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Had to give last week blog entry a miss considering the fact that i had a wedding reception to attend.

Very busy i tell you.

3 days of wedding details, and lovey dovey couple (bestie & hubz), im so tempted to get married lah.

With the perfect guy la of course.

Somehow, 6 months later, i still have yet to find the next perfect guy. I mean, i noe that no one is perfect in this world but there must be at least sumone who is near to perfect.
But then again, that particular near to be perfect person could either be dead or taken. =(

So, i guess i hafta wait long long to be married.

Or maybe, i'll prolly wont get married afterall.

Oh well. I resign myself to fate. Everyone has his or her path created for them.
Same goes for me.

Im holding on to faith and fate.

Trying to perk myself up everytime i feel down and out.

Do you know that i start my day, before class by listening to Taufik's- Holding On?

That song is very meaningful and it is definitely a song of faith and to hold on whenever you're down and out.

Alhamdullilah.

That song gives me strength to hold on and to believe that maybe love is somewhere out there for me and that it will come to me when the time comes.

Love aside, the wedding was fantabulous.

No pictures though.

Coz ive yet to receive from bestie.

My mind is blank.

Maybe coz im famished.

Gonna get sumtin to eat.

Very hungry now.

Blog again soon.

P/s- Goin for the game tomoro at the national stadium.
Will i bump into anybody?? =p

@ 11:11 AM

A week later - here i am once again.

As usual, working has taken a toll on me and i can only resort to blogging once a week.

But at least, its better than nothing ryte?

So this entry will prolly be about a whole week of ramblings and rantings.

Did you know that yesterday was payday?

Did you know that i did not get even a pro rate bonus?

Did you know that i was stunned?

Did you noe that i was so sad?

Did you know that i msged the important pple in my life about it and they were like trying to cheer me up coz i was feeling so down?

Did you know that S(my colleague) told me that she never thought that the management could be so stingy.

(Well, you thought wrong S!)

My spirits was so dampened yesterday but eventually it was lifted when i went for my retail theraphy.

Shopping = syiok!!

Im just like an ordinary girl who enjoys shopping till my hand aches from carrying those massive shopping bags.

(its still aching ryte now.just ask mama for the ointment)

My day started early yesterday. Went to the bank to open another savings account. It took forever i tell you before me & ija get to go shopping a bit at Tampines Mall & Century Square.

I bought lingerie, contact lens, shoes & sunglass there. =)

Next stop was bugis village with inda.

Bought the most essential thing that i had been wanting to buy - JEANS.

Yup.

I finally got my much needed pair of jeans.

Dida should be glad.

And how can i forget to buy my caption tee which i love soo much.

I got two hokay. =)

The shop where i always buy my dresses was disappointing.
So i didnt get any.

Me & Inda ate a lot yesterday.

Its no wonder that i gained 5 kg.

Gosh~

We ate lunch at new york pizza, nachos with cheese for snack and had dinner at swensens.

If i could, i wanna eat at bugis everyday.!! If i could la.

Why?

Because i have a total crush on one of the manager there.

He is a tall, fair guy, blessed with very good looks and smile. He have a tendency to stare at people. He is just soo good to look at. His name is Jeffrey. =)

HOT!!!! Sizzling HOT!!!!

Tak caya?

Ask Inda and Ija.

Or, make your way down to Swensens @ bugis.

I swear, u'll fall for him. Heh.

Digressing.

I went to the doc this morning.

2nd time in a week.

*sigh*

The throat is going from bad to worst.

No, im not going on an mc tomorrow.
Im still getting my ass to work, despite it.

Just that, i'll try not to use my voice that much la.

Hard you know.

=(

This weekend, i'll be super busy.

Have a wedding reception to attend to.

Actually have to accompany the bride.

Im the bridesmaid.

Best skali!

Heh. That's the only thing im looking forward to.

Cant wait!

@ 5:35 AM

There have been complaints of lack of pictures in this blog.

I would like to make up for it by posting some eye candy pictures.

Brace yourself.

Do you even know that i have a pet hamster...??? *winks*

I love karaoke sessions!!!

My day out with darling sri..

Crazy chill out session with them makes my day!

People all wear nice2 during hari raya haji..

Im clad in an old black OP shirt and cargo pants.

Makeup-less.

Family potrait

We went for an adventure!!

Day out with Inda.

My cam whoring buddy.

5kg gain..???

Dato' H bike.

Parked outside my chalet last december.

All photos up. Finally.

Tired ryte now.

Gona pop in some pills and go straight to bed.

P/s-Im on MC today.

(so much for not wanting to take MC on monday.)

*rolls eyes*

@ 8:02 AM

I blogged yesterday. I swear i did. But the computer zonked out on me so my access to the pc yesterday was wasted. Utterly wasted. Tsk.

Btw, ths entry will just be endless ramblings.

I woke up today feeling under the weather.

The head was spinning. The body aching. The throat hurting. The feeling sucky.

Oh boy.

Im soo gonna sick. But despite that, i helped Mama out in the kitchen.

Pls tell me im a good daughter. =p

But anyways, lets just hope i'll recover by Sunday. I dont wanna be sick on a Monday. And Wednesday and Friday.

