<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

to salinah

This entry is specially dedicated to one of my closest & good fren, Salinah.

Dearest Salinah,

I may only know you for only a year or so, but you have grown to be very close & dear fren to me. We clicked ryte from the start and ever since our group assignmnt together, we have grown to be much closer than that.
I just want you to know that you have grown to be so dear to me and it makes me sad to see you this way.

So darling, when sorrow overwhelmes you, dont let urself be drowned.
Swin for a while in tears but remember to return to shore, coz i'll be there to wipe your tears dry.]

I heart you.

From your gossip chic,
Dee

@ 4:20 AM

love?

"What makes you love me?"

Thats the question the bf asked me an hour ago.
I stopped, scratched my head & started hyperventilating.

NOT!

I just stopped and stared at my hp and started soul searching.

Why do i love him?
I can never put words together. And i dun wanna type all those cheesy lines like 'You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.'

Nope. None of those.

Darling, words can never describe how much i love u.
But i especially love ur your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me. ;-)

Heh.

@ 5:26 AM

sat

Dressed in matching WHITE tops, hand in hand, strolling down bugis junction, we passed the bridal roadshow & the man said, "R u getting married?"
Taib who was walking behind us, started laughing and saying something about sponser-ing. The bf & i turned towards each other, with a shocked look on our faces but a definitely see the tentative smile sreeping out from the corner of our mouths. Detailed enuf?

So, we got stopped by a guy working at a bridal roadshow. My guess is every couple will be asked that question. Marriage is in the cards but it will take slightly longer before we place the cards down. Catch my drift?

Yesterday was an eventful one. I was practically all over sg. Well, im exaggerating. Not all over. But i was out all day. From Marine Parade to Tampines and lastly Bugis. And boy i was one very very happy girl. Why?
Becoz at the end of the day, i bought two pairs of colored lenses- aqua & chestnut, 3 pairs of tees & 4 pairs of ear studs.
Gosh, In one week i bought 5 tees. My personal favorite- the one dat has PRINCESS printed on it.

'Once a royalty, forever a royalty'.

Sounds familiar?

*winks to dat sumone*

So, my day started around 9, cleaned the house, washed up and off to meet the doc. Got a few medications for my sickness *bleurgh* and met up wif ija. Wanted to have our lunch at Banquet but its undergoing renovations so we settled for the hawker centre. Next stop- Tampines Mall. We splurged a lot. Even spent about 10 bucks of tokens. Just to play Daytona. Off to Starbucks for my all time fav- raspeberry frap while ija indulged herself with the chocolate mcmuffin & raisin scone.

Btw, hows the swensen's dinner darl?
*winks*

While ija had her dinner, im off to bugis to meet up wif the bf & taib. Walked around bugis, Spent more money. There's a hole in my pocket btw & the boys played pool while i looked on. Bumped into Amad. Hvnt met dat guy in ages. He was the one i always talked to on the fon, complaining bout dat particular sumone, the one i loved watching movie with & the one with the sarcastic remarks. =p
I miss him. So, it was nice to bump into him at Bugis village.

I wished i could type more but i think i need to prioritize. There's a presentation tomoro & i nid to do a lil touching on the the slides.

Till next time, have a gloomy(weather) SUNDAY.

p/s- im staying in today.

@ 3:22 AM

.sigh.

First & foremost, a big shout out to darling sri who already turns 20. So sorry syg for the late late wish. Gosh, im sucha bad friend.
But, aniwaes, u already have the no 2 right in the front der so, hmm, dah TUA!!! hehe.

