Sunday, December 31, 2006




In less than 48 hours, we will all say goodbye to 2006 and say hello to 2007.

Time sure flies.

Everyone, well, mostly everyone has been summarising their 2006 experiences via blogging.

And i tot i'd do the same thing. Heh.

Well, 2006 has been full of ups & downs.

Let me try segregate them so that i, myself wont be too mixed up.

Family
My family has been great. For this year. Heh. I have the usual squabbles with the PUs at times but all is good. This year, i see, the gradfolks being thrown from one house to another (ish), but they have settled themselves comfortable and permanently in my crib. Its good to see them comfortably settling in my room. Except confirm dorang sakit mata with all the pictures of me & taufik on the wall. Hehe. My parents have been more understanding this year. Maybe they already realised that all their babies have actually grown up. Im actually very impressed with the fact that both my parents accepted the fact that two of thier daughters (kak noi & dida) have bfs now. And they are accepted with open arms.
The previous relationship for dida that is, didnt work, maybe coz, they thot that dida is too young to be dating and mind you, she was still in ITE back then. Maybe thats the reason. So, i answered that question for you dida. Its not that the PUs dont like your previous ex. Its just that they tot that you're too young. And that being the reason for your break up, its very hard to understand coz the PUs didnt like Adek at first but m totally accepting him ryte now. That's is also maybe just a test to see how much Adek can stand our parents.
Elder sis found herself a new bf and has left her previous one. The one the rest of the immediate family has known and grown attached to. Well, things didnt work out for them and now, both have found new partners.
Bro is still very much the same. He has completed his ITE and is now waiting for his results. He is also taking driving courses. Which got me thinking, when m i going to continue mine..? *frowns*

Love
A sensitive issue this is for me. The year 2006, is the year where i finally met someone, fell in love, got into a relationship and broke up, not amicably.
Mind you, it took me 2 years to finally settle into a relationship but fate wasnt on our side. We broke up a day before our 3 months being together.
It wasnt his fault. It wasnt mine either. It was us. We werent able to communicate properly and thus paid the consequences.
My frens said that im choosy when it comes to picking bfs. But i beg to differ. My reason for taking soo long to find a new bf is coz i always find it hard to get over someone i loved. But up until now, i stil dont or have yet to realise what is true love. But i believe is soulmates. Im sure one day i will meet my soulmate. But ryte now, i aint looking for love. I enjoy singlehood. I enjoy meeting people. And i wont look for love. I will let love look for me. =)

Friends
I love all my friends. My pri sch fren, my sec sch frens, my bestie & her fam, my HPC, my colleagues, my frens whom i was introduced to. My internet friends. All of them.
They have been and will always be my pillar of strength, my shoulder to cry on, my listening ear. Life isnt life w/o all of you.
I love you guys.

Me
Some people say that i have changed. They say that im more flattering now in terms of looks and how i dress. In a crude way that a close fren said to me.

"You dulu ugly duckling. Now you have blossomed into a swan"

Thx ah. To say that im flattered, i am, abit, but at the same time im frowning coz i was told i was too simple with the way i dress.
I noe, pple have been seeing me w/o tudung and all. Im sure all are intrigued. To say that im not ready, yea i AM NOT READY. But, to avoid hurting my parents feelings, that has to be put into consideration too. So, i wear the tudung when im out with them but with my frens, i wont.
But i noe after marriage, i will settle with wearing tudung. Hehe.

Ive finally clinched myself a job after 2 interviews. Haha.
And on top of that, i neednt go on a probation. Is that great or is that great? I finally have my very own classroom which i have been decorating for the past few days. Im soo getting ready for school to reopen and im working my ass out decorating it and setting up learning corners. The fact that i wont be in a bright yellow room for 8 hours thrill me. My room now is purple. Very simple and elegant. I'll take pictures of my classroom soon and hopefully i post it here.

