<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

Brand new skin.

Took me about... 5 hours or so.

Tiring you know.. *sigh*

I would like to declare that i wont change skin every 3 weeks. Hopefully not.

I won't change skin.

I won't change skin.

I won't change skin.

Oh, why do i even bother. I noe i will definitely change my blog skin in time to come. But not in 3 weeks time. Maybe 3 months. Im satisfied with this. Except for the belen2 below. Duno wats wrong with it. Can anyone enlighten me..? Kak Ef...? Hee.

@ 7:49 AM

For the record...

I hate my new skin!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate the layout....

I hate the design...

I hate the alignments...

Im goin to do sumtin about it but for the moment, i have no freaking inspiration.

Im so changing it. very soon, but not right now.

Oh btw, the meeting with ze bf was great. Impromptu kind of thing. Garfield was there too. I want to bring that fat cat home. Really.

But dida will be jumping and shrieking all around, mama will be mad for bringing a stray cat home and i will have difficulty getting that cat home due to the fact dat she weighs around 8 kg.

Ape kan tidak, jln skejap je dah penat.

But thats wat i love soo much about garfield.

Ugh. Watever.

I'll try by all means to sneak her in.

Even if it kills me.

@ 3:32 AM

I dont do this very often. I dont share my tots with the others even though i have a blog aka online diary. Since i got back to pen and paper, i don't share my views or talk about my personal life. Not anymore. Everyting is just between me & my cool diary that i bought weeks ago. And everyday without fail, i jot something down. Just like the events that happened yesterday. I just find that it is worth blogging.

I woke up yesterday morning with Hidah's call that sent me reeling in shock. Naat's sms came soon after and i just broke down. Yes. I broke down. A dearest fren's mum passed away yesterday morning. A very unexpected death. And for the record, im shaking, right now. My fingers are trembling. Me & a group of frens decided that it is only right to pay our last respects by visiting her. We did.

I gave her a hug when i saw her. Her eyes were puffy from all the crying. It saddens me to see her like dat. And you guys shld noe the peribahasa- Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Yes, i dont quite understand how she really feels to lose someone she loved ever so dearly, the person who gave birth to her, the person who brought her up and showered her with loves. No, i dont understand. I havnt lost anyone close to me. She has. But all i can do right now is pray for her well being. Pray that she will move on and be a much more stronger person. I hope that she knows that everything happens for a reason and that it is all fated.

Im not good with words. I never was. I dont quite know what to say to her when she is infront of me. Thus, i was silent. Most of the time. When, i reached home, close to 1 am last night, as i laid on my bed, i couldnt sleep, therefore, i smsed her and told her to be strong and that i will always be there for her when she nids me.

Her reply.. 'Thx button'.

Followed by another text, 'Treasure your mom.'

Yes. Treasure your mom. Treasure your dad. Treasure your grandparents, your siblings, your friends, your bf, your gf, your fiance, your fiancee, your husband, your wife. Treasure all those people around you. Treasure them. Let them know that you love them. Life is way too short. Too short infact. You wouldnt know when Allah will just take lives away. Thus, dont ever take things for granted. You will only know how how much thay mean to you when you lost them. So, dont ever take things for granted. That's one thing i learnt yesterday.

May Allah bless her mom's soul and may she rest in peace. Amin.

Yes, this is worth blogging.

@ 4:15 AM

Ive been tag by darling sri..

So here goes nothing..

7 Random facts bout' me:

(i) I'm a princess

(ii) I'm too nice for my own good

(iii) I'm very very fragile

(iv) I'm very much loved by family, friends & ze bf

(v) I truly adores garfield & wants to bring her home

(vi) I'm very fickle

(vii) Paranoia runs in her blood

7 Random things dat scares me:

(i) Hari Kiamat

(ii) Heartbreaks

(iii) Creepy crawlies

(iv) Loneliness

(v) Losing ze bf

(vi) To get caught

(vii) Not to be loved

7 Random musics at e moment:

(i) Unfaithful - Rihanna.

