<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

Complain. Complain. Complain.
That is what i seem to be good at the past few days.

I have a whole list of complaints here that i wished to let out.
Anyone bothered to hear me rant?
No?
Then forget it. I'll hear myself complain, can?

You noe wat? Sometimes i just dun understand why people put songs at their blog. I mean, for me its a hassle and you know, here i am listening to my very own songs and when i clicked on some blogs they have their own songs playing. And there i was trying to hear 'MY' song being played but its so freaking difficult coz both songs are loud. In the end, i had to stop my player and resume the song only after reading the blog.
Hey, im referring to nobody in particular ok. My bestie also have a song at her blog. Its just that right now, at this very moment, ive been listening to Ello-Pergi Untuk Kembali and that song has been on repeat. Oopsie. Looks like ive fallen in love with that song.
That complaint above is mindless. Forget that.
Scroll below.

Second complain.
I seriously dont know how to start my Infant, toddler care assignment that is due next friday. I am so inexperienced in infant and toddler care that i just dont know how to start. I lack of resources. But i know that today, in school, i am going to get a book in the library so that i could do some referencing.

Third complain.
I need to find a new direction in life. Not in career la. Considering that im happy with this line. Except for the pay that is. I did mention that the pay is peanuts right? Oh btw, i received a letter from LCI about the BAchelor of Arts (Hons) in Early Childhood Education.
- 10 months part time Direct Honours degree programme
- Direct entry for Diploma in Preschool Education (Leadership Holders)

When i saw that it was direct entry from dip, my eyes gone wide. Wow. I wanna go for that degree. Then i realised that it was from the leadership holders. And im just taking teaching. Sigh.
Should i take my leadership right after my dip in teaching? I don't know. I feel like taking a break. My taking a break is to find a full time job and then go for the leadership thing. Then maybe after, go for that degree.
But if i do so...
June 2006- dip in teaching ends.
Feb 2007- dip in leadership (10 months)
Apr 2008- degree (10 months)
So, i will probably finish studying in Feb 2009. How will i be? 24. Hmmm. Still young. Ok la. So its set. Lets hope it will come true. Pray for me will ya?

Did i mention that i have one humoungus ulcer under my tounge and it hurts when i chew or when i talk. BooHoo.

Dats all the complains that i could think of. No more complains. Just give me space, a lil dosage of RZ, a whole tub full of LOVE and i'll be fine. *winks*

@ 3:56 PM

hmm

Sumting happened last night.
I was minding my own business, sprawled on the couch watching telly with my bolster when there was a phone call.
Funny, i wondered. Isnt my ring tone, 'check on it'?
Hmm. Who could that be?

I turned and saw....

his picture on the screen.

When i answered, i heard his ever so chirpy voice. Said his greetings and then the bombshell, 'U, bunkmate i nak kenal2 dgn u.'
My heart sank. Gosh. Wanting me to get to noe his bunkmate when...
Arrrghhh.
But he sound supa dupa excited. So i said, yea fine whatever. I even talked to that bunkmate of his. Then when that bunkmate of his passed the phone back to him, he asked me whether im ok and open in getting to noe his mate. Was really lacklustre in asking but knowing him, he can see right through me. I said yes but i really DIDNT WANNA get to noe his bunkmate. Im just plain not interested. That 'mate' of his gave me his number and even asked me to call him whenever im free. *rolls my eyes*
And its weird when RZ asked how many ex-es i have in my secondary school days. N blurry me, listed down their names. So then, Rz told me to hang up and call his 'fren'. So i did.

Imagine my surprise when i saw that the name stored is HANIF.

Arrrghh. Stupid stupid stupid. Its anip!!!!
Ive been duped by those two boys.

If you are wondering who the hell is anip, well he was my sec sch mate. My ex bf back in sec sch. N is now the bunkmate of RZ. The world is so small. Goodness gracious. Look at the equation below.

Yup.

Anip + Rz = one very angry dee.

