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Hypocrisy.

I hate hypocrites, did i mention that?

At times i tend to contradict myself, my stands, my beliefs. But i dun go all out to destroy a friendship just coz i have sumting against that sumone. Im not petty. Im not immature.

Im not an insincere person like YOU who thinks you can get best of both worlds by compromising with good and evil. You only increases the disease of your heart just cause you are not true to yourself.

You are definitely the glib hypocrite who appears worldly-wise but plans harm and has a smooth tongue and indulges in plausible talk with many oaths. Behind my back you are an implacable enemy. You stir up quarrels, and causes all sorts of mischief to me and my friends.

You pretend to be my friend infront of me. But as soon as we're not together, God knows what cruel things you've said about me..

Have you had enough?

Have you had enough fun?

What more do you want from me..?

You pretend to give me counsels of caution but its all an act of cowardice.
You pretend to be religious but you are nearer to unbelief. You leave others to defend the ideals and faith.

YOU, at all times, are a plausible person. You present a fine exterior; you may dress well; you can usually afford the finer things; you try to win the confidence of everyone, as they have no scruples in telling lies, and apparently expressing agreement with everyone. Your words are fair-spoken, and as truth does not check your tongues, your flattery and deception know no bounds. But all this is on the outside. As you have no sincerity, nothing that you say or do is worth anything.

So, how do i act against this hypocrite friend(or not) of mine?

If i pretend nothing happen, im being a hypocrite myself. Im very much disgusted by her attitude. It just irks me. You know what? Screw you! I know who my real friends are.

@ 4:33 AM

monday morning.

Good morning..!! Its a monday morning and here i am at home. Have yet to bathe. *rolls my eyes*

I had a horrible nite last nite. Had a supa dupa terrible headache. It was so bad i tell you. Almost like my head wanna explode. Went down to the kitchen to get some painkillers but guess what? No panadols lah ok. *sigh*

Had to wake dida up and ask her for some.

So i popped in two of those disgusting pills and tried to sleep. Tossed and turned but still cant sleep. * double the sigh*

This morning when i woke up, the pain is still der. But not as bad as last night. =(

Anyways, im trying to fight off this pain by making myself busy can...?

Im soo looking forward for this week. Why? Coz im ony working 3 days this week. Yiipppiieeee!!!!

Im not working this fri as its teacher's day.. And for the record, ive ordy received a teachers day card from one of my students.. Awwww... So sweet. Hehe.

Im also looking forward to the Woodsville gathering this saturday. Dgr2 i yg plan la ok. The response that i received from the express pple is good but from the normal acad pple so not good la.. Ish.
Come on pple. Lets make this happen. Its been ages since we all got together..!!

Ok.. im gona bathe before eating. My roti prata that zul (sis bf) bought for me is calling.. *giggles*

I'll blog lata. Maybe. Taa.

@ 1:51 AM

miss me..?

What a title..!! *bleargh*

But seriously, was i missed..? The stats counter has been stagnant. I have the strongest feeling that blogders couldnt be bothered to stop by this online diary of mine.

I owe u guys an apology.

Ive been so so busy ever since i started work. Its just hectic. Especially this week. With the sports day and all. Gosh~
If i had a bf, he will definitely be left on the lurch. Thankfully, im single. *grins*

Anyways, just so you know, this is my 3rd day trying to finish up this entry. Yes. I tried finishing it up yesterday but then i changed my mind. Now, my head id heavy. Im seriously supa exhausted. I just woke up from a short nap. Yup. Was up at 6 on a sunday. Why?

Coz its Sports Day today!!

I have soo many pictures to share. A total of 44 pictures in all. 44 pictures of editing and uploading it to my photobucket. Soo many things to do. *sigh* But, its finnaly over and i hope i can finish this entry by today. Cross your toes everybody. *blueek*

Lets start off with eila's surprise mini-birthday-gathering at 15.

Primary sch gerlfwens meet up for dinner at simpang bedok.

Karaoke session after work.

us in the car.

self-indulgent..

while they were singing, i did dis..

The happy couple.

faithful companions

Arif, azly, ija & yours truly.

girls in long skirts..

Right before dismissal.

yes.. notty girls.. including me. =p

Sports Day. (today)

In my class.. all alone while waiting for the other teachers to arrive. I got bored. So, i started cam whoring. As usual.

In the bus.

My k1 students all ready for action.

teacher diyana & her children.

muhd riyadh.

he never fails to hug and kiss me everytime we meet.

awwwwww.

Teacher sharon & Teacher diyana

Me & irwin.

My favorite girls.

Jaxine & Farrah.

We got 3rd in the parents/teachers game.. or did we...?

Teachers..

All decked in yellow.

Front to the back.

Left to the right.

Come on yellow.

Fight, fight, fight.

When, i reached home..

I love my new yellow tee. *winks*

Oh gosh. Sucha long entry already. Im soo tired. For now, i need to check my email, upload a few pictures at my frensta, feed my neopet and..

Hmmm.. What else eh..?

Anyways, on a totally lighter note,im not working tomorow. So, if anybody wanna date me, you noe my no. *winks*

Haha.

Till next time, taa.

@ 6:38 AM

.weekend.

Im officialy a wimp.

I am. I cry at the slightest thing. No. Not slightest thing.

Was just talking to nenek on the phone. She was crying. No. I did not make her cry. It's just the situation. See, Dida was warded in the hospital. Nenek was so worried about her that she cried. She even mentioned about how she loved us.
The words keep reverberating in my mind.

"Nenek sayang dida. Nenek pun sayang nana."
(Nana is what my fam calls me, fyi).

