<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

~Dejected

I am FINE.

I will be back.

I promise.

@ 6:36 AM

*// Upon request

Due to some unforeseen circumstances,
A minor issue was overlook & not inspected in-depth.
E groundless testimonial shows no concrete prove.
Hence, indeed love doesn't hurt aftall. *winks*
I guess I smell love in e air? Khakhakha!~

E previous entry was tear down by DaNceHoL|c.

Thank you veri nice. (",)

@ 11:53 PM

-enchanted-

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

The liking has turned to fondness.

24.06.07

The fondness has turned into...LOVE..?

@ 9:48 AM

-hypocrisy-

I have a lot and i mean a whole lot of pent up anger in me.

I just want to rant and rant and rant and also curse a few people, i mean dat sumone.

Past Addiction is right. I am a VERY VERY nice person but when someone step on my toes (not literally), i'll get mad and i will just curse and swear.

And since i dun even have the intention of seeing the hypocrite face of his, i'll just have to do it here and hopefully he'll read this entry of mine.

To HIM,

Hey, guess what? Im sorry i knew you. Im sorry you're a one hell of a hypocrite person. Im sorry you pretend to be nice. Im sorry you have to be the 'lucky' person to receive my msg that fateful night. Im sorry you're deprived of your sleep.
But im not sorry i dont know you that well
(im glad i dun la coz ure a freaking two face _____)
Im not sorry that i deleted your number from my cell. To think your still in my frensta's list. That is solely because i want you to read my blog! I want you to noe how i feel. How humiliated i feel. But that humiliation aside, those people ive known for years, i have nothing against them. They know me very very well already. So i dont give a hoot. Im just not happy with you.

I cant believe i hate you. I dont even noe you. You dont even know me.

Next time, just ignore me. There's no need to reply any fucking msg. Oh, wait a minute, there's no fucking next time. Ive deleted you, remember. You're not supposed to be on my contact list. Oh yea, make sure you dun turn up infront of me again. If you do, im just gona turn and walk away. I wun even smile at you. Heck, i wun even LOOK at you. Never again, you two faced pretentious creature!

*fill in the blank yourself*

Yours sincerely,
Me.

P/s- You guys do know what hypocrite is right.
Im sure i dont need to define the meaning.

Oh well, if you must know:

Main Entry: hyp·o·crite

Pronunciation: 'hi-p&-"krit

Function: noun

Etymology: Middle English ypocrite, from Anglo-French, from Late Latin hypocrita, from Greek hypokritEs actor, hypocrite, from hypokrinesthai

1 : a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion

2 : a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings

- hypocrite adjective

(from Merriam-Webster's Online Dictionary)

Oh gosh. Just the thought of him makes me mad!

Im sorry. This entry wasnt really me. But when you're mad, you're mad.

@ 2:34 AM

bed- blogging..?

Good morning..!!

Currently im sprawled on my bed, blogging while listening to songs of coz.

Song on my playlist..?

Iklim's - Di Pintu Mahligai.

Im going vintage. Or you can say im going pedih2.

If you're wondering, Dan's using the pc that i normally used therefore i took the lappie and laid on my front comfortably with the lappie right infront of me.

Aaaaahhhhh..

Absolute bliss.

Im enjoying every minute of my last days of the holidays. School is starting next week and some parts of me cant wait to mit my babies. (my 24 noisy but adorable children of coz!)
Im sure they will love their new classroom.

Been to work for two days now. Spent the whole day yesterday decorating and setting up learning corners for them. Actually it just yesterday that i set up the corners.
Tuesday never count coz that's the day when the teachers did a spring cleaning on the store room and music room.

Dang! Should have took pictures of the store room and classroom. *slaps forhead*

Yesterday. after i set up the classroom of mine, i went back home. Took a nap and met up with inda to watch a movie.

Been wanting to watch Shrek 3 but we didnt. =(

Was kinda disappointed la but after watching Surf's Up, i cheered up. The show is very very cute. You guys should watch it!

Managed to slot in a few shopping treats here and there. Wanna see what i bought?

