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2nd entry for the day.
Im trying to forget the fact that i forgot to keep my diary and for some reason i knew that maybe they have read my diary.

Privacy invaded!!!!!

Arrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Btw, this is gonna be Photo logs with many captions.
Hopefully.
I actually got so many things to type about and i wanna stick to one thing at a time but its kinda impossible but we'll c what happens in this entry yea. I'll try to go with the flow.

HAFIDZ & SITI's WEDDING.

Getting ready to go for the wedding.

I did Mama's make up for that special occasion. I thought se looked great and i told her tat.

Guess what she answered me?

"Patutlah ramai org tgk Mama."

Lepak.

Me & Syafiq.

Former tutee & still a tutee of the bride. =p

The P.U and myself.

The simple yet lovely dais.

We were entertained by Bhangra dancers.

It was uber cool.

Cake cutting session.

Awww.. So sweet.

Mama & Iman's baby.

My soccer watching buddy back then..

Haida & me.

We exchanged sms-es yesterday and finally decided that i will stick to being Taufik's gf and she will be Hady's gf. Hehe.

Ok hor feza..

Takleh rebut2 ok. *winks*

Lol.

The girls.

Everyone.

Ok, that's the end of the first Photo log.

Ready for more..?

A day out wit my gf.

I went to Sata @ chai chee for my pre employment check up.

I wore red, retro style and i got many stares from people.

Ape sey.

the bus stop @ chai chee

we look good. *winks*

Off to New York Pizza @ Tampines where we fill our stomach. Hungry sey!

Then we headed to NTUC where ija did her toiletries shopping.

I got bored.

So, i did this.

Then, i got really really bored and forced her to take a picture with me.

And, lo and behold, i got my fav shot of the day. =)

My date wit Darling Sri.

Our outfits matched.

Company was great.

We poured our heart and soul to each other.

We shopped.

We had our all time fav ipoh hor fun.

We watched step up.

We oogled at 'hello' guys.

We had fun!

Thanks for the company babe!

No captions here coz im just plain lazy. =p

Okay. Im gona stop here. Wanna play some games den im gona go eat lunch. Im starving.

p/s- Cant wait for jb outing wit the Mcqueens tomorow.

Yipppiiie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@ 4:56 AM

I feel like crap.

Ok, i know that its not exactly a proper and polite way to start an entry but i just cant help it.

The reason?

I was about to start the pc when i saw something familiar, something very very familiar lying on the computer table..

I was shocked when i saw it.

My diary!!

Oh gosh.

My diary lying on the computer table and in my parents room.

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I dont know if the P.U read my diary or not considering the nosiness of them.

Can you imagine how i feel?

Im feeling so crappy right now. What if they read my diary?

My personal, private tots and experiences all in there.

I think i can die.

I noe im acting like a melodramatic queen but i just cant help it.

I'd be supa dupa embarrased.

For now, im pretty sure that Mama did not read coz she dont sit infront of the pc often and that this morning she was acting normally towards me. But Dad..?

Im pretty panicky about him.

Why?

Coz i saw him going through my baby album when i went to the kitchen this morning. I pretended not to see but he quickly close the album and put it aside.

Oh man!

What on earth can he be up to?

Did i grow up too fast?

Did he saw something in my diary?

Arrggghhhhh.

Im going crazy. My head is spinning.

Im going to vury my head in the sand if they really read my diary.

Im supa dead.

@ 1:17 AM

Feza bumped into Hady Mirza at Wisma yesterday.

I jealous can..?

Sticking to the idol subject,

Have you heard the song Usah Lepaskan by Taufik Batisah?
Its soo nice.
N i heard it only the first time yesterday even though it has been aired soo many times on the radio.

I can soo relate to this song.

Usah Lepaskan- Taufik Batisah

Yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu.

Tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu.

Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri.

Berwarna warni segala yang dijanjikan ia

Usah biar ku bersendirian

Usah biar hatimu ditawan

Usah biar diriku di sini

Seolah menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu

Usah biar semua berlalu

Usah terlupa perasaan hati

Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan.

