<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

Wanker..?

Is he really?
Oh dear!
WANKER!

@ 9:26 PM

Birthday celebrations

First and foremost, i would like to thank HSCB for dropping by to visit their sick friend aka me.
Secondly thanks to them also for accompanying Ija yesterday night.

See, i already made plans with ija and the babes to have a sleepover at ija's crib but i had to cancel at the last minute coz i was down with high fever.

Im getting better. The fever has gone down but i still feel kinda weak.
The throat and the stomach doesnt feel soo good.
My hips still feel sore.
I get cold sweat every now and then, especially in the middle of the night.

Im so weak.
Especially my immune system.

Enuff said.

Im supposed to blog about the birthdae celebrations that i had back to back last weekend.

First up, Azly's bdae surprise at his very own crib.

The plan went really well.

Azly had no idea at all that his place was filled with his closest friends to celebrate his bdae.
The best part is, me & Mr A purposely did not wish him on his actual birthday!
*giggles*

Ok, im gona post pictures now.
Happy viewing.

Busy frying finger food.

I love balloons!

Did i not mention HSCB was also there?
They had to. =)

My gift for the bdae man.
Swensens Ice Cream cake!

Party people.
(I have one huge orange ear!)

And then, the surprise.

I wished it was close up and i wished it wasnt blurry.
But i couldnt blame Inda who was holding on to the cammie.
We were all laughing like crazy coz Azly was so surprised.
Look where his hand is at. *giggles*

Anyhoos, we talked about it after the party and his first reaction when he opened the door was 'Asal rumah kita ada balloon?'
And that he thought there was a break in.

Ryte Azly, a thief broke into your place and filled your house with balloons.. =p

Azly's best friend and gay partner aka Mr A presents the birthdae cake to him.

The wifey who planned his surprise.

Notice Ija's glow?
Yes people, Ija is pregnant.
Coming to 5 months to be exact.
Im gonna be a god mother!

*gleams with pride*

Next birthday celebration - Taib's belated bdae.

My babes.
Our theme for that day was BLACK with....

Blue jeans skirt..

We are going to T3's Popeyes.
Yay.

With my fillet strips thingy.
Uber yummy.

Birthday boy with his birthday brownie.

Toilet picture is a must.

Fantastic five.
Did i not mention Wan was also there?
Yes people, Wan Black has reappeared. Heh.

Gay couple alert! Eeeewwwwyyyyy.
Lucky it was just a pose.
Wan is attached btw. Taib is not.
Anyone interested to know him please send your application form to my email addy. Thank you.

When Everlast meets Mango.
He has alreasy turned 23 which got me thinking that im turning 23 this year too.
Oh dear!~

We went to town for more shopping, cam whoring, coffee session and video taking.
Yes video taking.

With the song Mungkir Bahagia.

I loike this shot.

A picture with Wan Black is a must!

I wasnt talking to anyone on the phone. Wan is talking to his gf. All the way in Kl.

Like what i told you kan Wan, 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati..'

Last friday, me n the babes went for dinner and i did a lil shopping. Oh and we were accompanied by Ad as well.

We watched The Hottie & The Nottie.

Whoever said Paris Hilton was beautiful outta be shot. She looked ugly & old. The other actress, i dunno wats her name is way prettier after the make over that is.

Anyhoos, my aspiring photographer gf, ween took a few headshots of me for her portfolio. I swear im a very bad model. I keep bursting into giggles and laughing my head off. But here's a few that works.

Yes, im into stars ryte now.

The bling bling. Oh no no. Im not engaged nor m i married.

Long bony fingers dont go well with chubby cheeks dont you tink?

I looked so sad here. But funny enough, i erupted into laughter soon after!

dyna c.

End of supa duper long entry!

p/s - shoutout to An, hope my entry doesnt bore you.

p/p/s - HSCB babes, dat An above is not THAT An we knew ok. Fyi.

@ 7:57 PM

Unwell

Have you ever woke up this morning feeling really lethargic?

I woke up this morning at 11.55am feeling really really cold and my body was aching all over.

So then i knew, i was sick.

And im pretty sure by now, you guys will know that when im really really sick, i will cry.

And that is exactly what i did!

Yes, gembeng kan aku!~

I really hate feeling this way. *sobs*

@ 5:47 PM

Today is Wednesday

Yes its Wednesday! Finally midweek.

Time passes super duper slow this week. Maybe coz ders soo many things to do and that im soo stressed out with portfolio, audit, tutoring and such.

I dont quite have the time to blog about anything.

