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Desperado

Last update: 11th October 2006.
Today's date: 30th October 2006.

Its been a while hasnt it. I dont intend to blog any soon. But ive been reading this book. Its about the diary between a mother and her daughter. How they see things differently. Writing in their diary kind of thing.

Well, well, well. Not only have i abandoned this bloggie of mine, i have also neglected my diary. The diary that i spilled my guts, poured my sorrows and bitch about pple and they dont even know! Not that im proud that im bitching la. But its just dat, smtimes, bitching about others and they reading about it, like tak baik kan. I rather keep it to myself. And there's pple who would misunderstand and think im typing about them and stuff. I dont want no drama.

I seemed to have a whole lot to blog about.

From the iftar sessions with the different people, to raya preparations and then to raya celebrations and to how im feeling ryte now. About my love life that is. The thing is, do i have one..? Aaaahhhh.

Million dollar question. *sigh*

Anyways, i just realised that i have like about 3 more weeks till school holidays. Yayness. And minus the weekends and today, its only 14 more days of school and seeing those monsters! The best thing is ive only left with 2more portfolios out of 39 students, morning and afternoon. And PTC is coming up. Everything must be ready. All my hard work, and how much am i paid? Peanuts. And by the hour at that.
Would i be staying on next year? I doubt so. My future is still very hazy. I havent found a stable job yet. But im thinking of pursuing my studies. Counselling psychology. If i cant make it as a pre school teacher, im gonna try counselling. Wouldnt that be great? Besides, my peeps have been turning to me whenever they have problems and it would be a fantabulous idea to put my listening ear to great use.

What do you think?

Digressing.

I duno if its just me or m i just too paranoid. But i think, girls and paranoia cums hand in hand? Have you ever been in a situation where you are soo damn bladdy confused and all you think about is that particular person and wonder all the time whether they are lying to you and that whether they are feeling the same way.

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH.

Everything is soo complicated. Ive been thinking about it too much that im going crazy.

Why HIM? Why must my heart be with HIM?

I could almost hear (oh wait, i AM listening to Hady singing this song now) Hady singing Desperado to me. Literally.

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now. Oh, you're a hard one. I know that you got your reasons. These things that are pleasin' you can hurt you somehow.

Don' you draw the queen of diamonds, boy. She'll beat you if she's able. You know the queen of heats is always your best bet. Now it seems to me, some fine things have been laid upon your table but you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no youger. Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'. Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine. It's hard to tell the night time from the day. You're loosin' all your highs and lows. Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate. It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you. You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

The song above soo dedicated to me.

Will blog again soon. Promise.

@ 10:28 AM

10 mins

Okay. So i really do have 10 minutes before i bring my class for their break time. No, im not slacking. They (the children) are having their chinese lesson and im like super bored. Have cleared my email. Have marked their books. Now, what the hell should i do next?

So, i blogged.

Been a while hasnt it?

Blame work. N im always tired whenever i reached home these past few days. Even dozed off in the bus for two days straight. Dats how tired and lethargic i am. =(

Ive lost my ability to blog. N its true. As much as i wanna kill time to spill my guts or start ranting, i just have no idea what to type about. Is that pathetic or what?

Neways, Raya is impending. My last raya was horrible. So lets just hope that this year would go smoothly. Btw, i got like 2 green kebaya. Like whats up with dat? Both green sey. And one is supa big. Practically begged mama to have it altered. Big2 not nice sey. wait cannot see my figure? Blueek.

Ugh.

Did i just say it online?

Gosh.

Oh well, sumone do like me in kebaya. *winks*

Im so waiting for mama's pay day. Mama wants to go shopping for the house and i wanna tag along. The house needs some serious refurnishing and i got a few ideas in mind.

I also wanna bake cookies this year. Trying my luck with marble cookies. Weeee.. Cant wait!

Okay. 10 minutes is almost up. Gtg now.

Will blog again soon. Taa.

@ 12:37 PM

He says/ She says

Why do i still contact you?

He says:
Coz ur always der.
Ur always patient wit me.
I can be myself when im wit u.
U make me fil calm.
N ur voice is always manje n sexy wen u tok. =p

She says:
Coz u were my 1st and true love.
U were the first guy i had tots abt marrying.
U were and still is my pillar of strength.
U just grow to be a part of me.

@ 11:51 PM

eye pain

Wanna noe sumting...?

Well, the title was a give away..

I have eye pain. I can barely open my eyes this morning. Today, i went to work with the slackest outfit. And to top it all up, i have iftar with my basketball girls and the basketball coach. Very nice dee.

Neways, yesterday, i went iftar wit Ian and ija. Ian is a new friend that i made. He suddenly asked me out for iftar and after much consideration (and i mean a lot), we went. And i dragged ija along as i always have jitters on a first date. Or was it a date..?

But aniwaes, he's a nice chap la.

Thanks to my eye yet again that i had to shorten the time spent together. Believe me, the eye was watery and i was tearing every minute since 4 pm yesterday. Nak mkn pun tak selera!

Ok. I ve run out of things to type.

Better start on my portfolio. And its due on the 7th November (Rz bdae, hehe) not this week. My bad.