Tak mudah ku melupa segalan yang berlalu

Ku ingin selalu bersamamu

Usah biar ku bersendirian

Usah biar hatimu ditawan

Usah biar diriku di sini

Seolah menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu

Usah biar semua berlalu

Usah terlupa perasaan hati

Pertama kali kita bertemu.

Ku tak pedul apa sebabnya

Engkau dan dia harus bersama

Mendungnya langit bila berkata

Kita patutnya masih bercinta

Usah lepaskan..Hmmm..

Usah lepaskan.

Yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu

Tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu.

Ok Taufik, i wont leave you.. I promise. =p

LOL.

Ok, seriously, the best thing is that.. this sentimental emo freak cried when capturing the lyrics.

*sigh*

@ 7:59 AM

Ija's Advance Birthday Treat.

Yup, due to the fact that ija was booked on her birthday this 25th, i came up with the plan to celebrate and give her a treat in advance.

I have 11 starry pictures to post.

So sit back, relax and view those pixs. *winks*

the gal giving the treat.

the birthday girl. or woman.

which one eh..?

*giggles*

my chilli fish pasta.

or isit fish pasta?

whatever la. it was nice.

ija with her sourdough 49ers.

taking a bite. part 1

taking a bite part 2.

Btw, me & ija, we ended up exchanging food. Hehe.

The birthday ice cream.

Birthday girl with her birthday ice cream.

Myself singing the birthday song enthusiastically.

Ija, shyly looking at her birthday ice cream. =p

The both of us.

Birthday wish.

Dear ija, we've only known each other for only 3 years or so. But it seems like ive known you forever. We clicked so well right form the start. Well, actually after you introduced yourslef to me. Thanks eh for saying i was stuck up and anti social. But m i now..? Heh. Anyways, you have grown a year older. And heck you're getting prettier as you get older. I cant wait for you to get married. *giggles*

May you be bless with a happy life ahead. Showered wit lotsa love, wealth and good health.

Love ya!

P/s- All photos courtesy of my brand new K800i. *winks*

@ 6:46 AM

Im falling...

Soo soo hard.

Yes. I thought i wouldnt fall in love again. My heart was ripped into two and i thought ive learnt my lesson. Guess i was wrong.

Im falling in love.. Drowning in love.

All thanks to you....

HAdy Mirza.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Caught you there didnt i?

Well, im totally addicted to Hady's songs from his first album. Gosh. They rock lah ok. I especially love Merpati, Lies & With him.

I havent get the album yet but ive already heard 4 songs from it and i just couldnt wait to shop for this album.

Btw, my birthday is impending.

Whoever wants to buy Hady or Taufik's album for me.. pls go ahead. Hahaha. Just kidding.

For now, im still gona listen to my 3 favorite songs.. Taa.

@ 5:22 AM

It was a Perfect & Most Happening wedding of the year.

To Hafidz & Siti...
May you have a blissful marriage..
May there be more lil SITI & HAFIDZ to come.. =)

Cheers to that.

P/s- More pixs will be posted later. If i can upload the pictures from my fon. Heh.

@ 1:14 PM

I got a new toy...

I LOVE IT...

@ 1:04 PM

Confessions of a pre school teacher.

Another batch of Kindergarten 2s are on their way to Primary One. Another batch of Kindergarten 2s are entering Primary school life.
It was a tearful farewell.
There was tears and hugs all around. Children and teachers alike was sobbing uncontrollably. Teachers trying to pacify and console those children who were bawling their eyes out.

Picture the scene.

Red noses. Tears flowing. Hugs all around.

And it all happened twice.

That's the scenario at PCF J.B.

I said goodbye to my bf, Muhd Riyadh and my heart just broke. Tears just flowed uncontrollably even though i tried so very hard to control my tears. My student were looking at me with anxiously but i ignored them. I was trying to control my emotions. But i just can't. It just felt soo wrong. It felt like i was left all alone by the person that i loved so very much.

Sounds like a love story aint it?

Muhd Riyadh gave me a huge box of ferrero rocher. He came over and hid the box behind his back. But his petite body was a give away. I saw the box and i just started smiling. We hugged and kissed. =p

On the cheeks. Muack. Muack.

*giggles*

Shantel came over and gave me a nice pen. I dont intend to use it at all.

Firdaus came over and gave me a box of cookies.

I was very very touched when i received all those presents from them.