Maybe i do but then again, pictures are not in and that when i finally received the pictures, that entry will seem like so yesterday.

U get my dilemma?

And blogging about what i did during the week or the day is so not me.

So im gona give that a pass.

Im currently lying on my bed with the lappie on my lap.

Just reached home from supper at Azeera with the McQueens. N before that was at my usual every Wednesday tuition regime.

And fyi, im soo busy these few days.

Like ive said earlier, portfolios and audit aside, im like teaching tuition 4 days a week, back to back for that! Mon til Thurs.

My weekdays is pretty much burnt therefore i only get to relax on Fri, Sat & Sun.

But it doesnt seem to matter to me coz i feel like i have no life besides my family & friends.
And i dont have bf commitments therefore i can work and work.

Why do i work so hard anyways?

Reason no 1 - my pay is pathetic and i need the extra income.

Reason no 2 - i dont have bf commitments.

Reason no 3 - since i dont have a bf, n the fact that i dont date anymore, i need to kill time.

Which comes to the topic of why dont date.

Granted, i do have people asking me out BUT i just dont feel like going out with them. I guess im not ready to date.

Heck, ders even this guy who has been calling me and msging me everyday! Wanting to talk to me at night and such.

And me being me will not answer his calls or reply his msgs.

Why?

Coz my normal routine is to sleep around 11 plus.

I dont like late nite calls anymore coz its gonna affect my work the day after.
And the fact that i just dont like hogging the phone anymore.

How do i tell someone that im emotionally attached to someone though im single?

Yes, this feelings is STILL and always be for him.

Yes, he does not even know and im waiting for the right time and opportunity.

Yes that a gamble that i have to take.

I dont wanna let anyone down. I dont wanna lead anyone down. I dont wana hold anyone back from where they might belong.

Thats why i reacted this way.

Im very much numb with the whole situation.

Love situation.

I think i could get used to guys breaking my heart over and over again.

But then again, after my first love tore my heart into two, there's no mend.

Im gonna do my portfolios again now.

Toodles.

p/s - Audit's tomorrow. Wish me luck!

p/p/s - My appointment in SGH is on the 29th of May.
Wat the........!!!!!!!!

@ 10:12 PM

No air

Its been a week since my last entry. Sorry faithful readers.

Yes, i have no time to blog. Nothing to blog about too.

Heard the new song on my bloggie?

Yeap, its No Air by Jordin Sparks and the amazing Chris Brown.

An excerpt from the song:
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand..

I had the time of my life yesterday at the surprise bdae party. And boy, was the bdae man surprise! *giggles*

And of coz, the fact that Mr A was there.

Did i mention what i loved about Mr A soo much?

I loved the fact that he is a great team leader.
I worked with him before during the wedding and yesterday i worked with him again.

I loved the fact that our fingers brushed against each other when we worked in the kitchen.
I loved the fact that it brushed against each other AGAIN when i handed my phone to him.

I noe, i noe. Mushy.

But i seriously felt like i was on cloud nine.

*flys away*

Did you know i was soo upset when i was about to reach home yesterday.

I just didnt want yesterday to last.

I just wanted to stay in the car with Mr A by my side.

Its one of those rare moments where i can spent almost the whole day with Mr A.

EVery moment spent is precious.

Every moment spent with Mr A by my side is something that i will hold dearly in my heart.

If those moments spent was captured on video, i'd definitely watch it everyday. '

Yes, its impossible and atrocious.

So i now i can only remember it as long as my memory dont fails me.

Im getting mushier by the minute.

Anyhoos, a quickie on me.

There's dis thing growing in me and i went to see the doc yesterday at the polyclinic.

And i was referred to SGH for further tests.

Scary!

Pray everything goes well for me ok.

For now, im off to get ready. Meeting Ween in an hours time.

Toodles.

@ 1:03 PM

Baby Qaayd dropped by today.
He has grown soo much.
And me as usual, will carry him and kiss kiss his chubby cheeks.

Baby Qaayd, ur Kakak Nana feels soo down lately but she cheered up when you came.

Baby Qaayd, you LIGHT up my life.

@ 7:53 PM

Blah~

I thought i found him.
But i was so wrong.

All of them ARE THE SAME.

@ 9:56 PM

Lipstick alert

You might find this important.

LIPSTICK INFORMATION:

Something to consider

Next time you go shopping for
Lipstick.... .

This comes from someone

Who works in the breast cancer unit at
Mt. Sinai Hospital , in Toronto .

