.
But to accompany Ween eat dinner.

Peace no war.

Inda, i loike ur shades!

Love them loads.

And this is me.
The aftermath of the Lewis Hamilton dream.
*giggles*

We headed to Mothercare where i bought something for Baby A.

What did i buy?

An England tee with the caption Man of The Match.
Isnt it just so damn cute?!

HSCB bought a playpen for Ija n Azly too.
ANd for the record, Ija just called.
She is otw to my place to collect the playpen.

Inda, i cannot believe u cropped ur picture!

One last picture!

HSCB loves.

Yay. All 21 pictures are up. ( I think)
A lil update on myself.

I went to CGH for checkup yesterday.
My fever was still high.

I had to be secluded from other patients.
I had to wear a mask.
I had to take a blood test.
I had to take a urine test.
I had to take an injection.
I had to pop in almost 21 pills almost everyday, from now on.

But thankfully, i feel much much better.

Its back to work for me tomorrow!

@ 8:54 PM

Im sick

The title is a give away ryte?

Well, health's been a bitch.

Ive been having on and off fever for the past 11 days.

And thats not all.

There's like something growing at the left side of my neck.

Wat the!!!!!

Probably heading down to CGH for check up.

Hopefully, its way better than how SGH treats me.

We shall see.

@ 4:26 PM

Birthday girl

My elder sister turns 24 today!

Happy birthday sis!

@ 3:10 PM

random blabberings

First and foremost, let me just say tha this will be one of those norm random blabberings i have out of the blue.

Currently im blogging (duh), watching the video between jesse mccartney and perez hilton, laying down comfortably on my bed and trying to stop myself from puking.

Its been a week now and my appetite is still not back.

Today, when i reached home from tutoring, i forced myself to eat something as i did not, and i really did not eat anything at all since morning.

After the torture of forcing myself to gorge down the food, i now have the sudden urge to vomit everything out again.

But if i do that, then i'll be binging and when i binge it means that im sick. And not just sick physically.

This body of mine wasnt ready to adjust to the normal work routine as i woke up feeling cranky, moody and very much in a foul mood.
I didnt even wanna work!
I guess it must be the super long weekend i had.

Oh and for the record, i wasnt ignoring anyone or anything.

I was really sick for the past few days and i really didnt have the energy to talk. Or discuss or to sms. Call. And such.

ANd this, im proclaiming out of my goodwill and not coz someone asked me to.

I do believe and stand firm to that belief that I AM WHAT I AM.
YOUR APPROVAL ISNT NEEDED.

Therefore, i dont owe anyone any explanation and such.
Its really just up to me if i wanna voice it out.

No puns intended.

Heard the song on my blog?

Its Always by Bon Jovi.
A classic isnt it?

I am soo in love with this song.

Digressing for the i-duno-how-many-times.

I was out yesterday with HSCB when i saw a very familiar looking guy.
That guy turns out to be one of the guy i used to date.
DId you know that i was out with a guy who had a fiancee
Well guess what?

I swear i had no idea that he had a fiancee.

I didnt have any feelings for him whatsoever.
I just thought that he was really stable and all.

See, the thing about him is that, whenever he had problems with his fiancee, he will call me up. And will say he misses me and such. Typical, huh?

Well, it did boil down to the point where i had enough of his nonsense and told him to never ever contact me again.
Which, thankfully he did.

So, i told you that story because, me n the girls bumped into him yesterday at Marina.

And guess what?

He WASNT with his fancee.

Out dating with another girl huh?

Bad enough that another someone who recently broke off his engagement came back to me saying he misses me and all.

Like seriously, whats up with these guys?
Ive seriously had enough of being second best.

Am i just a spare tyre? A rebound?

Dont you think i deserve MORE THAN JUST THAT?

Thats probably the reason why im single, still.

I dont choose any Tom, Dick or Harry.

I wanna be with someone who loves me for me.
Someone who makes me happy.
Someone who is stable.
Someone who can take care of me. Not otherwise.
Someone who is smarter than me. In terms of work, life and religion wise.

One way or rather, ive been told that im very very choosy.

I dont care what you people out there think of me.

If i dont get what or who i want, i'd rather be single.

You need not worry about me.
Just leave me alone.
Besides,relationships scare me sometimes.

People around me are breaking up.
So why shouldnt be terrified?

Ok, tell me now, why am i rambling abt relationships

I love Perez Hilton gossip blog page.
Everyday without fail, i would go online to read the latest and juicest news about Hollywood.

Click Here
for the latest gossip news from Hollywood

and

Here
for the exclusive video chat between the gorgeous Jesse McCartney and Queen of media himself, Perez Hilton.

Speaking of gorgeous,

Isnt he a dreamer?

There's no wonder he appeared in my dreams the previous night.