I wish u all the best in your life esp ur love life k. Dgr2 very very happy with ur hubz kan..? I miss ya darl. We should meet up soon.
*hugs & kisses from me to ya*

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On a totally different matter altogether, have you had any idea how to turn down a proposal..? Ok, i see eyebrows raising. Not marriage proposal. Job proposal. See, yesterday, i received a call from my old workplace asking me to take over 2 classes till the end of the year. And they are only paying me by hour. I did my calculations when i was out with darlg bf yesterday and the pay was like ONLY a lil bit more than the time i worked half day. N, i was offered a job for full day. So, i definitely think it is not worth it. Besides, if i were to think of the future and in the long run, since my 'contract' will end by the end of the year, i have to look for a job yet again. How leceh is that?
So right now, i am like supposed to call the principal up and tell her that im gonna have to turn it down. But im so not good with words. Well not actually. The bf said that i have a gib tongue. Heh.
But im still so confused.
I mean, i do need a job and all since school is finishing in like 2 weeks time but i just want a STABLE job with GOOD PAY. Can sumbody tell me they understand what im going through?
*sigh*

The throat is not feeling too good. Suspect a cough coming. Can almost visualise the bf frowning at me and saying, "Drink COKE sumore yesterday" Heh. Cuteness.
Yup, so i drank COKE yesterday when i was out with him. Didnt go that far. Made a trip to Heartland Mall with the bf to satisfy Mama's craving of OCK. And guess what? We walked all the way there, cutting through those flats to reach Heartland Mall. For those who know, my flat is way far from the mall. But ironically, i didnt feel tired at all. Maybe coz, the bf was right by my side. Im getting to know him more & more each day and the trust is building up.

For those who didnt know my dilemma. Im finding it hard to trust people now. Even the bf. Due to my past. But im slowing letting it go coz its so unfair to the bf. Besides, love is based on trust. And if you dun trust ur other half, wats the point of being in love..?

Ive made my point.

@ 2:39 PM

lunch date

Good afternoon fellow bloggers. Guess what time i woke up today?
930 am. A record considering that i slept at around 4 am.

Yesterday night, i received a surprise call from Farhan. Chatted with him for an hour or so till Liza called and we had a conference call. Its been ages since i chatted with Liza. The three of us catch up on times. Gossiping. Like whats new. Keeping each other updated on things. Juicy juicy yet shocking news all around. Seriously. But im not gonna touch on that. But i noe, some are dying to noe. Hah. Nah. Im keeping my mouth shut. Our conversation ended around 3.
Darlg bf called soon after and i chatted with him about an hour or so before his hp battery died on him. He's gona be mad if he knows im up at 930. Oh well. What to do. I woke up as i heard Elliot's soulful voice on telly. I am so in love with him. I mean, his voice.
Oh, the American Idol results are out. Guess who won?

Taylor Hicks.
I was actually rooting for him. Since all my favorites were voted out. And i saw Kevin. Kevin the Chicken Little. He looks sooo cute and his voice improves a lot. he sings better now. Really. If you dont believe, watch todays grand finale on channel 5. I, on the other hand, watches it via satelite on star world.

Digressing.

I wanna post up some of the pictures i took when i had lunch cum dinner with dida, abid & darlg bf at EJRA. I got it now, dida. Is Ejra. Not Arab Cafe animore. Heh.

First up, the self indulgent me, of coz.

This is actually the first time i took pictures with my bf even though we've been out for quite a while. Heh.

And when paparazi attacks...

They just dont stop... Heh.

He's the one..

And introducing, the very tembam twins..

So very the tembam sia. Isssh.

I love the next picture. With my magic & creative fingers (puke), i created this masterpiece. Cantik kan?

Eh wait.. i dont care what you think. Coz i like it. *blueeeeek*

Me & abid.

Awwww.. finally he's smiling. *winks*

One picture that i editted.

Yes, thank god i found u b..

Oookie. Gona cook now. Its been awhile since i had home cooked meal. Wats on the menu?

Hmmm...

Asam Pedas ikan..

The thing is, i duno whats dat ikan called. Im clueless with all these tings. My bad.

Till then, taa.