2006 is the year i turn 21. Im finally a young adult. Mama says im very mature now. Really. I dont need to say it out here what i said to her that made her say to me that i was mature. Malu ok. Haha. Bdae celebration was fantastic. With the close family and friends by my side.
This year, becoz of the bdae celebration is the year where i lost one fren. Cut ties with him actually. He was very close to me despite our break up two years ago. We promised each other to stay in contact. Heck, he even wanted me to be his best woman if he were to get married. But one false move he did, i had to cut ties with him. My patience has a limit. This is not a first time he lied. I mean he lied when we were in a relationship. Now, he even lied when we were just friends. My heart aches everytime i think about it. Coz i just lost a friend. But i keep telling myself that he isnt worth it. He really is not. I cant bear to look at him or contact him anymore. He keeps disappointing me over and over again. And i just had enough. I cant take it no more!

Frustrations aside, lets all say hello to 2007 and welcome them with open arms. Hopefully 2007 will be a better year for everyone. Insyallah.


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Friday, December 29, 2006




While waiting for the PUs to come and pick me up from work, y not post a backdated entry.

again.

bleargh.

Its been a hectic week.

Really.

But here's some pictures from the very glamorous wedding.


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ok they are here. bye


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Sunday, December 24, 2006




Every day, w/o fail, if i go online, i never fail to have my daily dosage of blog reading.

Today is no exception.

Then after reading, i'd feel sorry for myself and will tell myself, "Look, everyone has update their blog. When will it be my turn?"

Obviously ryte now, after putting blogging on hold, things have been mounting.

There's just too many things to blog.

Too many entries to post.

Too many pictures to edit and upload.

Coz lately, i have been guilty of going out and taking pictures.

Heh.

Most probably, i'll be spending my saturday outside as well.

Im taking every opportunity possible and try to take advantage of the holidays that are going to end soon.

Therefore, if im going out, confirm take pictures one!

If tak take, tak sah ok!

*winks*

Anyways, back to what i was saying, i'll try to update as much as possible, provided my computer dont zonked out on me. Hopefully not la.

So, lets go straight to a backdated chalet entry.

Not that many pictures la coz some i havent received from the people who came.

(hint to ianz & inda)

14th december 2006.





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Aloha Loyang.
Terrace 10.


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Our home for the 3 days stay.


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The view from the back door.
Very nice.


The PU (parental units) went out after we checked in and bought for us, not one but two swensen's cake. Yummy.


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dee's cake.

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Twins with their bdae cake.


Before we even managed to cut the cake, they played a tribute video for me and dida. Capturing our most embarrassing moments caught on tape.
But mostly, it seems like its dida's funniest home video la. Hehe.


15th December 2006


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They created this while i was out running errands.


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Nana (ehem dats me) & dida.

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with my yellowish fav color-pwetty, rugged, going on a diet, cuzzin.
She was the camerawoman for the day.
Thx sweetheart!


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Our bdae cake.
3rd bdae cake actually. =)

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With the McQueens.

Best kan being the first to arrive.
U guys got served.
*winks*


Siti Nurhaliza got her Dato' K.
I oso got my own dato' hokay.
Meet my....


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Dato' H.
Tgk tu har, baju sama color lagik.
Hehehe.

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With OG.
(orang gila) =p

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my bro-in-law.

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dee, dida, ween.

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my prezzies.

Thx for the prezzies.
I esp love the pooh bear.
Dato' H & Og yg belikan tau.
Ive been sleeping with it everyday.


(still feels weird w/o my bantal busuk)


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My BAOBEI came the following day.
I really miss her.
One down.
Two to go.
The other day, Monday or isit Tuesday, forget la when.. me & dida went to catch the movie The Holiday.
I love it can..?
Can really put myself in that position.
There was this one guy in that movie, his character is Jasper behaves so like this particular ex bf of mine who disappoints me over and over again.
N me acting like Kate Winslet character clings on to him even though he broke my heart.
Tell me, how silly m i?
Thank God that movie woke me up.
No.
Actually, the day he didnt turned up and lied about it woke me up.
How can he?
When we're in a relationship, he lied.
When we're just friends, he lied again.
Like whats up with that?
The heart shatters. I felt like ive been given a tight slap.
Ive finally woke up from the delusional state that i was once in.
Ive so sidetrackked.
My million apologies.
Here are some pictures from my movie with dida and meeting up with miss icez, mr clark kent & mr black at the end of the day. =)



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After the movie, we met her....