(ii) Reflection - Christina Aguilera

(iii) Dear Diary - Britney Spears

(iv) Brown eyes - Destiny's Child

(v) On Bended knee - Boys 2 Men

(vi) Demi Waktu - Ungu

(vii) Biarlah Rahsia - Siti Nurhaliza

7 Random things dat I lyke most:

(i) To be hug by ze bf

(ii) chocolate-y delights

(iii) Tees wit beautiful captions

(iv) To be loved by people dat i loved

(v) cute adorable lil babies

(vi) To be arnd people dat i loved

(vii) myself (i hafta like myself wat, heh)

7 Random things dat I sae e most:

(i) Hirok Pikok sak

(ii) Layan

(iii) Stop it eh

(iv) Chuber eh

(v) Hello

(vi) Love you

(vii) Miss you

(vi) & (vii) is a must la everday. *winks*

7 People to do dis:

(i) Queenie Alya

(ii) Miss Heidi

(iii) Miss Eyume

(iv) Miss Icez

(v) Miss Camelia

(vi) Sue

(vii) dan sape2 yg nak membuat benda2 yg tk bermakna ni.. Heh.

@ 5:32 AM

I miss garfield.......

Oooopssss...

Nah, i miss baby even more.

*sigh*

@ 4:51 AM

Title: Makansutra with ze childhood fwens.
Where: Simpang Bedok
Who: Dee, yana, fareez, ain & dida.
Absentee: Marhaini (excluded coz of driving lesson)
Grade: 9.5 out of 10 (2 significant pple pisses me off but it was ok la considering i had a good time)

To Marhaini,
Babe, you owe us a meal la for not joinin after ur driving lesson. *blueek*

@ 4:24 AM

The word "busy" is the relationship Weapon of Mass Destruction. It seems like a good excuse, but in fact, in every silo you uncover, all you're going to find is a man who didn't care enough to call.

Remember: Men are never too busy to get what they want.

@ 6:01 AM

One of the most common questions we get asked is "How do you know if it is really love?"

Well, as you can imagine, this also happens to be one of the most difficult questions to answer! Love is such a strange, wonderful thing that nobody really has codified what it is yet. And to further complicate matters, there are so many different kinds of love: the love you feel for a friend, a family member, a sport or even a pet. This is such a crazy emotion that there is absolutely no way that I can definitively answer how you know it is love… but I am going to give it a try!

Now, in order to find out if you love someone, the basic place to start would be to ask yourself, do you want to be with them? If the answer to that question is no, then it really can't be love. When you love someone, you want to be with them. Not just be with them, but share everything with them. You have a great day at work and want to rush home and tell them every wonderful thing that has happened. You feel excited at the prospect of just being in their company, just being close to them isn't enough, you want to be a part of them, a part of their life forever. You can't stand the thought of being away from them yet, when you are, you still feel that ever-present bond that ties you together wherever you go.

You can almost feel what they are feeling. You feel like, with a little bit of effort, you can see what they are seeing and think what they are thinking. It is almost as if you both can occupy each other's bodies with complete trust and harmony. That to me is love.

Now, on the other side of the spectrum, there are a host of emotions that people confuse with love. One of the most common is lust. There is a difference between wanting to sleep with someone and wanting to spend the rest of your life with someone.

Being overly dependent on the other person is also not a part of love. Some people fall into the trap of thinking they love someone just because they are afraid to be alone. They have become dependent on the other person for so much that they don't know how to make it on their own, or they would much rather be with someone than no-one.

This leads to the old cliché, in order to love someone else, you must first learn to love yourself. Well, we've all heard that before, but what does it really mean? It means that you have to be confident in your own ability and your own judgement. You really have to like yourself and know what you have to offer another person. There is no way that you can love another person if you are so stuck in your own hang-ups that you bow down and propitiate to the other person. That is, you do anything they ask and agree with everything they say out of fear that they will love you less because you don't do those things.

Basically, the question of whether or not you are in love with someone is pretty cut and dry: you either are or you aren't… and deep down, you know the answer. You just have to trust yourself to recognize it.

@ 11:12 AM

When he is just not that into you... It's time to move on.

@ 6:31 AM

Sentosa was great!

What's next, ladies..?

Karaoke?

@ 4:36 AM

reason

I guess i owe the blogders reason for being hiatus and the reason why i wont be blogging anymore. Hmm. I dont even know where to start. But, i noe, im going back to pen and paper. I bought myself a brand new diary. And stationery. Im sticking to that. This blog wont be stagnant. Not really. I'll still post some pixs up of what i have been doin.

Like yesterday. I went to wild wild wet and found a brand new love.

The WRX.

Yes. im in love once again.

@ 7:02 AM

bye

Its been a good 9 months. But all good things must come to an end. Taa.