@ 3:36 AM

long

My million apologies once again for being hiatus. What to do. Been super busy. So anyways, i am going to try my best to finish up this entry. Honestly, i did it halfway yesterday when darlg bf called for a meet up. So, understand understood yea.
This is gonna be one hell of a super long entry. So bear with me. If you cant be bothered, den, kindly proceed to the top righthand corner, click on the 'X' and everything is fine. Im happy. You're happy. Hah.
Ok so, the reason this is one long entry is coz my weekend was great and that i just have to share it with everyone. Not only that, i also have other pictures to upload for view. Pictures that i was supposed to post 2 weeks ago. But was super super busy with practicum and stuff so all hafta be put on hold.
Hmmmm... So where should i start?

Lets go back to 2 weeks ago when i took lotsa pictures with ija at work. I just feel obliged to share our very pretty pictures. *rolls eyes*

I combined the pictures together coz i couldnt be bothered la to upload all of them one at a time. Very the leceh you know. I look so chubby there. No wonder darlg bf couldnt resist but pinch my cheeks everytime we mit. He even threatened to bite dem. *blueeek*

My first group date with darlg bf and the rest of my old secondary school mates. It started out with dida and me snacking at....

Yup, Gelare. We had cheesecake. Yummy.

We may be twinz. But our personality differs. The only similarity about us is that we both look good. Heh. Ryte dida? *winks*

So dat day, both dida and i bought a pair of shoes and jacket. Very nice. Walked around far east, splurging before meeting up wif Adek. Den off to Taman Rose for our early dinner while waiting for my so called date to arrive with his friends. Initial plan was to catch a movie that evening, but they were late so we proceeded in playing pool. The guys met us there. After that, more arrived and off to McDonald for another round of chilling session.

Pictures below...

Sisterly love..

Me, lina, dida, adek and dat cute chinese boy whom i clicked with. Heh.

The rest of the cliques.

Spot my bf, anyone..?

*winks*

The other day, duno when la. Forget. Me & dida had lunch togetha at Arab Cafe. Actually, the name changed ordy but until now i duno wat it is called. Heh.

Aiyo, my eyes so small. No wonder pple call me amoi. *sigh*

Say gdbye to my hair..

Coz i had it cut short..

Well, not that short. Its thinner now.

One last shot before we call it a nite.

But definitely not one last picture. I still have more to go. Like i said, this is one hell of an entry. So pls, pls bear with me. If not then, BYE!

I assume you will be clicking on the 'X' at the side.

So, moving on...

My weekend was great! I had so much fun. The sun, the sea, the sand, the games, spending time with the loveliest peeps and ending it up beautifully with darling bf by my side. What more could a girl asked for?

See, it was fri nite. I was in the car waiting for mama who is having her dinner with her colleagues and was feeling real shitty (dun even ask y) when bestie smsed me asking me to come down for the annual DAG chalet. Was honoured that i was invited. So, the next morning, dragged myself out of bed with bestie's calling , showered, changed and off i went to east coast for the chalet.

In da cab, off to ecp!!!

finally, i get to meet my bestie in the longest time..

my fav couple n their cutesy daughter, my god daughter. *ehem*

diyana, suliana & puteri nur dini.

(ah, amik kau, nama panjang!)

*winks*

me & kakak.

she didnt recognise me la when she reached minutes later. heh.

So, i mentioned that there was games right? Actually one game. But it was so tiring and so very the challenging. The name of the game-

The Amazing Race.

Complete with detour and road blocks.

Kudos to the DAG committee for planning sucha a sucessful game. As we go on, i will try and explain what it is all about. But first, here's my team partner for the game. He is none other than.....

Wawan

I actually wanted to scan the clues (yes i still keep it lah ok) but if im gona scan it, it will take forever lah ok. Besides, not all activities we did was captured on the camera. Coz we were all over east coast, running here and there, pedalling all the way to bedok jetty, having to eat traditional food. The latter paling hirok pikok la ok. Tak bedek. Dah mkn mcm nak muntah. Dah mcm fear factor pun ader! But i did it! hehe.

Wawan doing the Road Block.

Only 1 person is allowed to to perform this task.