Both of them enjoyed making me feel so stupid. Anip so bad. He was like,

"Eleh, tadi bebual pelan2. Beh skarang dah tau aku siapa, bebual dgn aku ganas."

Basketball btul lah.

So bad sia both of them.Anip also asked, "Asal kau dgn bdk arab ni?" Of which i heard, Rz at the background saying, "Oi!"

Cuteness.

And then both of them started telling me what really happened. Like how they were just chilling in the bunk when they started talking about what school they were from. To which Anip says that he was frm WSS. And RZ asked whether he knew me. Yada yada yada. Rz didnt believe that Anip knew me so they checked each other's hp and see whether the number matched. Haha.

Double the cuteness.

You should see my reaction yesterday. Fareez wished she saw the look on my face. From shocked to horror and then laughing and giggling like crazy. *grins*

Pay back time.

Im posting the pictures of me with anip and me with Rz. First up, me & anip. If you dun wanna view the pictures of me & anip then juz scroll and view the pictures of me & Rz. *scoff*

During one of the outings.

Step fierce. Sudahlah.

He look so mentel here. Hee.

Still friends after so long.

Reminising what could have been perfect...

Scroll below.

My SMR.

During one of our pool outing.

Wonder wat he's thinking when he's looking at me? Hmmm.

Taken at the airport.Whats ironic is that on dat very day, we both wore red. Without planning.

At the beach.

Yup. It could have been perfect. But for now, let nature takes it course.

And, hopefully, anip n rz dun gossip bout me in the camp.

@ 7:48 AM

sick.

Ok. Im feeling under the weather yet again. Well, doc told me before that im very low in immunity and that could probably be the cause. Afterall, some of the kids that im handling have been sneezing in class and i seem to have caught the bug. And i never thought this would be a problem again but i thought im already used to my teaching voice considering that it has been 2 weeks teaching these boisterous k1 kiddos.
Its simple to teach , you say.
Yea ryte. Try teaching 24 noisy kiddos who always have something to say. Its not easy being a teacher. It never was. Plus the peanuts pay that we are earning doesnt help either. Pre school teacher are holding one of the most important positions that is to educate the young ones. Not only academically but also with their life skills.
We are always misunderstood as being 'nannies' for these kids. That is so wrong. Not only do we give them TLC, care for them, we also teach. Kids at young age are very influential. They learn by imitating thus we pre school teachers have to be at our toes to make sure we role model the right things. Kids are different. Just like you and me. Everyone is different. Some develop faster while some are slower. And as a teacher, i have to be careful when planning lessons. I have to make sure that my lesson is developmentally appropriate to cater to all 24 kids. Sounds tough? That is not the end!
Children learn through play. Gone were the times when kids just have to sit infront of the white board doing some worksheets. This time round, they play. And as pre school teachers, we have to make sure they play. Thus, we have to set up learning corners for them to play. Very very hard work. And how much are we paid? Peanuts.
Me & my group of friends who are undergoing the diploma course are considering of writing in to the press. I mean, we have the right to do so. Dont u think?
Oh well, enough about all this things.
Ive been so tired doing relief teaching and now, im sick. I knew i was going to be sick when my throat felt different yesterday. Not only that, i was so freaking sleepy in class. The kids making so much noise didnthelp either. Once, i took them out for a walk, my eyes were nearly half close. Is the sun too hot? No. There were barely any sun. Meaning i was really really shagged that day. And its continuing today. And the fact that im sick. Had to turn down another relief position as i really wasnt feeling so good. When i reached home yesterday, i just crashed. But woke up at 9 to watch the chinese drama serial. My past addiction sms-ed and asked me to call soon after. I did. Said he just needed to talk before sleeping as he always talk to his mama but since his mama has already slept, he wanna talk to me. Awww. Didnt know u were a mama's boy. *winks*
But i really thought that that was nice. Talking to your mama that is.
I have a few hours before class. Im still tired. I think im gonna take nap before heading for school. Till i blog again later. Toodles.

@ 5:41 AM

win

Is he trying to win you back?