@ 5:54 AM

update

Past few entries has been about love, flirting & tijah's letter for her ex. Whats next?
Well, for now, no more self reflect or funny funny stories. Its time for a proper update. On me. Who else, right?
I mean, considering that this is my blog and people sometimes read to noe more about me and see what ive gone through and such, so i thought, y not? Y not update them about what ive gone through.
But, the thing is, where do i start?

Well, life is great, minus the 'news', minus 'mama bugging me to get a job', plus the bf showering me with LOVE, minus the bf whom has started working thus spending less quality time and plus the fact that today is my last lesson in school. Yayness for that.

Meaning i'll be graduating. Meaning graduation will be in december. Meaning i should be getting a job.

Did i mention that my skul has moved?
Yes, my skul which is situated at prinsep street which is surrounded by lotsa good places has moved to cecil street where all those office office people are. I dont like it actually. I still prefer my old skul. Good location. Many eateries and all. Here, its just a building surrounded by many gazillion other building. So uncool. *sigh*
Thankfully, i only have one more lesson there. Which is today. And then, bye-bye school. Heh.
But its not the end of the road yet for me. Considering that i still wanna pursue my degree. Maybe in SIM. But all is not confirmed yet. All i know, im getting a job real soon and i will ONLY continue studying, probably next year. Yup. It's time to take a break. Been studying for 3 years straight. I deserve a break, dont u tink?

The bf has started his temp job. About time, i should say. I mean, he's not starting school just as yet so, rather than wasting his time wandering the singapore streets (i make it sound like he is a wanderer), its better to work. At least he'll get paid. That's the pros. The cons - i'll be spending less time with him. We talked about it last night and have decided that we will only meet in the weekends. His off and rest days are only in the weekends. So.. less time spent with him. Thank god for the phone. At least i will still get to hear his voice or receive his sms-es everyday.
Besides, i duno bout u, but i dont quite believe in meeting everyday. I mean u'll get sick and tired and bored of the same face. Absence makes the heart grows fonder. Have always believe in that. But then again, if u marry that person, u'll be stuck with that same face for LIFE. But, that's a different story altogether. Heh. Its just a case of Mind over Matter. Agree?

Two days ago, i received news that sent me reeling in shock. The only question that i could only think of is, "Y now?"
*sigh*
I cant change things and its fated to be this way. Lets just say its not meant to be.

On a happy note, im finally hungry. Off to get something to eat. Toodles.

@ 3:24 AM

love

I received an email from salinah this morning about love & flirting. So i tot i'd share with yall. Like whats new right? Im like having a blog block so since i dont want to leave the blog stagnant, i feel it would be just right to share. Besides, its good to share information. Heh.

Flirting. Anyone been flirting lately? I havent. Well, maybe flirted a lil bit with the bf but its not a high mode thing. I mean, its always fun to flirt with the opposite sex especially when ure single but ever since i got myself into this relationship, flirting is a NO-NO. How can i? Besides, im happily contented with the bf. =)

Total signs of flirting.

>>*~*Guys*~*>>
1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address.
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

>>*~*Girls*~*>>
1. He stares at you a lot.
2. He hits you a lot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process.
7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You where invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder.
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, ass, thighs, ect.)

So, has anyone been receiving this signal? *winks*
So, after every possible way of flirting, its time to be in a relationship. Meaning love. I mean, you obviously wouldnt be in a relationship with sumone whom you dun love ryte..? Obviously. Unless, he's in it just for fun and for an ego boosting kind of thing. Dang. Im blabbering.
Moving on.

How do you know that you're in LOVE?
Here's the top ten signs.

10. Time is an eternity when you're without them
9. Time stops when you're with them
8. The thought of them makes you shiver
7. The sound of them makes you smile
6. When seeing them, you can't see anything else
5. You start to listen to sappy love songs
4. You actually enjoy sappy love songs
3. The smell of them makes you see fireworks
2. You find yourself smiling constantly
1. You'd do anything, even die, for them

So, when i think of LOVE, i think of BF. Who else..? Who else could make my heart skip a beat everytime we meet. Who else made me sad everytime he left to go home. Ive never felt so sure. He's my only one.. *sigh*

Thankfully, he is not leaving to indo today. Yayness. Gosh. He would be gone for a week if he went. 1 week. What would i do without him? And guess what? My Langkawi, Penang, KL trip has been cancelled. Mama changed her mind considering the things that has been happening in Malaysia. Road accidents, landslides and such. So, looks like i hafta stick to 'holidaying' in sg. Haiz. But its ok. I have Sentosa, Wild wild wet & ana's bdae bbq to look forward to. Will be having a picnic with my gfs. Cant wait. miss them so very the much. Ija booked me yesterday. She proposed Wild wild wet as Azly got free tixs. Yay. And lastly, darlg ana 21st bdae is impending. Will the rest of HPC be there..? Pls do. I miss u guys so so much. We havent met in the longest of time. Im really looking forward to meeting u guys.

