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Photolog

Well, pictures anyone?

Actually, its not exactly a photolog coz i think its gonna be just about 10 pictures or less. Depending which one im really considering to post. Hehe.

Before that, can i just say that i reached home at 5.30 today? Amazingly coz i knock off at 5.
My initial plan was to head down to Tampines to get black pumps for Saturday's dinner. (im still very much excited you know) But anyways, ija said its raining so we're postponing it to thursday.

I want ban mian!!!

Thats also the reason why im heading to Tampines. *smiles*

Ok, ok, pictures?

Look at the state of my hair. I super hate it. I cannot even style it. But i love the aftermath though.

Oh btw, can i warn u first that its mostly gonna be my self absorbed pictures. So, if you dont like it, kindly click on the X icon on the right hand corner. *bluek*

So here's the aftermath.

If you cant really see the outcome, ive kindly cropped my face for better view.

Better now?
Ok so, i know its not much of a difference coz Cash retained my hair length. He just trimmed off the hair on top of the head. Which is very cool coz i dont want my hair to be short again.

That cam whoring moment with inda.
This shot was purely candid.
I swear i wasnt ready when inda snapped this but wat the heck, i lurve this picture!

As most of you know, i went to the Freaky Z's showcase at Earshot Cafe.
Guess what?

Me and inda did not even take any pictures while watching him sing.
We're just sitting comfortable on the sofa, enjoying the music.

It was great that Fazli aka Freaky Z came over and said 'hi'. He even remembered my name. Boy, i was very impressed.

After the showcase, me n inda headed to the supreme court, waiting for ween to fetch us for dinner at Newton.

Presenting...

Ween

Inda

Tempted by me?
Or by the juicy barbequed wings?
Lol.

Before i start this entry, i read dida's blog and i found out that baby qaayd came over this morning when i was at work.

Wanna see..?

Baby boy, u make me fall in love with you even more tau!~

I stole this picture from dida's bloggy too.

Ayeeshah Chung Wai Ying, Chung Kai De Qaay'd and Hawa Chung Sih Ying

My cinone cuzzies.

Remember Baobei? The one on your left. She's soo big la now.

Speaking of cuteness.

I had my children write alphabet D and i told them to draw something that begins with letter D.

Look wat one of them drew.

Isnt that just super sweet?

Awwwwwww.

Hey, miss this look?

Taken during the kenduri last 2 weeks. *smiles*

Ok, dats it folks.

End of photolog.

@ 7:53 PM

Monday.

Monday came and went.

ANd boy oh boy, i was so so surprised that i did not feel the blues today. Very shocking i must say.

And no, the day was neither bad nor was it that good. Still ok though.

Its very shocking actually coz every monday i will be very very grumpy but funny enough i have a huge smile on my face when i went to work and even when i left work.

Please dont ask me why. I myself dont know the answer. The only thing that can make me happy is HIM and HIM hasnt been making me happy. No. HIM doesnt know that i want him to make me happy. Ok, im rambling on and on about HIM.

So who is HIM, you may ask..?

Of coz, only my closest will know.

He is in my thoughts every minute, every second, everyday.

Heck, i even composed a letter to him months back.

Yes, ive known him for only 2 years. But he showed me the qualities that ive always wanted in a man.

Smart. Capable. Confident. Stable. Good looking. Tall.

Perfect for me.

Intriguing kan?

I know, i know im dating around but my heart has always been for him. Its funny coz he will never ever know that my heart belongs to him. I dont quite want him to know how i feel coz i dont wanna go thru another heartbreak.

Im just letting nature takes its course.

If its fate that he n i will be together, then we will.

If its not, than i wont marry.

Im being melodramatic arent i?

I really have already come to the point where i believed that all the good guys out there are eaither married or gay!

There are no good guys out there anywhere, is there?

Ok, i dont wanna talk about my pathetic love life anymore. I shall end here and go to sleep.

p/s - Saw my former vp for the very fist time since last year. We had our lil own catching up session for 1 and a half hours. =)

p/p/s- good luck at work tomorrow saddiq!

p/p/p/s - i cant blog about my weekend yet coz ween has yet to send me the pixies.

Darling Ween, email them hokay. *muah*

@ 11:10 PM

OH EH...!~

I had an OH EH day yesterday.

From cutting my hair a bit.
(Yes, i can style it now. Wee Hoooo!!!)

To going to Freaky Z showcase at EarShot.
(Da kenal aku ni mamat. Yes, i love u too freaky z.. wahahaha)

To treating my babes at Newton.
(i was very much full by the end of the meal)

I cant blog much coz not all pictures are in.

Waiting patiently for ween to send dem to me.

And OMG. 2nd Feb is impending. Next saturday!

I have a wedding dinner babe.

Im estatic can?

Will be back soon. Insyallah.

Toodles.

@ 6:29 PM

Sorry?

Im sorry. Sorry that ive been on a hiatus.

Sorry that i have not been blogging and updating.

Im sorry that there has been no pictures update to make this blog more colorful.

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry.

Im currently at home, sprawled on my bed with lappie on my lap, typing this out.