And a wimp that i am, i cried. In my heart, i was sincerely hoping to end the conversation. No, Not coz nenek was nagging that we should not leave our stomachs empty and such. But coz i cant stand hearing nenek cry. *sigh*

I really have to get ready to leave for the hospital. Will update soon. Especially about Eila's surprise-get-together-mini-celebration party. =)

@ 3:05 AM

random post

Guess what time i got home from work today...?

5.30 pm la ok..!!

Haha.

Okay, so i not its like not an appropriate inroduction but still..

Yea, so as i was saying, i reached home at 5.30 pm today. A record breaking can..?

The last student, Farrah, (my fav student, =p), left at 4.50pm. So straight after she left, i grabbed my bag and zoomed out of the centre. Hehe.

Gosh. Its finally friday tomorow. Ever since i started working, ive been anticipating for the weekend. This weekend i got a wedding to attend to. Yippie. I love weddings.. Yea yea, you can say im a minah kawin2. Ahaks.
But its not as if i wanna get married or anything. I just like going to wedding function. And lately theres been a lot of buzzing about getting married. *winks to ija*

Best nyer!!

Oh btw, congrats to Haida & Anuar for finally tying the knot this Saturday. Woohoo.

Okay, so i have like 7 more minutes to Singapore Idol extra. I wanna cook maggi la now. Suddenly feeling hungry. Till next time. Taa.

p/s- Gosh, sucha irrelevant post. *rolls my eyes*

@ 10:54 PM

.workaholic me.

Hello fellow blogders. My million apologies for not blogging in a while. Well, what can i say?

Ive been busy.

Ive started work at my Kallang. Taking over the K1s.

Gosh. Those kids can be adorables but bratty. Gets on my nerves sumtimes. But its my job. And im used to it. Besides working has been keeping me sane. You know, with the things that has been happening in my life.

My children ( I call my students that ) has been asking me about my bf. Bah~

Like wats up with that.

"Teacher Diyana, you got bf ryte..?"

I said no but they saw the wallpaper on my hp.

OMG.

Guess whose pic was that lah..?

Hussein of Ruffedge lah ok.

So now they all thought that Hussein is my bf. Cute, i tell you. Haha. But i dun mind if he's my bf though. He is sooo hot...!!

My dream guy, can..? *winks*

Digressing.

My daily routine now is to wake up every morning at 6. By 7, i should leave home. Will reach my work place by 7.45 the latest. Knock off by 5 and go straight home.

But today is an exception. Me & ija feel like merayap-ing. Haha. But i dun tink we will go far as there's Singapore Idol today. (Go Hady!!) So, we are just going to have dinner at the market behind our centre.
Sup Kambing, Roti John & Chicken Rice...here we come!! :p

I'll blog again son. Till next time. Taa.

*muacks*

@ 8:30 AM

sleepy sunday.

Im so sleepy. I slept at 4 this morning while RZ was already so comfortable in bed and drifting off to sleep. Oh well, im his lullaby. *blueek*
That guy will fall asleep easy if he's talking to me. Which can only mean one thing.

Im a boring person to talk to. Bah~

Im getting closer and closer to him. He is soo my solace. I turn to him and vice versa. Its weird. Who would have thought that the guy who broke my heart two years ago is finaly back in my life. No. We are not romantically involve. We are just straight up close and good friends. He's my buddy. I love him. (Up to u to deduce that) Straight up platonic relationship. Unbelivable? Well, believe it.

Another platonic relationship that im having is with Didi. Gosh. I was so shocked to hear the rumors i heard about me. I told Didi off for not telling me this. He said he dont want me to think of such trivial matters. I retorted that i feel soo much like a celebrity with those people spewing rumors about me. Hah.
Btw, now that im close back with him, people mite think that im having an affair. *sigh* But then... WATEVER.
People can say whatever that they want to say.

Something happened last night. I was in the car at Sembawang SC carpark while the rest went for the meal. I stayed in. Im not going into details but im livid with rage. Very very angry. GGGrrrrr. But now, ive cooled down. Im washing my hands off that particular thing that bugged me. I want to start anew.

Thanks to all those sweet sweet words from people that cared about me.

'God will always bless an angel like you..'

I wanted to cry when i read that, Ianz.

'You're sweet, attractive and smart..'

Am i ween? But thx darl. You made up my day today.

My only hope right now is that he realise his mistake. I believe in karma. What goes around comes around. At least i wont live with a guilty conscience of letting the person i love go.. *rolls my eyes*

Im soo sleepy. Im gonna take a short nap. Woke up early to go visit Nadya at the hospital with the folks. Get well soon babe!

Oh and a shout out to Liyana. Congrats gal. First time time take TP and pass. Woohoo.

p/s- im starting work tomoro. =)

@ 8:10 AM

ndp 2006

I havent been blogging. Reason being, the pc has crashed out on me. Today is no exception. So before it goes haywire again, im gonna post pictures that i took on national day.
Btw, soo much has happened and i dont wanna go into detail but you guys will know sooner or later.

So, national day was spent wit the same bunch of peeps. Been spending more time wit them. Yup, they kip my mind off things. Its always a great pleaure to have them as company. As usual, it was a last minute thing. Was hogging on the fon wit ija on Wednesday morning when she just suggested picnic at fort road and i was like OK SET. Coz i had no plans that day. We had a feast there. Called up Non to join us, of coz. She agreed whole heartedly with the idea.

So, i cooked. Yes i cooked. You'll c later what i cooked. So, let the pictures do the talking.