That question was asked to me during my break time since my class is having their chinese lesson.
I didnt even get to answer when she herself answered, "He doesnt need to try actually coz he already won."

I gave her a faint smile.

Deep in my heart, i really wish that was true. No other guys that ive dated compared to him. Even my closest and dearest friends said it themselves.

Oh well, what can i say? He STILL is in my thoughts every minute, every hour, every day.
Think whatever you want. I dont care.

Anyways, here i am in the office blogging during my free period. My class is having their chinese lesson so its free time for me. So glad that my vp is out so i get to go online. Not on msn though. No interesting people to chat. Dearest bestie was online but as soon as i online, she offline. *sobs*

Anyways i found the cd that has the Timeless song. So happy. Love that song so much. Since i cant transfer that song to my mp3 (i duno y), i brought my discman along today. Haha. Semangat giler nyer. Keep repeating that song over and over again. M listening to it ryte this very moment. Oh and i could probably get my pix wif fauzie considering that ija and azly made up! Yay-ness.

Im at work today. I tot ive ended my one week relief teaching stint but shirley is still unwell. So, here i am! The relief teacher to the rescue. Get to meet my cute lil farrah!
Hmmmm.. Wat else to type. My break will be over soon. Gotta bring the kids for their break.
So type one again soon.
Dada.

@ 6:17 AM

pixs

Photo log.
Not many though. Wont be posting up the pictures of me and fauzie since the unmentionable happened few days ago.
So lets start.
Esplanade pictures.

At the bus stop, waiting for the ever so slow bus.

Its all in the past.
Ija's ex bf, ija & me. While doing our project.

Like this pix although its blurry. Me & Ija.

The environment is lovely. Had to stop for a pose in between the project.

Lovely us. Me & ija.

Ija, emily & yours truly.

Before taking off, took this pix with the classmates that we met there.
me, yani, rabiah, sue & khazilah.

Rched home and these boisterous and adorable cuzzies of mine were happily getting comfortable at my homie.

Afik, Zukhair, Mikhail and ifah. Cldnt see her. She step malu. Heh.

The very next day, my lil angel and the resyt of the family came. Was really overjoyed to see them.

My precious girl all dressed in punjabi.

Dad, dearest embah and cik Noh.

When she's wif me, we start taking nonsensical pictures. Heh.

Mimah, Ika and make-up less me. It was just three. But then this lil girl wants to join us as well.

And started taking nonsensical pictures again. The pictures doesnt contrast at all. Considering that mimah and ika were smiling sweetly at the camera while mm and ayeeshah was making funny faces. Heh.

Last pix.

Before going to work last friday. Taken in the morning at 6.55

Yup. Finally, the photo log is done. Very disappointed that i couldnt get the picture that i took wif fauzie. Dang.

Yesterday was filled wif lotsa mixed emotions. I dont know why but yesterday on telly was lotsa sad sappy love drama serials. I felt so crestfallen.
But my spirits were lifted when my past addiction called. We joked around a lot yesterday night. And like i said, it just made me happy. Thanks dear!
Okie. Im gona stop now. Im starving. My stomach is playing drum and bass. Gona get sumtin to eat.
And to dearest ianna, i miss you darl. You tak miss i ke..? *sobs*

@ 9:05 AM

bummer

Im officially bummerfied. Ohh k. Obviously there is no such word in the dictionary.
Back to what i was saying, im bummed. Like seriously. Didnt expect this to happen so quickly. Its so surreal.