Actually dida bought this one for me at Toa Payoh yesterday. Been eyeing it for a while now. And since school is starting soon, i have a new bag! Yayness!
(dah mcm bdk2 !!)

And what do we have here..?

Hint: Its from TinkerToes.

P/s- The paper bag is soo cute.

Its a pretty and cute pair of heels.

Love the color combination. =)

Bought a top from hula & co.

Cute colors.

And a cute red dress from Divine Indulgence.

Hafta to be more feminine now that ive cut my hair short. I mean, i just dun want to be mistaken for a tomboy.

Speaking of being mistaken, ive always been mistaken for a chinese girl. Aiyo.

No wonder im still single. hurhur.

Met up wit zee a few days back and he said, "Dee tkde bf. Tkkan takde."

Like he was genuinely shocked that i dont have a bf. Funny kan..?

Well, maybe im picky.. maybe i just know what or who rather that i want. Maybe im just not good enough for anyone. Maybe, maybe, maybe..

I see that darlg sri is into Tegar by Rossa.

I on the other hand is really into Atas Nama Cinta by Rossa.

Atas Nama Cinta - Rossa
aku wanita yang punya cinta dihati

ada diriku dan dirinya dalam hidupku

mengapa terlambat cintamu t'lah termiliki

sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

* mengapa yang lain bisa mendua dengan mudahnya

namun kita terbelenggu dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

reff: atas nama cinta hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

sampai nanti hingga aku mati

cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana

asal engkau akhirnya denganku ku bersumpah atas nama cinta

@ 2:48 AM

.Sensitivity.

Are you sensitive?

I am. I think.

I just took a test to see if im sensitive. And guess what? I am.

And sensitivity is nothing to be proud of. Sensitivity is also nothing but a flaw.

-I seem to be aware of subtleties in my environment.

-Other people's moods affect me.

-I tend to be very sensitive to pain.

-I am deeply moved by the arts or music.

-My nervous system sometimes feels so frazzled that I just have to go off by myself.

-I am conscientious.

-I get rattled when I have a lot to do in a short amount of time.

-I am annoyed when people try to get me to do too many things at once.

-I try hard to avoid making mistakes or forgetting things.

-Changes in my life shake me up.

-I find it unpleasant to have a lot going on at once.

-When I must compete or be observed while performing a task, I become so nervous or shaky that I do much worse than I would otherwise.

-I find myself needing to withdraw during busy days,into bed or into a darkened room or any place where I can have some privacy and relief from stimulation.

And the latter is what happened at the family gathering at my aunts crib. Gosh. I was deeply hurt and affected by what was said to me.
By all means, i controlled my tears to stop it from flowing.
Bestie wasnt there for me yesterday so i was kinda jittery.
Thankfully, there was my other 2 'I's still here in sg.

Ija & Inda. Oh and also taib. Though he's not an 'i'.

They just told me to ignore. Infact everyone that knows whatever shit that im going through told me to ignore.

My aunt specially called me up this morning to ask of my well being. Though she doesnt know the full story and partly whatever that i told her is true la. I was moody. And i was having the pms. yada yada yada.

Which is true. Really true.

PMS sucks. You will have a billion emotions running in you.

Like, i was feeling good this morning but now, i just feel.. sad..? frustrated? agitated? lonely..?

Ugh.

Why do we have to go through pms?

Its like freaking irritating to handle these emotions all at once.

I cant handle it.

Ive always believed in this.

But what if the people who matter are the ones who are trying to bring you down. And im saying blood ties. Not just frens-frens kind of thing. I mean, if frens were to say that, i can just drop them.

But what about ur family members?

What if they were the ones who says those remarks?

What do you do?

Are they just INSENSITIVE or am i just Sensitive?

@ 3:12 AM

-good morning-

It's a sunday. Good morning!

Im still in a groggy state coz i kinda juz woke up.

And im still feeling very the jakun over this new pc thus everytime im up, and if there's no one infront of the comp, i must sit infront of it. =p

Besides i wanna update on yesterday. Very eventful day.

Fantastic Four was awesome!! I love it. I was glued to the seat despite wanting to pee. I simply refused to budge and excuse myself coz i dont want to miss any scenes.