@ 12:00 AM

september updates

Wokay, im back. Once again. Ive had my daily dosage of blog reading. Ive read all my emails. Ive accepted friend requests from hi5 & ive even replied to messages at frensta. Buy 4D! Its a rarity i tell you. Ok, i dont exactly mean go buy 4D la. Was just kidding. Heh. Anyways what im trying to say is that it is really a rarity that ive replied messages at frensta coz i dun usually do that. Couldnt be bothered. But a suave and good looking guy dropped a msg la. *giggles*

He is none other than my ex crush good friend back in sec sch. Making him my senior from my already extinct secondary school.
Ooops. I hope he doesnt read my blog. *blush*

Lets side trackked. Im not supposed to talk about that. Im like supposed to post pictures from past outings. The longest was a month ago. I noe. So basi ordy but BETTER LATE THAN NEVER.

It was dini 1st bdae party. Yay! My god daughter turns 1 on 9th of september 2K6. Dah besar si kecik tu. Still remember the time when i was at esplanade and the MAMA text me saying she has given birth. I was shocked of coz. And being the best frien, i rushed over to KK to visit the Mama and to find out whether the baby is a X or a Y chromosome. Jahat kan Mama dia. Made me go all the way there to find out the sex of the child. But its ok. I dont mind. Anything for bestie. (cue: awwwwww)
Here's a sneak peek at the pictures taken. Not many though coz i was under the weather thus the lack of pictures taken. But many thanks to Inda for accompanying me all the way to Marsiling for the party. You rock, babe! Hehe.

The 3 storey cake..

Kalah wedding cake.. =p

Putri nur dini blowing the candles.. or did she...?

cake cutting session.

the family in white..

queenie & the two pwincesses.. =p

dee so engrossed looking at kakak's wedding photos..

dini looking at her TD (short for auntie dee)

taking time to pose for e camera

bestie, dini & yours truly.

Black so isnt my color now.. =(

From one birthday party to the other. Inda turned 21 on 26th september 2k6. But she had the celebration earlier due to the fasting month. Here's another set of eye candy pictures.

getting sum love...

dee, inda, hidah, ween

muacks.

button & pandafart
*winks*

she dun like looking at the camera.. =p

ween & idah

idah & dee

us wit the bdae gal..
*peace*

karaoke session time...

idah & inda

our class chairman has arrived...
wit nana..

Parties after parties after parties...
I soo anticipating my 21st bdae bash at aloha loyang. Woohoo. Invites has yet to be given out. Yet alone create my very own. Im just too busy la. Especially with this portfolio due this week. Mind you, ive only done 2. And i have like 39 students. *panic mode on*
If you're wondering why i didnt do it now considering its a sch holiday today, well, i would have done it now but my resources are at work. So there.

Neways, if you think my entry is done, well, you're wrong.
I have like 2 more occasions to blog and pictures to post.
Gosh. Sucha long entry. But im sure u guys dun mind considering the lack of updates. Confirm got many kepos out there wondering what ive been up to. =p

Next occasion: Finding chn's day prezzie wit inda & dida on the 28th of september.
We headed to Bras Basah to look for prezzies. In the end i got my children sweet smelling erasers that got me sniffing it every now and then. Totally addicted to the smell. Oh and just so u noe, they liked it, especially the girlies. We buka-ed at BK coz Tong Seng was packed. =(
I wanted to eat the chicken noodles actually.

finger licking good.

my companions for that day:
dida & inda

juz finish eating.

Btw, this is the place where we saw 3 malay girls eating. They were wearing really tiny shorts like as if they were at the beach. The sight disgusts me. Can they at least respect Ramadhan? Ggggrrrrr.

@ m1 shop.

cam whoring as per normal.

fun never stops.

teacher diyana & teacher inda. =p

they cam whored while i....

queued up for the M card.

one last shot before we called it a day.

One last one. I promise. Its not as if i enjoyed making u guys read this entry. Goodness. My fingers are starting to ache from all this dropping of files and typing.

Childrens Day Celebration on 29th September 2k6.

the teachers with the morning class.

OMG. Look what the children brought.

I call this the SNACKS BUFFET. They had their treats, buffet style.

with one of ija's students.
She looks gorgeous in that costume.

Two of ija's students who insisted on taking picture with me. Heh.

Teachers packing up the sandwiches. I left mine at work. Cnfrm mouldy. Issh.

WARNING.
Below are pictures of teacher & students cam whoring. Mind you, the girls were the one who insisted on clicking. And just so u know, the girls were the one who snapped these pictures. =)

smile girls.

i am loved.

lovely. =p

one last shot from the morning class.

My afternoon class..

Whats that badge on that boy's shirt..?

It's HADY's badge.
He went to watch the results show. Best kan!
The young hady fan.

snow white & pwincess dee.

teachers wit the k1b class.

My bf's bdae also falls on the day the children's day celebration was held.

The bdae cake.

The bdae boy.
My bf. =p
He's so handsome. Dah besar cnfrm ramai peminat. Hehe.

I wonder why he's frowning. Hmmm

Me wit one of ija's student.
Dekni dah besar pun snfrm jambu nyer!!

Yeh! Yeh! My entry finishing liao. Btw, i editted this picture yesterday. Im contemplating of changing my blog skin. Penat tgk the same blog skin over and over again.

What do you think..?
Should i change...?

Disclaimer: Entry took more than 2 hours to finish.

@ 3:30 AM