Bummer 1.
I cant believe he is getting married! At a tender age of 22. To me, that is so young. I mean he has a whole life ahead of him. Why get married so quickly? *sigh*
But there must be a reason behind everything.
It all started when my aunt sent me a text msg asking me if 'he' sms-ed me of late. I said yea. She asked whether if it was a forwarded msg or a conversational type. I said forwarded and suddenly my instinct added a, 'y? is he getting married?'
She didnt reply me. Emotions and anxiety got the better of me. I typed a msg to him and asked 'him' if he is getting hitched.
'Yes. Insyallah.' was his reply.
Stumped. I was so so stumped. Another good guy slipped by my fingers yet again.
Not to feel affected, i congratulated him.
But honestly, i felt a sense of lost. Didnt actually think i would feel that way. Remembered those time when my parents and my aunt and her hubby wanted to matchmake me and him. I was indenial then. I looked for perfection in this imperfect and unfair world. Little did i noe, perfect was him. He was the 'perfect' person to marry. 'Perfect' person to guide me through life. He is the chinese convert who is so faithful to Allah which i sometimes feel so embarrassed and inferior besides him. The next few days got me chiding and scolding myself. But there are also questions in my head as to why he wants to get married next month, just a matter of days.

"Why must he get married so fast. He is still young." I questioned ija.

"Dah jodoh dia." was her reply.

Why marriage? Why cant he just have a gf first? I wouldnt be this bummed if he just have a gf. Marriage is a huge step to take altogether. A life full of commitment. *sigh*
Guess its just wasnt meant to be between me and him. I wouldnt contact him anymore. I mean, he is someone else fiance, for god's sake.
Whatever it is, i pray he'll be happy with his future wife to be.

Bummer 2.
Ive ended my one whole week relief teaching stint at Blk 12. Will miss those nosey and boisterous kids. Especially my ever so cute chinese muslim girl who has chubby cheeks and one cute buttony nose called Farrah. Ive grown to be very attached to her and im very sure she feels the same way towards me. She will always be the one holding my hands, tickling my feet, pinching my cheeks and telling me her about her family. I will definitely miss her. A good thing that im having my practicum at the same centre. I intend to take Farrah's class.
On a lighter note, there was a police visit yesterday at the centre and the young teachers, were so drooling over the handsome policemen who came. Hah.
I seriously do not know what has overcome me. I am so into chinese guys now.

Bummer 3.
I couldnt find the cd that bestie burn-ed for me. I want to hear Timeless by Justin Guarini and Kelly Clarkson. *sobs*

Bummer 4.
I couldnt get the pictures that i took wif fauzie from azly coz i tink he and ija broke up. *sigh*

Bummerfied mode on.

@ 11:47 AM

Love

Guys.
realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in their own special way.
The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.She can always walk away and up,getting someone else who can love hermore.For all you know,there is someone out there wooing heralready,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..
There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.
Girls have a huge guilty concience....imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.and then you run back to her...and u do the same....but you see love in her eyes...What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you are good looking,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car. She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say,everythingyou do.
Guys. Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you that way. You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

Wow. Meaningful, dun you think?
*sigh*

@ 11:11 AM

.events.

Ok, i just decided to blog even though i post one earlier today. Cant help my itchhing fingers. To many things to type about. Although i feel that it would be meaningless considering i wished to blog with pictures. But after some thinking and due to my laziness in uploading pictures and having to wait for azly to upload the pictures, i think would just have to live with blogging and having a photo log, probably during the weekend!
Wow. That was one very long sentence. I feel out of breath after reading that. Heh.
Ok.
Well, i think you would have noticed that i changed skin. Again. Like whats new. But, what to do, this skin giving me problems. So irritating. But now, its better la. Thanks to deraest efni who helped with the editting, codings and etc.
Maklumlah, im so not very clever about this whole internet thingy.
So once again, thanks efny!