From: Dr. Nahid Neman

If there is a female you care anything about,

Share this with her. I did!!!!!

Recently a lipstick brand called 'Red Earth'

Decreased their prices from
$67 to $9.90.

It contained lead.
Lead is a chemical which causes cancer.

The lipstick brands that contain lead are:

CHRISTIAN DIOR

LANCOME

CLINIQUE

Y.S.L

ESTEE LAUDER

SHISEIDO

RED EARTH (Lip Gloss)

CHANEL (Lip Conditioner)

MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK.

The higher the lead content,

The greater the chance of causing cancer.

After doing a test on lipsticks,

It was found that the Y.S.L. Lipstick
Contained the most amount of lead.

Watch out for those lipsticks
Which are supposed to stay longer.

If your lipstick stays longer, it is
Because of the higher content of lead.

Here is the test you can do yourself:

1. Put some lipstick on your hand.

2. Use a Gold ring to scratch on the lipstick.

3. If the lipstick color changes to black,

Then you know the lipstick contains lead.

Please send this information to all your girlfriends,
Wives and female family members.

This information is being circulated at

Walter Reed Army Medical Center

Dioxin Carcinogens cause cancer,
Especially breast cancer

@ 3:15 PM

Dear Henry

Passenger killed as car hits tree
A 23-year-old man was killed on Saturday when the car he was a passenger in hit a tree.
The VW Golf came off the A419 Cowcombe Hill between Cirencester and Stroud at about 0100 BST.
The driver was taken to Cheltenham General Hospital suffering serious injuries, a Gloucestershire Police spokesman said.
The passenger was pronounced dead at the scene. Police have appealed for witnesses to come forward.

Click HERE for the full report.

Didnt think i'd know the victim.

Those were the days when we went swimming together.
Those were the days when we karaoke-d together.
Those were the days we played together.
Those were the days we had so much fun together.

Now you're gone. You aint coming back.

We only can have you in our memories.

You will be dearly missed.

Rest In Peace, Henry.

*sobs*

@ 8:53 PM

To Him

Dear YOU,

Sometimes, the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

Read, ponder and TRY to move on.

I will be here waiting for you. Always waiting.

p/s- its MATTERS* not mattrers.

Love,
Dyna

@ 12:39 PM

Baby Dont Go

I try to play cool
Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me
Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone
Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy
When I'm in the house, when I think about
When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain}
I want my baby back! {'Lo-so}
And I thought it would be easybut it's hard for me to let you GO~!
(Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go!(Baby don't) go (baby don't)

{y'all know what this is}

Now I'm better than your ex,
gon' be better than your next
Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as
Can't seem to doubt that I creamed her out
Now you dream about how I turned Nieman out
Nothin to scream about just back your
Beemer out
Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house
Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool
There's options in break up, you ever play pool?
Better do you cause I damn sure does me
And what your buzz be is only because of me
The wifey, hus-by, never was meI does me,
trust meI don't wanna another you so I'ma slide (yup)
But I got another boo, on the side, bay-bay

Through the time I been alone, time I spent on phones
Know you ain't lettin them climb up in my throne
Now, baby that lime with that Patron
Have me talkin crazy, it's time to come on home
Now, I talk with someone above
It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love
Don't lose someone you love though over your pride
Stick wit'cha entree and get over your side
We break up to make up at Jacob's baby
Her parents fought too, I'm the makeup baby
Wake up baby, love'll have you open though
I mean you seen Tom Cruise on the Oprah show
So I just can't bet on the next hand
There's too much in this pot just to give to the next man

Now if you ain't never went through it you ain't really into it
The next rap to show you I really been through it
Every other day I'm givin the love away
That's what your friend's sister or little brother say
If I'ma do somethin, it's the undercover way
When them hatin ass watchdogs look the other way
And others may not see that we need each otherBut if we on the same page we can read each other
They should learn us, instead of try to turn us
Mr. and Ms. Smith, we both got the burners - UP~!
If you love your baby then turn this up
Know we keep this hot like a Thermos cupRelax, don't be tryin to perm us up
We already straight - yesss

@ 7:15 PM

Its a friday!

Hey all. Its a friday.

My favorite day of the week.

I love fridays.

Dont you?

I always look forward to a friday coz i tend to sleep late and the next day, i can sleep in. Rather than wake up at my 6.25 norm.

Ive been working soo hard of late.

Audit is coming soon and me and the rest of teachers are working our ass off with the portfolios.

Everyday, w/o fail, i will do those portfolio.

In terms of behavior wise, i think i have changed a lot. I dont do last minute work anymore coz i know i will get sleepless nites and all.