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the lovely miss icez.

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we went shopping.
they went actually.
my gaji lum masuk. =p


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Then we met the guys, Peloz2 & Ratna @ the heereen.
And started cam whoring.

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One last shot b4 we call it a day.
Last two pictures.
I promise.
and this was from last thurs.
I went to work. So very the selekeh and rugged.
And did my work.
Im only left with one thematic web and im done.
Yippie.


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Then had dinner at Starbucks and we had Kfc there with the gorgeous nadya. =)
Soo many things to talk about.
From putu piring, blogging world, yada yada yada.
It was nice seeing nadya after soo very the long.


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The cab ride home.
Wokay.
That's the end of my supa dupa long entry.
Dont say i nva blog hor.
Everything dah update.
I owe u guys nothing.
Toodles.


@ 6:03 AM



Saturday, December 23, 2006




I dun wanna do this anymore..

I dun wanna be the reason why.

Okay, so this is asically a meaningless entry.

My vp just sms-ed saying sumtin about doing the door labelling and such.

Ya allah. Banyak nyer keje nak kena buat.

I have like 5 lesson plans to be done. One web and one door labelling.

Is that even our job in the first place.

The latter i mean.

Time sure flies.

In less than 2 weeks, school starts.

Its back to work for me.

I duno if im ready.

N ryte now, i have yet to go SATA for the tests.

I keep putting it on hold.

And i also realised that i couldnt do my work. Too many distractions.

Thus chalet update, birthday update, outing with eila update, meeting up with nadya update - all of it, will be put on hold.

Bear with me.

There's just too much to be done.

For now, im gona finish up on my lesson plans first.

Toodles.

P/s- im staying in today. :s


@ 3:45 AM



Friday, December 22, 2006




Hey all. I noe i promised to blog about the chalet and all but its been a hectic week for me.

Funny isnt it?

Its the school holidays and my schedule is jam packed with lesson plans and all.

So, u can bet that when school reopens, there will be less blogging. U can bet on it!

Im not gonna blog about the chalet or anything coz all my pictures are in my pc an im not using my pc at home ryte now.

So, question is..?

Where m i?

Im at work lah ok.

Yup, went back to my work plc to complete my lesson plans.

And im not done yet.

Okay, i just received a call.

Gotta go out and grab some lunch.

Im famished.

will blog later hor.

Toodles.

=)


@ 6:16 AM



Monday, December 18, 2006




I'm back!

And im tired.

Will blog about the chalet soon.

P/s- Thx to those who came.

P/P/s- Thx to him who lied about not coming. *rolls eyes*

One word: Disappointed.


@ 12:45 PM



Friday, December 15, 2006




The birthday happiness aside, im still feeling a lil lost.

Scratch that.

I feel soo lost.

It feels so weird sleeping w/o him next to me.

I didnt have a good sleep last night all thanks to him not being beside me.

There's nothing to hug anymore..

Nothing to cuddle and be cozy with..

When i woke up today, you were already gone..

I miss you soo much.......


My bantal busuk.


U are dearly missed.

=(


To my teddy bear, i guess i'll just hafta hug u. U suka kan..?
Heh.


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Happy birthday dida!!

N happy birthday to me as well.

=)

We've finally turned 21.


@ 2:53 AM



Wednesday, December 13, 2006




My bill came yesterday.

Nearly 200 lei. Read: NEARLY.

But its still a lot.

A whole lot than my usual 6o-ish bucks.

November is sucha gr8 month. But i spent a lot.

New hp. New shoes. New dress. Msging people coz im the party planner.

Come to think of it, since 3 months ago, ive been buying shoes every month.

Funny, my pay isnt that much anyway, considering that its just part time.

But ive signed my LOA and im starting work full time nxt month and my pay will be fixed.

Phew.

I hope i'll be able to priortise my pay.

Savings, money to give parents, transport money, shopping money. Bills.