Last Saturday, met up wif ija and her darling bf, azly before heading for esplanade for our project thing. Very the leceh ok. To be honest, i actually learnt a lot about the whole physical environment thing. It is really an eye opener. Maybe, one day, when i have my own home with my hubby, i would separate it into 3 zones- quiet, messy and noisy. that would be so interesting!
*winks*
So anyway, Saturday was a popular day for the DPTP10 students. Most were seen scurrying around esplanade jotting down notes. Me included. Cute-ness, i tell you. Had fun cam whoring with ija and azly. And even with the other classmates that we saw there.
The day before, i made plans wif rustiboi for he was 'dying' to meet me after so freaking long. I was surprised when he suddenly turned up at esplande roof top after my project. Went shopping with him and his bro. How was it? Freaking boring. Like seriously. And he talked almost the same like my bro. Its almost like im dating my bro. And its also like im dating my self, considering the time he spent woth his bro rather than e. Did i have fun? Hell no. But thanks to sri for accompanying me most of the time on the phone. I really appreciate it darl.
When i reached home, there were so many visitors at my place. My father's siblings. All came to visit my dad who was discharged from the hospital on that very day. More visitors came the very next day. This time, its my mama's siblings. My lil angel came by with her family. I was supa dupa happy that she came. When she saw me she was like, "Nana!" with that cute lil expression. There were two other families with my grandparents. Finally saw them after so long. Miss them soo very much. Im such a bad grand-daughter for not visiting them more often. But lately, things have been very tight for me.

Yesterday, i had lecture. It was so weird. Woon Heng (the lecturer) was talking about women and their viciousness of being able to gossip (sumting like that ar, i actually forgot what she said in detail). Not only that, she said something about being evil and trying to forgetabout other's wrong doing. What she said, was true. I mean, if someone steps on your toes, its alright to get angry. Be angry at the person but as time goes by, u should learn how to forget. The best thing she said was, it shows one's maturity if he/she continues the way and botching about others. That very moment, it suddenly flashed across my mind. I admit. I do bitch. And i beg to differ. Not only women bitch. Guys do too. She probably have no idea what goes on during ns days. Not that i know. But guys do bitch too. Just like the other day, i was bitching on the phone for more than an hour with my past addiction. Funny right? Its ironic that after what we went through we just couldnt stop how we feel towards that person that we just dont fancy. But than again, Woon Heng is right. It shows one maturity if i still continue behaving this way. So, i'll try to stop bitching about that particular person, provided he or she stop running his/her mouth about me and my past addiction. It takes time. I noe. It cant possibly be overnight that i can start liking that person, can i? Obviously not.

Enough about all this political stuff. Did i mention that i saw Fauzie Laily on my way to school yesterday? It felt surreal. It was surreal. Heh. Me and ija was walking into the building when i saw a very a good looking guy sitting at the kopitam, at the side, looking very bored. So, i turned to ija and said, " You! tu fauzie laily!"

Ija: Mana? Bukan la. Sembarang aje.

Me: Betul u. Tu Fauzie. Betul.

Ija: You biar betul.

Me: Betul la. Jom kita patah balik tgk. I nak amik gambar dgn dia! *grinning like crazy*

Ija: You mcm betul je tu dia. Bukan dia la. Ok la, jom kita eksyen masuk kopitiam. You kena step bebual dgn i tau jadi dia tak suspect.

Me: Ok2.

Inside the kopitiam...

Me: You, its really him. I noe la.

Ija: Ok la. U try ah gi tanya dia.

So i plucked up whatever courage i have in me and with my heart pounding like crazy walked over to the guy whose back was facing me.

Me: Errr, excuse me, are you fauzie?

Fauzie: (looking at me with the sweetest smile) ya.

I swear i started babbling about me thinking that it was him and ija thinking that its not him and so on. Gosh. So memalukan! He must have think i was a dork or something coz he chuckled.
I composed myself and asked him, "Can i take a picture with you?"

"Can can" was his response.

So, i took, not one, not two,but three shots with Fauzie Laily. Wakaka. Kekek sak. Unfortunately i cant post the pix up coz i used azly cam to take that pix, and knowing azly, he would take so very the long to upload them. Besides, ive already said that one day, i'll do a photolog or something.

Ok. Wow. This felt so long. My hands are hurting from typing and im so shagged. So nid my good night sleep. Will be turning in soon. Good night.

p/s- Dang, i cannot watch the liverpool/ birmingham game this morning at 3.40 as i haf work tomoro. Shucks.

@ 1:22 PM

.bz.