Ok, off to chat wif bestie. She's updating me bout lil princess who like to gigit2 now. Hehe.

@ 3:04 AM

tijah

I got this msg from Salinah a montha gao. I just thought i wanna share this with yall.

Tijah ingin memtusukan perhubungan dgn bf MAT SALLEH nya. Dia tak sanggup bertemu muka. Lalu dia pun mengutus surat. Surat itu berbunyi..
"Hi, my motive write this letter to give know you something. I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US. I have think abt dis very COOK COOK. I now i clap one hand only. Correctly, i have seen you and she together at town with eyes myself. You ask for apology back back. I dont trust you again! You are really crocodileland. My friend speak you play wood three..Now i noe you correct correct play wood three. So, i break conncetion to pull my body from dis love triangle. I know this result is very correct, bcoz you love she high from me. So, i break off to go far from here. I dont want you to play play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I dont want banana to fruit two times. Safe walk...Tijah"

DOnt mind me. Im just supa dupa bored to tears. *sigh*

@ 7:25 AM

cry

Those words hurt. I have feelings too. Gosh. Im crying.

@ 6:18 AM

llllll

Blog entry had to be put on hold. I just ended my conversation on the fone with ija. So many things to talk about. From the juicest gossips, to love relationships and then the future. And all this happened while the blogger screen was on. Just couldnt concentrate while talking on the fone. You know, i always like to put my mind into one thing ratha than kill two birds with a stone. Heh. Mcm betul jek.

I have so many things to type. From the time i went 4 dinner wif a sec sch fren @ EJRA. (Yes, ejra again.) till the time i went for Taib's gathering and the time i sent out a mass msg to th eclosest peeps about what they liked about me. Eh wait, that was yesterday. Right. So hold on tite. This could be another long entry. *blueek*

I went for dinner @ Ejra with one of my sec sch grrlfwen. Lost contact with her but the bbq gathering got us closer. And the fact that im with her closest guy fren who is my bf. Heh.

So, introducing.....

Me, of coz. Clad in my brand new tee. LUURRVE it.

And the grrlfwen that i was talking about....

Lina.

What we ate...

Her unfinished seafood hor fun & my sotong char kwey.

And for the record, i did finish up my char kwey.

So, me & Lina was just sitting @ Ejra, chatting about almost everything when dida called and asked if i wanna accompany her to Buangkok Green (tmpat tu pun ader issue, issh) as she needed to sign some documents. Me & Lina was so very the JAKUN. First time sey jejak kaki at IMH. So enthusiastic about everything. Even took pictures while waiting for dida. Like whats new.

The two girls who nearly got admitted into IMH.

Ooops. She was admitted. Heh.

So after dida was done with the signing thingy, we walked to the pasar mlm where i satisfied my cravings for WADEH. But, it was disappointing la. The prawns were burnt and the wadeh was hard. *frowns* Did a lil shopping there. Even bought ramly burger for the rest of the family.

Soon after, the parental units picked us up and we headed for home. With Lina as well. We chilled at my crib eating the not-so-nice wadeh while watching Gaduh Gaduh Syg.

Can barely see my eyes leh..

Chck out my new tee.

Brunette= Beauty + Brains.

The next day, an eventful one at dat.

Was up at around 930. Darling bf sent a msg hoping to meet up with me.

He asked whether i have eaten. And since i hvnt, i said No. And that was at 1 pm. Soon after bf text saying he is downstairs. Rushed down to meet the bf whom i havnt seen in 4 days. He was waiting patiently downstairs, looking all cute & handsome with a plastic bag in hand.

"What's that?"

"Makanan utk you. You blum mkn kan."

Sweetness.

He even went all the way to Ejra to get my fav char kwey. Am i lucky or wat?