Unfortunately that's the only picture taken during the race. Everyone was busy doing their own thing and helping out. So, i think i should skip describing wat happened during the race and move on to the prize giving ceremony.

Guess what position we got in..?

Its obvious.

Yup, Yan & Mala came in first.

Yazid & Hetty came in second.

and...

the RELEK team came in third.

hehe.

we are so proud of ourselves.

good job, partner!

the guys & their prize.

The girls with their prizes.

Oh, btw, i love my sleeveless tee.

Very comfortable. *winks*

After the game, it was resting time. We had our lunch and after that we played BINGO with a twist, heh while some slept and i had a bonding session wif dearest bestie & lil dini. Lil dini kip throwing my hp. heh. nevermind2. mmg dah nak kena tukar pun. =p

Arnd 6, off we went to the pool.

Look at her adoring, big beautiful eyes & chubby cheeks..

Mcm nak gigit je.

heh.

Before we set off to the pool.

Yan & dee.

Dgr2 yan yg suker kacau kakak i kat dlm camp kan kan kan?

they had fun dipping in the pool.

even dini. she loves it the most.

Later on in the evening, darlg bf came. He gave me the hugest hug. Of course, 4 days of not meeting him, definitely miss him. Finally, he met my other family and especially my bestie. But he like shy2 like dat. *bluek*

Darlg bf and i strolled down the beach and we sat down talking. See, the day before we had our very first disagreement and now everything is settled and we compromised. Thank god.

Pictures from the bbq.

kakak too busy eating, yan, bestie, boboy & yazid.

me, bestie, abang,yan & yazid.

us again, from the side.

That night darling bf sent me home. The day went beautifully.

One last shot before i end my entry.

Okie. That's it. Im gona edit some pictures that i took over lunch wif dida, abid & my darlg bf yesterday.

Till the next entry. Tata.

@ 1:38 AM

hmm

Ive been so busy that i barely have time to blog. Lets just say blogging has never been one of the top priority. But im making an effort to not leave this blog stagnant. I'll try.

Its 3.22 pm.Im at home on a Wednesday afternoon. Shouldnt i be at work, you ask?
Well, darlg bf told me to rest at home considering that i was sick or maybe pretending to be sick to get his attention. Bestie said i was mentel bin miang. Isssh.
Actually, i really wasnt feel that good yesterday. Darlg bf dropped by just to spent time wif is sick gf even though he, himself is sick. M i fortunate to have him as my bf?
Of course. I never get this much attention from sumone before. No offence to anyone. But..i like the attention. And i like the love that i get from him.
Ok. Im not gona blog about my bf. That wasnt my intention.

See, i just got back home. Had lunch wif dida earlier on and guess what? I cut my hair! Yes, i cut my hair. Again. Maybe bestie was right. I am mentel bin miang. It was an impromptu kind of thing. I just feel like doing something different with my hair. I havent take pictures of it yet although darlg bf has been bugging. Heh. Sorry b. You'll only get to c it, when u c me. *notti smile*

Past few weeks have been magical. Maybe my fairy tale is coming true. Thanks to darlg bf.

Gosh. Everything i do, everything i type will surely have something to do wif my other half. I think i beta stop now. Before somebody starts puking. Heh.

@ 6:40 AM

from this moment

"From This Moment On"- Shania Twain featuring Bryan Adams

(I do swear that I'll aways be there.I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun

From this moment you are the one

Right beside you is where I belong

From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed

I live only for your happiness

And for your love I'd give my last breath

From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart

Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I liveI will love you, I promise you this

There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love

And you're the answer to my prayers from up above

All we need is just the two of us

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I liveI will love you, I promise you this

From this momentI will love you as long as I live

From this moment on.

Been so bored for not finding much entries in my blog recently? Go fall in love or sumting. That will definitely make you feel better. I noe. Coz i feel good. *winks*

p/s- ween, shldnt we start planning sheen's send off. Have anything in mind? Call me up, darl.