Im glad i didnt.

Niwaes, was kinda disapointed that darlg efny couldnt join us as she was still sleepy from yesterday's night shift.

So the attendees for the Fantastic Four movie was: sri, eila, titi, feiroz & yours truly.
Bumped into sue & zubir and we had a quick chat while eating at Tong Seng.
Chat & chat, finally realised it was 5.45 pm. We rushed and i mean, really rushed to the cinema. We practically ran our way there. Mcm cute plak dodge in and out of the crowd in bugis. =)

(tapi kan mmg kita org dah cute, kan sri =p )

Neways, sue complimented that my new hairstyle very nice. Haha.
It seems like everyone prefers this new style.
And of coz, i was afraid of what people might say. Especially my frens. But they loved it so, i LOVED it.

Taib (my ttm) said that long hair makes me look elegant while short makes me look notti.

Taib, its not elegant, its hirok pikok! Its unkempt and its messy! And notti...? Hmmm. Hehe.
But admit it la kan, i still look pretty. Lol.

supagirl.miss icez.danceholic

This is prolly the only picture im gona load w/o editing. The rest all nid touch up. And you guys do know that my photoshop & photoimpact softwares are still not running ryte..?

My hair color sungguh terlain form the other two babes. Lucky at home it doesnt look that outstanding.

Do you know that now i take longer time to get ready?

Yes, i need to style my hair. Wax it & spray. Very hirok pikok. And to think im not that vain!

I now proclaim myself as a very vain girl.

*ahacks*

Got sumting for dad since its father's day. It was a last minute shopping trip.

Eila & Sri helped to pick so i wasnt that fickle on what to get.

So i hope that he will like it.. =)

So to all father's...

P/s- Im still shocked about yesterday's confession. And its not about the 'i-hate-ur-old-hair-look.

P/p/s- Looks like i have to give today's makeover a miss. Hafta go to a family function. Sorry Arif! & Ija of coz! =s

P/p/p/s- Last one, i promised. Im addicted to this rossa's Atas nama cinta song. I think, i think im gonna chnge my song here. Hee.

*suker dee asik tukar2 lagu jek*

@ 10:33 AM

weekend.

Weekend is here!! Actually it doesnt make any difference to me coz its the skul holidays and im kinda like rotting these days at home.

Would love to go out but money-wise, it kinda dun permit. heh. Its nearly end of the month so everything is a bit tight.

And to top it all off, father's day is tomoro.
Have yet to buy anything for dad.
*sigh*

But anyways, i'll be heading to bugis today to meet up with my dearest and lovelies.

Yay..!!

Fantastic Four anyone..??

@ 2:23 AM

new skin

Photoimpact and photoshop are still not running.

And since im sick of my blog skin, i decided to change it. Lol.

So, this is the nicest that ive ripped from blogskins.com.

No offence, but i prefer making my own. =)

But situations dun permit.

Wokay, blog again soon.

Toodles.

@ 4:22 PM

.my brand new look.

So how.. ready for my new look?

Haha.

Not yet ok.

Gonna post some pictures from that significant day- June 2nd. =)

Sri darling.. bebuih kan gambar kita..?? lol.
Nipz, thx 4 the ride home.
Shall do it again hor. =p

==================================================

I went to work the other day and i saw boyfie!!!!!!

Look.

Darling, you should be looking at the camera.

And he did. It was picture perfect.

That's my long hair.
And now its short!!!!!

Courtesy of inda.

She cut her hair too...

Cash, my stylist. He's good.

Most of dem receive this pix of mine after i cut it off. lol.

teehee.

in the toilet. again.

shades on.

Oh gosh. There's dis pic of mine alone wearing shades.. its gone. i accidentally delete it. *sobs*

Okay. Im done. More pictures will be up soon after i edit them. N if im not lazy. Heh.

Toodles.

P/s- Sri, i dah bis blog.

P/p/s- Take care ianz in kl. Ingat2 i ok. *winks*

@ 8:55 AM

Vexed.

Boring nyer!!!!