Mind you, im not their teacher. But i received gifts as a token of thanks. My heart melts. Just like those yummylicious marshmellows dipped in chocolate that melts in my mouth.

I used to relief the K2s so im also very attached to them. Including the fact that i always dropped in the K2 class everytime im bored. So there.
My prayers and wishes goes out to the K2s who will be entering primary school. All the best kiddos!!

The awaited announcement is out.

Im taking K2 next year.

Will i bawl my eyes out at the end of 2007?

Only time will tell.

For now, my K1s are already too attached to me. I made them think that i wasnt their teacher next year and there was sad faces and sighs all around. Oh well, let them find out next year!

This isnt sumting to boast about but i know my students love me.

Everyday, i received countless hugs from them. They told me everyday that they loved me. One even said that she wanted to marry me if she was a boy. Oh gosh.

That's a lil too extreme.

But im thankful that im accepted by the students and their parents as well.

Next year, im one hell of a busy woman. Ryte now, school has ended but teachers still have to come back to work and prepare lesson plans and to set up learning corners.

Teachers are not babysitters and that is sumting that gets miscontrude most of the time. We are educators.

What made me be a teacher?

Well, its mainly coz of these reasons..

I love dealing with kids
I always looked up to my previous teachers
I didnt know where i wanna go in my life previously till i went for counselling at MCYS
I wanna be a good role model to children of the world. Cheh!
I always thought teaching is a cool job.

And it still is a cool job. The satisfaction you get when ur students understand what you have taught is just undescribable. The satisfaction you get when your students enjoys playing at the learning corners you set up is also overwhelming. It all means one thing.

That your efforts have not gone to waste!

Teachers are not just authoritative figure in a child's life. My perception of teacher is just not to teach but to be their friend. I put myself in a child's level when i play with them. I was told that im a child myself. Me & my students have this handshake that we came up with. Every morning and before i released the class, we would do our handshake. Its fun to get to the child's level and just play with them. But sometimes its not all sunshine. Im serious when it comes to teaching and reasoning. I will put up a NO NONSENSE attitude when its lesson time.

Next year, it will be my turn to mould my K1s to a better students and let them succeed and proceed to K2. I wonder if i will cry. I wonder if i will miss them.

*sigh*

I miss him already. My bf. Muhd Riyadh.

P/s- No one is allowed to touch the rocher that he bought for me. Im gonna eat it slowly. And everytime i savour it, im gonna think of him.. Yes, you guess it. Muhd Riyadh.

@ 10:10 AM

Guess who dropped by Playhouse Disney last weekend...?

Bestie...!!!!!

My HOT mama bestfriend.. ;)

Guess who else she brought along with her all the way from Marsiling..?

Abang, Dini & Boboy.

Wanna look at the lil princess upclose..?

She's so big now lah ok.

Last i heard from bestie, she was running around the room main kejar2 dgn boboy.

I could just picture that scene. Cnfrm cute.!!

Cute kan? Cute kan? Dini rounding2 at the playhouse disney. Hehe.

Guess what i cooked for them..?

Fried Chicken & Maggi Goreng.

Bestie wanted to try my speciality.. Sambal udang. But too bad, no prawns in my fridge. Nxt time k darlg. *smilez*

Ive run out of things to type. So, here's one last pix of me & dini...

I love her.

*blows kisses at all coz im in a happy mood*

@ 1:57 PM

the full squad @ my crib.

The HOT Saturday.
*sigh*
Despite all that has happened, i will post pictures here soon. Provided i get most of it from WAN. Considering that, i hogged his camera last saturday. Heh.
So...

WAN!!!!! AKU NAK GAMBAR!!!!!

@ 1:24 PM

Dearest Ain,

Today marks the day u turned 21. I always pray that u will be happy always. Be blessed and be showered with good health & wealth. Hopefully u'll find ur mr right soon yea babe..

Have a bootylicious 21st bdae gerlfwen..

I lup ya..

*hugs & kisses from me to u*

Another bdae shout out..

Happy Birthday HIDAH!!!

And after soo many years, we are still the KARIBS KAPERRRRRRRRRRRR.. May we remain karibs k darlg. *winks*

@ 1:04 PM