But then again, with the too much work that i am doing now, ive easily gotten migraines.

That sux.

And thankfully enough, my stomach flu is gone. The migraine still comes and go and now, as if things are not bad enough, my left eye is swollen! Like really!

Ive been putting on my specsy ever since.

Im back to my geeky self. *bluek*

Taken just today hokay. Lol.

Yesterday, i met up with one of my gf.
It seems like every week, ive been meeting her.

Yesterday, we had dinner at a place of my choice.

I had a craving for this.

Fish & Chips @ Fish & Co.

It was yummy of coz.

And my dinner date yesterday was....

Nadya Camelia.

And here's the contented me with my dinner.

I call this the au natural look. Haha.

After dinner we had a chilling session at Kampung Glam cafe.

Sipping hot tea in the rain was awesome.

Chatting over almost anything was even better!

And getting a ride in evo was soo much fun. *smiles*

Thanks Mr B!

Overall, i give yesterday two thumbs up.

Lets try and make it an every week kind of thing yea babe. *winks*

Ok, i wanna go grab sumtg to eat.
Im famished!

@ 6:31 PM

Cant help but wait

I skipped tuition class again today.

Alhamdullillah, the migraine is gone.

Thanks to all lovelies who text and even called in the middle of the night just to find out how am i.

I really appreciate it.

The migraine is gone.

But now, im having this very bad diarrhea.
And i havent had anyting to eat since morning.

And for the record, im very very hungry.

I just dont want to swallow anytg coz i know at the end of the day, i will be rushing to the toilet.

My vp gave this pill, a chinese med. I popped one in but it doesnt seem to work.
There's no 'charcoal' at home so i have to rely on teh pekat.
I hope that remedy works coz i hate it when im sick.

I know that whenever im really really sick, i will cry.

That, i did again.

CRY BABY!

Anyhoos, i wanna introduce the song which you hear from your speakers everytime you click onto my blog.

Its from Trey Songz and its called Cant help but wait.

Yes, yes, im still waiting.

The lyrics are for a girl coz its sung by a guy but if i were to dedicate and sing this song to that guy, im gona change the lyrics. Hah.

My favorite part of the song?

I see you, you wit him-
he ain’t right but you don’t trip
You stand by, while he lies-
then turn right round and forget
I can’t take to see your face,
with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do- I
gotta stay true
Cause deep down I’m still a G

Girl I can’t help but wait
Til’ you get that with him, it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you see that wit me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

(Yes, you. I cant help but wait. *smiles*)

@ 6:33 PM

Attack!

I was attacked yesterday.

It resulted in this.

15 pills to swallow a day and 1 day of mc. Oh and a needle pricking my butt.

Severe migraine attack.

It started minutes before i knocked off work yesterday. I was trying to bear with the pain thinking i am strong enough. The fact is i wasnt.

I made my way to Blk 12 for my norm monday tuition session. But i didnt even last through. I had Sharon to cover my class for me coz i really couldnt bear with the pain. Dragged my soles and my heavy bag home.

A pit stop first. The clinic.

The journey was dreadful. There i was trying to control myself from trying to pull my hair off and bearing the bumpy ride home.

It didnt stop there. When i alight, the world seems to spin. Seconds later, i collapsed. It was a minute or two when i realised someone, a kind stranger was beside me, helping me up. He walked me to the clinic and that was that. He left. I didnt even get his name. But thank you. From the bottom of my heart.

Like i said, the pain was soo bad and i couldnt control my tears. Mama came soon after i text her.

I got an injection on my butt. And 3 different types of pills. Doc told me to rest at home today.

And that is what i did. I mean, doing right now. I was tempted to continue my portfolio but i stopped myself.

Ive been thinking about work all the time that i didnt even looked after myself.

With the portfolio, the audit, the stupid kids read which we were forced to volunteer. Its a lil too much burden on my part. And as usual, there was no say for us. Somehow, i feel that the management are taking us for granted.

Can even say teachers are feigning sickness just to take mc. Are we even dat desperate?

I am very upset!

Ok, the headache is back. I wont talk about work anymore!

HSCB went to a fren's engagement the other day. Errr, actually it was weeks ago.

HSCB.

Guess the one getting engaged?

Eyeing the yummy durian cake.

Digresing.

3 more months. I have 3 months to complete this project. Portfolios aside, this is also considered a very important project that i have to complete in 3 months.

Ive bought some of the materials needed.

Nadya love, when are you starting yours? *winks*

@ 2:25 PM