It is only two days of not chcking my emails.
and guess what?
over 40 mails in two days. Like wow.
Hvnt get the chance to reply the mails whatsoever. Been super busy lately.
Im relief-ing for shirley at kallang btw, thus the lack of updates.
So many things to type about but so little time.
So many things to update and to talk about.
Will do it some other time due to time constraint.
Im actually at my work place. Waiting patiently for ija. Going to have dinner wif her and azly.
Had a sudden craving for mee kuah.
Tink i'll stop now.

Oh a big shout out to efny. Thanks eh u! Edit2 kan skin i. Syg kak ef!! *winks*

Will blog again some other time. *muaccckkkksssss*

@ 9:28 AM

stuupid

Stupid stupid stupid!!
Everything is wrong!
The alignment. The hearts are bigger.Like how they increase themseleves also i duno.
The skin is smaller. My fonts are smaller. fucking difficult to read.
Oopsie.
Sorry for the language. Too fed up ah.
Dammit. I'll chg the whole thing tomoro. and i'll blog abt my 'date' too..
Till then, so long and good night.

@ 4:01 PM

sleepy

Gosh. I have no idea why i am so freaking sleepy these past few days. Well, it is my fault actually for turning in late at night. No, i wasnt talking on the phone or anything like before. I was busy watching telly till the wee hours of the morning. Heh.

Anyways, yesterday before school, i had a craving for wantan noodles. So, i practically had to beg ija to accompany me. NOT!
We met up wif lyana (ija's fren) before heading to bugis to eat. Felt satisfied that i get to eat those yummylicious wantan noodles. After eating, we bid goodbye to ija's fren before making our way to ljs to get some cheese fries and then off to school.
School was fine. We had this maths module. I swear me & ija were not concentrating in class at all. We were busy passing notes to each other, talking, laughing softly and sms-ing people. Heh. Somehow, our concentration was not there. So, to avoid falling asleep in class, we found ourself busy wuth certain activities. And i found out stuff that was either purely coincidental or just plain fate.
What do i mean by that?

Well, ija was writing down hers and her bf's name on a piece of paper. Ironically, both have the same number of syllable. To prove her point, she tried hers and her ex bf's name. Different no of syllable. I was so amazed. I tried every couple names that i know and to my astonishment, most of them have the same number of syllable. Wow. If you are still all blurry, let me list down some names. Just so you understand.

Kha - di - jah
Nor - az - ly

Ga - yah
Sa - ni

Nga - ti - ah
Da - lu - wa

Understand now?

So, for most of the lesson, i was like trying to match my name with someone's names who has the same syllable as mine.

Nur - di - ya - na
sy - ed - az - mir

Hahahaha. So funny!

I tried with my past addiction's names. His name super long sey. So, i don't think its meant to be. I don't actually know if i believe in this or not but maybe there is someone meant for you out there. I mean, it's superstitious and all but.. hmmm. I dunno.
Even if i dont or believe in this, i feel that its super fun trying all this trivial stuff to kill my boredom in class. Maybe you should try. *winks*
But, dont believe entirely on this la ok. This could jolly well be a coincidence. Besides, relationships and love all is in the hands of God.

Speaking of love, i had a long talk with ija about getting married, having kids and such. It was weird when she commented that i could probably marry first than her. Which of course got me laughing like mad.

"Yeah right. Im not even attach!"

"Eh, you wouldnt know. Jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan."

Which is true la but still.. She even said something bout nice girls all get what they want or something like that. Right? Am i nice? Hehe.
Ija also asked me if i will keep in contact with her considering that we will end school very soon.
I was like, duh. We might be working together! I don't know why but we talked a lot about the future. You know what? I told ija that if my future husband is filthy rich, i wouldnt mind being a relief teacher all my life!
Well, a girl can dream can she?

Its almost 2 years and i may be ending my studies. Im considering to pursue but after this course, i wanna take a break. Find a job and all. Time seems to pass very fast. It seems just like yesterday that i was in sec sch.
Im suddenly reminiscing about the past. So, because of that, lets take a trip down memory lane. Hee.