Details SHALL NOT be revealed.

So, my gfs who know, please keep it to yourself.

(there wasnt any naughty scenes or anything like dat la just so you know. n dat you wont get any ideas ok)

It was dreamy and very light. Heck, even Mr A was in it.

I wished my alarm didnt go off.

Ok, enough ramblings, time for me to head to lala land.

Maybe, more of Lewis Hamilton perhaps?

Haha.

Gd nite!

@ 10:38 PM

Birthday greetings

She turned 26 today!

Happy BOOBSDAY darl.

And he turned a quarter century old.

Happy Birthday to the both of you!

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Look who went where yesterday.

Jo, Me & Ija (and a few others)

Where did we go?

NE show 2K8.

Spoiler Alert Entry soon.

@ 1:32 PM

Happy Birthday bro!

My beloved brudder turns 20 today!

Da besar ni anak.

Happy birthday bro.

You have the number '2' infront already.

Time to grow up!

*giggles*

Love ya.

@ 12:00 AM

Long long weekend for me!~

Im covered with mc from Wednesday till Friday.
Followed by the fact that its the weekends and im not working on the following Monday since its Youth Day and all.

Is dat super cool or what?

That's the only thing perking me up ryte this very moment.

The rest are not.

I was actually looking forward to going my very first excursion with my kiddos today but had to diminish the thought as i was down with high fever.

Fortunately, the fever is gone.
The only thing that is making me very very uncomfortable is the body ache.
The aching hurts so damn bad that i have to leave work n head to the polyclinic.

My conversation with the doctor.

Doc: Well, Diyana, whats wrong with you today?

Me: Ive been having body aches for the past few days and it hurts especially this part (pointing to my shoulder blades)

Doc: Do you have a fever?

Me: Well, i have a slight one yesterday.

Doc: Ok, let me check your temperature.

She proceeds to checking my temperature and guess what?!

Doc: You have a very high fever.

Me: Seriously???!!!

Doc: Yes, usually people come in and say that they have body aches and when we checked the temperature its coz of the fever.

That aside, i wanna that it probably couldnt be true coz now, i dont think, no scratch that, i DONT have anymore fever BUT the aching is still here.
It is damn bad.

So, what is going on here? =(

Im trying to bear the pain and post up about 21 pictures (i counted) which i took last weekend.
Of coz, it was more than that and the rest have been uploaded to my multiply. Except that, only my contacts can view. =)

Last friday, Mr Azly texted asking me if i was free.
I asked why and he said that his wifey wanted to ask me out.
So, i said, y not..?

It turns out two mummies to be wanted to go baby shopping.

Busy mummies shopping for clothes.

Smile mummies!

They spent nearly 3 hours browsing through MotherCare and KiddyPalace looking and getting baby stuffs.

By the time we sat down for dinner, none had any energy to start clicking.
We just started eating like we havent eaten for a few days.

Did i mention that Inda tagged along as well..?
Anyhoos, a toilet picture is a must for us.

Me and my heavily pregnant bestie.

We got someone to take a picture of us.
Nun had left by then so we did not get any group picure taken.

Hope u had fun shopping love!~

If you're wondering whether i got anything or myself, YES i did.

I bought this.

I know, i know, Taufik...
Tak salah kan?!
Ive been a fan since forever la ok.

Back to what i bought.

The flats!

Its very very comfortable, i tell you.
And the following day, i bought another URS heels.

URS NEVER FAILS! *wide smile*

Sunday morning (afternoon rather), i was laying on the couch when i saw this.

Beautiful aint it, God's creation?
The thing that amazes me is that, it felt so near. Like you could put your hand out and touch those fluffy fluffy thing called clouds.

I was in a good mood and was so excited about it that i told inda about it via msn.

Then she was like, "Babe, since you're in a good mood, lets go out."

And so we did.

Chilling at Rockery with my strawberry smoothie.

She loves my strawberry smoothie!
She ordered mango tango or something like dat.

While we waited for Mr Suave aka Taib to arrive (yes, i invited him to join us), we camwhored a lot.

Po reminds us of ween and how much we're missing her.
Darling Ween, wo heng xiang ni!

One of the sweetest yet.

Do i look fat?
Coz my aunt came the other day and said i look fat.
Ugh.
So, if i dont eat, dont blame me!

Taib came and we headed to national library for more cam whoring and chilling session.

in the greeny green lift.

with one of the nicest guy pal ever.

Taib looks good here.
He is single girls!~ *winks*
Inda, however, is not. *bluek*

Ween is ryte bimbz.
Now you have a bf, dont LOVE US LESS hor.
I ketuk ur kepala if u do. haha.

One from the archives:

Both of you are my heart and soul.
I heart you two.
Muacks.

@ 2:12 PM