Weird kan?

Im at home on a friday.

Ive been so guilty for coming back past midnight that i have to redeem myself.

Coincidentally, im going out tomoro. A long day that is therefore i should saty in today lest my mama disallowed me to leave the house.

Besides, i wanna clean my room today.
You know, dusting, seeping, mopping and even changing to my brand new PINK bedsheet that i bought last sunday. *smiles*

But its nowhere near soon.

My body is damn tired after a whole day slaving at work. It was that intense that i took the opposite escalator when i as supposed to be heading down.
Yes, do laugh. Im sucha a klutz lately. I feel clumsy somehow.

My whole body is aching especially my arms.
Yesterday, we had cookery lesson. Making lemonade.
My arms are pretty much sore trying to squeeze 46 lemons, morning and afternoon.

I desperately need that CNY retreat just to cool off.

Oh i did mention that im gonna be having a long day tomorrow ryte.

Starting from 12.30pm.!

So much for wanting to wake up late when i have an appointment with my hair stylist all the way at J.E.

Yes, pple, im doing another change to my hair.

I hate it soo.

Its neither here nor there.

I cant style. I cant comb. Its really freaking me out.

I hope Cash (my stylist) can do something about it.

My stomach is growling. Im hungry. Gonna go grab something to eat/ Eitha that or i can just doze off....

Zzzzzzzz

@ 6:56 PM

What hurts the most..?

What really hurts the most?

- Being so close and having soo much to say and watching you walk away.

- Never knowing, what could have been.

- Never seem like loving you, is what i was trying to do.

- Hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go.

-Hard to force that smile when im all alone.

Its hard. really really hard. But i know i will get thru.

The sappiness aside, i was suffering from monday blues. Did i mention that i hate mondays? I really do.

I dread waking up on Monday. I wished i just dont have to work on a monday.

Today, i looked forward to the last episode of The Golden Path on Channel 8.

For the first time, the story doesnt have a happy ending. The Golden Path is definitely the best show ive ever watched!

Digressing.

Wondering how my date was last saturday?

With or without the guys, these girls made my day. Looking forward for our weekly session.

At times like this, when i really needed someone the most, i know i could count on them.

Words are never enough to tell you girls how thankful i am.

p/s- never ever watch cloverfield. Pening nak mampos ok!

@ 10:38 PM

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@ 11:56 AM

My Wednesday

I thought i'd blog a lil before i start tuitoring. I have a bout 15 mins to kill anyways.

Today marks my first day of the week.

Considering my weekend and 2 days of compassionate leave.

So yea, my grandfather passed away and i was given leave.

Today, im back at work and i practically dragged myself out of bed!

My body wasnt ready to start the week. Infact ever since that horrid day, it doesnt seem to be ready at all.

My appetite was ruined. I seemed to have lost a bit of weight. Im quiet most of the time. I seemed to be wondering a lot.

Thankfully, after eating the soto ayam, i feel much much better. Alhamdulillah.

Im in need if a much needed break.

Cum the long CNY holidays, yours truly will be making her way to Batam for some R&R. Im soo looking forward to it. And i will be spending time with my HSCB babes. Lets make it happen loves!

Speaking of HSCB, we actually planned a get together this Saturday. Each of us will bring a date. I already planned to bring dat particular sumone but after the whole drama ting, i guess i'll be going alone. I could choose to bring someone actually but unfortunately, since i lost faith in everything, my mind and heart is set on going alone.

Gosh, i have 6 more minutes to go.

My tutoring ends at 9. *sigh*

Im tired already, can?

Will blog again soon.

Toddles.

@ 7:25 PM

Bleeding Love

Excerpts from Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding love.

@ 6:23 PM

Sheen's 23rd bdae

It was Sheen's 23rd birthday celebration.

Trust me, by the time i was there, then i realised that it was a surprise.

What a fool! =p

But the surprise turned out well. Im glad Sheen was surprised. *giggles*

Less words. A few eye candy pictures, perhaps..?

Sheen & her boyfie

Soon after, we took a group picture with the bdae girl.

Take 1.
Oops ony inda n ween lookg at cammie

Take 2.
Nip! Kau bebual pat fon plak.

Take 3.
Give up. Better than nothing. =p

Naat joined us later that night and as usual...

More camwhoring..!

Actually the surprise was supposed to happen at 6. But the bdae girl turned up at 8! 2 hours later. Kesian sheen's boyfie, berpeluh2 trying to keep everything organised.

We sort of duno who to blame. Sheen for her tknk-gi-situ-tkde-benda-nak-shop or her bro for bringing her to Heereen instead of just window shopping at Parkway Parade. *giggles*

Nonetherless, it was all good. While waiting for her, we took more pictures, of coz! Like whats new kan.

Going to the beach tip 1- Never ever wear heels..!

Thats something i must keep in mind. =)

Till next time.

Oh p/s- Thanks for all the encouragement. Im ok now.
xoxo.

@ 3:20 PM

Heartache Facts 101

Hey Rizal,

So, all im gonna do now is...

@ 8:19 PM

You left

Its a double blow for me today.