@ 3:28 AM

beach party

It seems just like forever hasnt it? Well, pardon me for being hiatus. Been busy.
Busy with my practicum supervision, busy with assgnmnts, busy with the new love of my life. *winks*
Will talk bout the latter later.
Guess what. Ive finally had my practicum supervision. N guess what? I passed. And i think i did very well. Not as great as ija though considering im still a novice in this line but still..im so happy! First person to share my joy was of coz, my prince charming. He was so pleased for me as i worked real hard for this. Despite the passing of this prac supervision thingy, i still have to complete my attachment at that centre till 18 may. Starting to get really sick of work actually. *sigh*
So here i am, at home. Went back straight after work. Initially i wanted to celebrate coz the dreaded supervision is over but prince charming is super busy so i trudged all the way home by myself. Sian.
I think since im already blogging mite as well blog about the gathering 3 weeks ago.

.MAC & TAIB's BDAE GATHERING.

It wasnt just an average get together. It was also about a group of friends getting together celebrating Fadzli's & Taib big 21.
I nearly gave the gathering a miss on that day as i was feeling under the weather, still. But im glad i didnt. Coz i had a BLAST. Yes. I had a blast. The pain, trouble and sorrow that i felt the night before was long forgotten when i met the jovial and cheerful peeps of the late Woodsville Secondary School. And for the record, i mentioned, 'late' as Woodsville Secondary School no longer exist.

So sad. Cannot tell or show my future kids my secondary school. The school that i was 'thrown' into. The school that i never opted for. Ok, that was a different matter altogether. Lets not go there.

So aniwaes, bbq was great. Company was even greater. The 5N & 4E got together for this occasion. I cant help but marvel at this. Cant help it la. Coz i really enjoyed myself to the fullest.

Met up wif Inda at Kallang before taking 31 to Laguna Park. As per normal, i was late. Sorry eh girl. It was an adventure kind of bus ride. We havent even reached our destination, when we had to alight and make a pit stop. Why?
Well, apparently, ders dis girl. She's really really sick but she dragged herself out of the house just to meet her peeps whom she havent met for the longest time. See, she started coughing really really bad in the bus and that attracted stares so she quickly got herself and her friend off the bus.

Who's that sick girl?

Make a guess.
*winks*

Fortunately, the coughs settles down and we hopped onto another bus. Coincidentally, Ween was in it. We alighted and met up wif the Emirates girl, Sheen before taking the supa dupa long walk to pit 56.
Oh btw, ween keeps disturbing me la. She keeps pressing my button. Uhm. I mean, my button nose. Notti la she. *blueek*
We didnt get to spend much time together as the three girls had to leave early for the airport. Hidah came before they left so the 4E girls got to picture together. But will come to that soon ya. Ryte now, i just feel like typing. Heh.

Its great to finally see Roza who is undergoing training as a SilkAir stewardess. Its great to see Og, Samhan,Abid, Sufrin, Faiz, Taib, Iman, Amin, Fendi, Zul, Lina and the rest who came. Its really great to see all of them. So many changes but some still the same. Like, Samhan for example. He still short but now very very the wawasan. Heh. Some turns out more good looking den before.
Sape eh agaknyer the guy yg good looking now....?
*winks to dida, roza & hidah*
Ok, actually, not that he not good looking before la. Just that maybe his quiet nature overshadowed his looks. Maybe la.. Heh.

What did we do there?
Ok, we chatted about old times, gathered information about what we are doing now, yada, yada, yada. Oh ya, how can i forget. Most of the times, we were cam whoring. As usual. Nothing new there.

Me, dida, roza & hidah left the place around midnight. We even managed to slot in a 5om sprint underpass. Wanna know why? Coz, hidah says it was really eerie and creepy and she keeps looking behind her shoulders. So Roza started running and when one run, all run. *giggles*
So funny sia. It was deserted so it wasnt so bad. I dont think anybody heard us scream. Or shriek. Heh.

Ok, ive had enough of typing la. Enjoy the eye candy pictures.