Gosh. That is me. Long time ago. I think i was in secondary two. I was so into this skaters thing and even dressed like some kind of hip hopper. Oh god. Oh and this pic was taken at my old homey at ubi ave. Im suddenly missing my old house. *sigh*

Wanna look at before and after pic of myself?
Here goes...

Dats me then...

And dats me now..

I was going thru my album and this is one of the pictures that i came across. Me with my lil darling.

She look so cute & adorable. Just like Bam Bam. Esp with the hair tied up like that!

And look at us now..

Different huh?

Back in secondary school, racial harmony day was the when students are allowed to wear differnt costumes to commerate racial harmony. Below are the ladies that i roll with. *winks*

From left: me, hidah, dida, liza & jihan.

Still remember that fateful day when the three of us who wore cheongsam kena spelling from the malay teacher coz of the slit. *tssk tssk*

My 5th year in sec sch. Im so glad i repeated my Os that year. I wouldnt be wer i was if i didnt. Racial Harmony Day again. This time, i wore a punjabi! Can you spot me?

If you still cant, im the one on the right, squatting in black punjabi. =)

Dida, Fina & yours truly..

Me & Fina.

Me & Dida.

Remember i mentioned that i repeated? Well, this was my partner way back then. Im pretty sure we are glad that we repeated.

Hidah and myself. If you are probably thinking why we are wearing different uniforms, well, thats because, Hidah is wearing the old uni while im wearing the new one.

Me and the girls during one of our excursion. As usual, im the one in the different uniform. I dont know why but i just prefer this uniform. My frens prefer the old one and i just like to stand out from the crowd. Nothing new there.

I was really active back in my sec sch days. Apart from being in the school's basketball team, and being the vice president of the school's red cross society, i was also actively involved in drama and dance club.Which explains why i look so dark back then.

That's me & Faiz. During one of the performances. I was supposedly one of the robots in the future while Faiz was one of those old old guys that goes hunting. Hehe.

Dida, Syahidah, Sufina & me. I told you that i like to dress like a skater. =p

One of my closest chinese guy fren back in sec sch was Giles. We are so close that we go to sch together. People sometimes mistook as us a couple considering the time we spent together in and out of sch.

That shot was taken during our graduation ceremony.

Somehow, until now, i am so popular with guys, no, boys who are younger than me. Heh.

That's me & shaih.

Below is a before and after picture of me & anip.

Way back in sec sch... And after sec sch...

That's me & ween. Taken during one of the hari raya outing years ago. Im missing her.
And these are the people who make life in sec sch such joy.

psssst- 2 out of the 3 guys in the picture was my ex.

Woodsville secondary school is gone.May it rest in peace. Heh. Seriously, now, i couldnt tell my kids where i go to school after psle. Thats so sad. All i have left of it is just plain memories. Memories that i will cherish forever.

Lets side track.
Me & yana.I look like her elder sis. Im older than her by 4 days only actually.

I saw this picture and i couldnt help but want to post this up.

That's Fiz, me & past addiction.

I used to hang out a lot near his place. And that picture wasnt taken during the festive season or anything. It was my cousin's wedding and coincidentally, the wedding was just a few blocks away from his crib. So got him and his lovely sis to come down and we start clicking.

Ive changed a lot. Dont you think? You can never delete the past from your life. That is what i always tell myself. Why? Because it has happened and whether i like it or not, it will always be there. Its up to me & my will power if i want to let it go.

Digressing.

Say goodbye to Melissa McGreen. She was voted out from American Idol. And its now down to 11.

Oh and my personal msg to Kevin Covais- I dont mind being your part time lover. *winks*

Say hello to Nicole. She's America's NextTop Model 4.

I just love her smile. She's gorgeous!

Ok. Im so tired of typing and trying to crack my brain or wat to type etc. Im going to stop here. Gona chck my email and my hi5 to c whether my Italian hunk msg me.

Till i blog again.

@ 9:03 AM