Sunday, October 30, 2005

.traumatised.



The month is late october. It's not the end of the year yet but i labelled this year as one of the worst days of my nearly 20 years alive. During the first two weeks of ramadhan, i was looking forward for Hari Raya but now dat it is impending, my enthusiasm is running low. Im no more in the festive mood. That is probably the last thing on my mind. The only thing that ive had sleepless nites is how we (as in my family) is going to settle the matter. This hari raya will be very differnet, very dull, very sombre. It wouldnt be lively and cheerful like previous years. I wonder how it will be. I noe that time heals everything. Time heals the pain. But the question is here, am i able to adapt to a brand new life? Hopefully, with GOD by my side, i will pull through. As i said previously, this year is fulled of setbacks. Many trials and tribulations that i faced. It all started with my 'beloved' ex bf who dumped me after 9 months. To be honest, that was the longest relationship that i have ever been in. That was also the first time i committed myself in a relationship. But, he dumped me. For his ex. who dumped him! Gosh. But i believed in karma. What goes around comes around.
There has been arguments, back-stabbing, finger pointing and bitch talking. Countless tears were flowed. And now this! Let's juz say that im very disapointed with this authorative figure that i looked up to, once. Everything seems to be falling apart. And i have 'you' to thank.


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Saturday, October 29, 2005





Here's to a brand new life ahead..
Cheers..
Oopsie. Puasa. Cheers ape. *ahaks*
Btw, thanks to dida & adek for helping me set this one up..


@ 3:58 AM