My paternal grandfather (step) passed on.

The someone whom i had connection with left without a word.

Life is cruel at times, isnt it?

I dont even know what i did wrong.

I just want an explanation.

Cant u even spare me 5 minutes?

I wanna noe y?

I wanna noe wat took place?

I wanna noe wat i did wrong?

I wanna noe y u r doing this to me?

Starting from today, i have lost my faith in LOVE, GUYS and RELATIONSHIPS.

Starting from today, i just wanna be alone.

Tonight, i wanna cry.

@ 11:51 PM

Saddened

While i was waiting for someone who eventually stood me up, my grandfather, passed on.

Im battling a million and one emotions right this very moment.

Can i get any sadder??

@ 8:46 PM

Can you, R?

@ 3:39 PM

Update. Or lack of it.

I know i know i havent been updating in a while.

I just seem to have lost my sense of blogging. I dont know what to type. So im currently just going with the flow.

Apparently updates of me going out has been scarce.

Yes, i dont seem to blog about outings anymore. I dont blog about who im dating. I dont blog about work. All ive been blogging is utterly random stuff.

I need to get it back!

But how?

Today, i'd prolly be spending quality time at home with my family. Ive just finished watching Jagan Pandang Belakang with my PU.

Today, even though, i wanna go out and meet my gfs especially Sheen, Ween, Naat, Norish and Nazmeen, i felt that i must stay home today.

Dont ask me why. I have no freaking idea.

Dida finally got her drivers license by delivery today. So now, the pressure is all on me. My other siblings has gotten them. Left me. Sheesh. But not to worry, i wont wanna pressure myself. But just so you know, im re-applying again next week. Hehe.

I had a talk with Mama today about relationships.
I think i have come to the point where i am already mature enough to talk about this openly with her.

Why?

Coz im 23 this year and i should be finding someone to settle down, shouldnt i?

So back to what i was saying, I had a talk with Mama. I told her about the guy(s) that im getting to know and how its gonna boil down to just one.

She even asked how old i was..?

Couldnt believe she forgot. But yea i did told her and she was like, 'eh cepat eh'.

Mothers are always in denial when their children grows up. I think i will understand how she feels when i have my very own. *smiles*

Digressing.

Work has been great. Ive been coping well with students. Have created bonds with some of the parents. Even found a favorite student! Lol.

His name is Sean Low Jun Hao.

He always wants me to call him Sean. But sometimes, just to irritate him, i will call him Sean.

And he will be like, "Miss Diyana, call me Sean." with a bit of stutter.
(oh ya, in the new place, im known as Miss Diyana!)

Oh btw, Sean gets jealous easily.

There's this another boy called Jia Xiang. He will be observing me quietly and then when i turn to look at him, he will say, 'I love you' and hugged me.

So sweet!

So one day, I was holding Jia Xiang's hands when Sean came up to me and pull my hand away. Then he asked why im holding on to the other boy's hands.

Cute or not, you tell me?

*giggles*

Im having a blast at work. I love the timetable. And there's chinese lesson everyday so its only 3 hrs at work with the children. Syiok!

And yet again, im having difficulty blogging.

Its hard when you suddenly have lost the ability to complete the entry.

Gosh!~

Ok, looks like i have to end here.

I wanna bathe and get ready to meet the gfs.

p/s- oh yea, im sorry if the music is a lil too loud and irritating to some. Currently im into rock music and that is Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

Have a good weekend yall.

@ 3:34 PM

Thank God I Found You..

Just how grateful and thankful am i?

Very very thankful to have them, all bright and yellow, rain cum shine be with me through thick and thin.

p/s- Touched tak korang aku dedicate lagu tu..? *giggles*

@ 10:27 PM

Still here.

No, no im not dead.

Still alive and kicking.

Just having a very bad blogger block.

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Tag replies.

dee to stoinker: happy new year to u too. n thx for always being der for me.

dee to queenalya: happy new year bestie! longer wonderful everlasing frenship in near future. luv u!

dee to HSCB: i heart u bof very much tau.

dee to dida: yes got his help lei..

dee to angelicious, danceholic, lil junior: thx for casting ur vote! *hearts*

p/s- sri darling, must wait for my payday hokay

dee to saddiq: wen im free..? met u tadi only wat. haha. thx for satisfyg my craving with me. hehe.

@ 10:45 PM

1st day @ work

A quickie.

I survived today's first day at work.

The children were adorable. Yet irritating.

I soo need to memorise their name and their faces. And i have two Kelly's and JAdie and a pair of twins who really really look alike. Die!~

But i will pull it thru. Insyallah.

Oh guess what, I picked choice no 2, too!

Have a good week everyone.

@ 10:19 PM

Help!

Dear readers,

I need ur help. Urgently.

Since i have no editing software, i cant design my own blog anymore. Thus i got a friend of mine to come up with something for my blog.

He did these two pictures below very very well.

Im spoiled for choice.

Thus, i need your help.

Pick one that i should use for my blog.

1st Choice

2nd Choice

Tag or email me ok.

Please help.

Love, dyna.

@ 7:13 PM