Haiyo.

Welcome to the working life, dee...!

Digressing.

I was bored yesterday.

Fendi sent me a forwarded msg and i sent it out to a few people. Thx to those who replied but to those who didnt reply. Hmph. Wont msg u all anymore lah!

Oh gosh, im turning so petty.

*bluek*

Btw, dis is what i sent out.

Fill it!
Send back to me k.
3 things u wont forget about me:
1.
2.
3.
Name u wanna call me:
>
The best word that describes me:
>
U wanna be my:
>

It is always interesting to send this out to people and see what they have to say about you. Dont u think?

Well, the replies i got was as usual, very sweet lor. Hee.

Fendi said:
1. our closeness once upon a time.
2. friendly.
3. company
> princess.
> cutie
> bestest friend. =)

(awww.. so sweet. miss ya buddy!)

Bestie said:
1. ur helpfulness.
2. ur caringness.
3. ur pipi tembam. hahaha
> amoi!
> angel
> bestfren til mati!

( she was angry when i said she was giler but then i told her that she giler2 ah best coz i oso giler! den she say i gerek. haha)

Prince Yan said:
1. cute.
2. becok.
3. gila.
>
>
> Be ur bf.. (Best friend) hehe.

(Dgr2 yan miss out 2 questions. Chuber eh!) =p

Rz said:
1. Cute.
2. Patient.
3. Sweet.
>anna
> ur 4giving
> I wanna be ur tedy bear. =p

(when prompt he said he like the anna name n said that if he is my teddy bear i'll definitely hug him everyday. mentel =p)

Rusdi said:
1. friendly.
2. kind.
3. caring.
> yana
> sweet
> gd fren.

Anip said:
1. twin.
2. smile.
3. kindness.
> diy
> gregarious
> friend la wat else u want?! haha

(fren je nip? kau taknak jadi aku nyer datuk h? heee.)

Mana lah hp bill tak naik. Msg org yg bukan2. haha. =p

P/s- 2 more days to my bdae.
3 more days for the chalet.
Dos who are invited, do come ya.
Ur presence gr8ly appreciated.
Esp you, Rz.

*winks*


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Tuesday, December 12, 2006




The heated argument through exchanged sms-es aside, i'd give yesterday's outing a 9.5 out of 10.

It was a blast.

Almost.

As usual, when i meet up with my gfs, we go crazy. All 6 of us.

Me, dida, inda, hidah, liza and reen.

First stop: Cash Studios.

Karaoke time.

Like i said earlier. we went crazy. Real crazy.

We sang sad, mushy songs. We sang and dance to the dangdut tunes. We sang to the tunes of I'll make love to you, Miss you like crazy and much more. We laughed our asses off. We laughed till tears started trickling down our faces. We had soo much fun. Just us. The company of girls. No boys allowed.

Pictures that i will post up are all courtesy from my k800i.
Due to the fact that Inda & Iman have yet to upload the pictures.
Chuber expedite eh korang!!


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Twins.




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My girls. looking like hostess. hehe.


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Afterwards, it was shopping for prezzies time for the 3 december guys- amin, iman & abid.

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@ bossini.


Next stop: Newton Circus.

Met up with the guys- amin, iman, abid & taib for our birthday dinner.

Seafood spread.

Oh and i got my taufik cd already. Have yet to listen to it though.

And i received a taufik poster that is going up on my bedroom turned grandparents room wall. Haha.
My collection ok.
My room so full of taufik pictures.
What can i say?
Im a FIKnatic. =)


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Final destination: Inda hse.
For cutting the bdae cake. To chill and for more karaokeing.
Syiok ah.


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The bdae cake.

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December babies.


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I got bored. So i did this.

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Dee & Amin.

A certain ex of mine.


Yup. The day turned out soo well. Now, im waiting for more pictures from iman & inda. Den i'll post it up for u guys hor.
Btw its 3 more days to my birthday.
4 more days to my chalet.
Oh shit, bdae cake havent order.
DIDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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P/s- Happy birthday Mr T.
I heart u.
=p


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