Call me crazy. But the best days to take an MC is on tues and thurs.

Why?

Coz there's no chinese lesson on those days and i'll be in class for 8 hours for two sessions.

No, im not lazy.

But its just that sometimes, those kids can irritate the hell out of you. Really.

But then again, those kids can also amuse you.

Just yesterday, we were having a spelling test. Yes, K2 children have spelling test hokay.

I told the children that no one is allowed to copy and that you hafta close your book after you have spelled out the words.

There's this girl. She said she wanna drink her water. So, she went to her cubby hole, drank some water. I pretended to look away but out of the corner of my eye, she puled out a white sheet of paper. She quickly rushed back to her seat and placed the paper on the floor.

I was agog.

I went out to her and demanded that she gave me the paper.
I suspected that that paper has the spelling words on it.

True enough, it was when i checked it.

Tsk tsk.

Baru k2 dah perangai cam gini. Ape lagi t kalau dah besar.

I told J, my vp, about this and she said this has happened b4. And the child who did this was this girl very own one year older brother.

So, it runs in the family.

*rolls eyes*

Digressing.

Did u know that im broke. Dead broke i tell you. I soo cant wait for pay day this saturday.

BONUS!!!!!

Wah..

People had all gotten their bonus-es last month but we are getting it this month. I prolly wont get much coz i was only a part time there last year (but a full time now). But still at least i know i'll still get some. And when that happen, wooh.

I cant wait.

I really cant.

Inda, sri, ija...

LETS GO SHOPPING!!!!

The reason why i mentioned those three is coz all of them my shopping chics mah. Heh.

DIgressing. Again.

I gained 5 kg.

Can you believe it?

Gosh. I gained 5 kg. I was so shocked.

What did i eat?

Omg. Im gonna be fat.

I just cant believe it you know. I need to go on a diet.

And im gona edit some pictures now.

So till next time.

Toodles.

@ 8:11 AM

Despite the nausea, the splitting headache, the tengkuk sakit for having to tilt the head up while blogging, im trying to overcome all odds just by blogging. Just coz i feel like rambling.

Its been a while hasnt it?

I told you i'd be less blogging coz of the hectic work.

Oopsie.

I know i shouldnt complain. Coz some people, oh wait , scratch that, sumone told me that HE had guard duty for 24 hrs lei. So i cnt complain lor.

HAHAHAHA.

Sorry la eh.

Anyways, work have been keeping me busy. Its taking too much of my energy and time. I swear, if i have my own kids, i would not be teaching. Ok, i dont know how that came about. Well, lets not talk about that.

Oh shessh. 10 more minutes to the last episode of the 9 o clock chinese drama serial.

I hafta expedite.

Dang.

Ok, work, despite being hectic, is good.

The children aint givin me problem. Reason being, they know what i want and dont want from them.

Of coz, a lot of my guy frens actually wanna see me in action.

*blush*

Action as in see me teach hor pple.

No wrong ideas hokay.

This year, i only have 3 new students. And about 90% of the students were my children from K1.
So, its all good.

I love my classroom. And i have yet to take pictures of it.
I just love the fact that its purple and that i created it into something so cozy and homely.
(stop praising urself dee!)

But, im serious.
That's what Mac & Taib said when they saw my classroom.
=p

Suddenly, i cant seem to ramble.

Bleargh.

So, i'll guess i'll stop here.

Woll probably blog tomoro. When i get back from the polyclinic.

Such a shame that im feeling under the weather.

And such a shame that i have no one to pamper with and to take care of me.

Bleargh. (Once again)

I'll leave you guys with this picture that i have fallen in love with.

Its on the wallpaper of my fon.

=)

Is that cool or is that cool..?

Heh.

Till next time, toodles.

@ 12:56 PM

To my secret crush,

Life is so unpredictable.
Changes always come along, in big or small ways.
I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down.
I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.
It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday.
And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions.
I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes.
If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things.
You are a rare combination of so many special things.
You are really amazing.Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm.
I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought.
Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter.
But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts.
There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams.
Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do.
I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.
Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay.
And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.
My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep?
Why does my throat close whenever you speak?
My heart breaks just to be around you.
I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around.
My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly!
This tension, it kills me.
My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes.
How can I get close to you?
I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections.
You have taken up residence in my mind.
I want so badly for you to tell me everything I want to hear but you won't and you definitely can't.
I want you to tell me that you want me, but you won't and you definitely can't.
Every time I think of you I can feel the butterflies fluttering inside me. You don't notice me or the way I look at you; maybe it's 'cause you only see me as a friend and nothing more, but when I look at you, nothing could turn my eyes away.
But, as I sit here, typing this out, the sun rising into the horizon, my heart sinks. My pain is my entire fault; when will I learn? You would never want me. I'm not perfect, beautiful, or anything important. I have to let the dream of you and me go, for I am a girl with an unrequited crush.

Forever be ur crush,
dee

I found this entry that i typed out for a secret crush once from my multiply account.
The thing is, i forgot who that crush was.

*knocks head*

@ 10:00 AM