Unfortunately, i didnt get to eat the whole thing coz i really wasnt having the appetite so darlg bf finished it up. Thx darl. We spent a few hours together before separating. Before he left, he asked me to join their gathering later on after my class. I said, 'Insyallah'.

So the question is...

Did i join them?

Of coz! Anything to spend time with the bf. Heh. No actually, it was all for Taib. He's leaving for NS. At this very moment, Taib is probably in Tekong. With darlg bf too. Darlg bf sent his gay partner with Taib's parents and Iman. Ooops. Secrets out.

So ryte after school, darlg bf fetched me and off we walked to PS where the rest were waiting.

Eye candy pictures below.

The 3 gorgeous ladies.

Lina, dee & shidah.

When woodsvillians meet..

Lina & me posing with Ronald McDonald..

With the belen2 @ the back.

Peh kepo korang!

Finally, its just us..

The happy couple.

The ladies once again..

dee, shidah, lina

The bf & Mac.

Im telling you, the boys were practicaly cam whoring with my camera.*blueek* So many pictures of them. Just scroll below for more.

Abid, my-bf-who-looks-good-when-he-smiles, Taib & Mac.

The whole bunch of guys..

And the ladies with the soon to be NS guy..

I duno y but i just feel like posting this up.

Fadzli's nickname is MAC. So here is MAC with Mac. Geddit ?

I have no idea what they are doing here..?

And below as well..

Oooops. The three of us keep taking pictures too. Like whats new.

The last shot before we call it a day.

Darlg Bf sent me home. Took the train as cinderella need to be home by midnight. But unfortunately, she passed her curfew and only managed to return home by 1230. Had to listen to dad's nagging for a while before i went upstairs to change. Boo.

The funny thing is, Mama wasnt the one nagging. It was Dad. Ish. But nvamind. Its not as if im back late all the time. Its only once in a while. And i undastand ija's theory of push-pull thing. *winks to ija*

So thursday was spent at home. Taib & bf went to SP w/o me. Boo to them. =p

The day was spent watching Pontianak Harum Sundal Mlm2 and Bujang Senang. King!

Heh. So funny la. Think im gonna watch it again later on. Btw, Pontianak Harum Sundal Mlm2 wasnt as scary as the first one. Infact it was touching. Bestie was trying to scare me but unfortunately darl, it didnt work. =p

So Bestie was the one who sent me a text msg and i sent a mass msg to the closest and dearest peeps.

This is what i sent.

'Today is "WORLDS LIKING DAY". Tell me one thing you like the most in me.Reply pls.'

One of the first person to reply me was Lina.

She said, "fun to b wif"

(m i..? *winks*)

Efni- ur affection n patience 2wards kids.

(kata checher. hehe)

Feza- Bole ajak bebual.

(kita dua mcm2 bleh bebual..)

RZ- ur butt :>

(layan arh. my butt eh & when i probe abt dis, he says eh my likings wat.. isssh. Terpaksa, layan kan.)

Bestie- u kwn suka duka i like hehe

(mestila.. dgr2 best fren kan...)

Liyana-sincerity

(wah!!!)

Ratna-u skip to my loo hahah

(tak abis2 skip to my loo.den he said im a warm person and when i probe, he said that i always care bout other peepz n make them feel nice!)

This is one of the best..

Abid- I'd like to know who is that cause your number is not saved in my phonebook..

(Rabak sey dekni.)

Another good one was from eila

She says "I like your sambal udang! Hahaha! Actuali i like d way u accept n appreciate ur darling frens~"

(U like my sambal udang darl? Tkpe2. Nxt time i cook for u k. hehe)

Sri- I love everything bout ya. Bt, e best part i lyke is ur tender touch to children. I love ya.

(Awwww..dats so sweet. I luv ya too darl.)

Taib- hmmmm..world liking day..mayb u a caring person (",)

(maybe je..taib..?!!!)

Lastly, i forced the bf to say what he likes about me.. haha

He says, 'Well theres lotsa things i like bout u.. Ur very caring, understanding n very2 loving.. Never fail to put a smile on my face esp wit ur sweet words.'

(what he is trying to say is that his gf has a glib tongue. heh)

So that was some of the response i got. Some didnt reply.

Issssh. Nvm2. So the analysis i made about myself is that i am caring, i have this 'thing' with children & i appreciate all those around me, especailly my frens. What would i do w/o them?

And finally, what would i do with my darlg bf?

I heart you.

@ 6:02 AM