Msn cannot run.

No photoimpact.

No photoshop.

What good is a brand new acer flat screen computer without all those..??!!

F&@!$%#$%&**^%*)_&

P/s- Hammie, ur deeply missed. *sobs*

@ 6:42 AM

Long Entry..?

I forsee this to be long entry with lots pictures.

NOT!

Sorry guys but i am nursing from a very bad migraine. Since yesterday that is.

Anyways, this entry will prolly be endless rantings and updates on yours truly.

If ure interested,pls continue reading and if you're not, kindly make your way out. =)

Guess what? I have breaking news people.

I cut my hair!

And its not my normaly hairstye length which i usually cut.

Its even shorter!

Of course i was sceptical at first about having a whole new look but i kinda like it now.

You should see me whining to my stylist and how he shook his head and sighed.

Inda can vouch to that, ryte babe?

So then i took the risk.

My hairstyle changed. My look changed.

I was happy. Inda was happy. My stylist was happy. And it turns out, the people who already saw me with my new look was happy.

They said it really suit me and all. And this look takes me about 10 mins longer to get ready than usual.

To style my hair, i hafta blow dry, wax & spray.

Too much hardwork. But to look good, why not ryte..?

So, i reckon you guys wanna haf a sneak peek.

Not today ok. =p

Not in the mood to upload la. And just too lazy!

Digressing.

I just got up like an hour ago.

My weekend this past few weeks have been superb, likewise for the last weekend!

And i spent it with my lovelies.

Saturday was spent with a few bunch of people from HPC. While Sunday was with my adoring family.

It was a blast. Everyone ad fun bbq-ing and chilling by the beach.

My fav moment from yesterday was when me & yuyu came up with this silly idea of becoming hosts for the home video.

It was uber fun and i cant wait to see the outcome. =)

It was also an experience sleeping in the tent by the beach. Never in my life i had i done that. Yesterday was the first.
And since yesterday was a hot sunny day by the beach, i am suffering from a bad migraine but am still holding on.

Neways, i was learning how to play the guitar from yuyu yesterday when my chinese uncle came up next to me and asked me while taking the food and said, "Why Taufiq not here?"

I just stared at him, dumbfounded.

For a second he seemed to regret what he said but quickly composed himself and said, "Taufik Batisah la."

So i said, " Oh, Ive been busy la. No time to call him up and invite."

And guess what? He even entertained his crazy niece la ok.

"Aiya, why never tell me earlier. I can call him up for you."

"Alamak. You never tell me."

And the both of us just laughed.

I was telling this to Dida yesterday night and we were both like, whats up with dat eh.

And we started talking and i was like asking her, "You think if dat time i have accepted taufiq, would mama let me marry him last year."

Dida said "Lets go ask la."

And we did.

And i was right. Mama said she would let me marry him ok!

Marry at the age of 21?

Me?

Oh no no no no no no.

*shakes head*

Too early and im still so young. =)

Ok. I wanna find sumting to eat. Im hungry can..? =p

Toodles.

Before i go, i just wanna say this out.

'Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi.

Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita di hati,

Walaupun sukar ku akur kali ini,

Biarlah ku pergi...'

@ 4:43 AM

Missing me..?

Firstly, my million apologies for being missing in action.

A lot has been going on.

Like, the holidays for example. Im enjoying every minute of the holidays.
Been spending a lot of my time outdoors thus the lack of blogging.

Not that it mattered.

There's no internet connection at home! Im deprived of blogging and surfing the net and all. I think its gona be a few more days and i can start surfing again!

Anyways, im back at work. Supposedly accompanying ija while she's giving tuition. So im spending my time idling and doing things ive been wanting to do!

Checked my frensta afta days of not checking.

There's only one thing i have to point out. Or say out rather.

I'M NOT SURPRISED ANYMORE!

I really am not. =)

See, days of not having a proper blogging has caused me a blog-block.

Will blog again when i get the inspiration or something. Toodles.

Btw, check out the new song im posting in my blog.

Its from AZ yet- Last Night.

Its sooooooo... sexy. Ahaks.

@ 6:03 AM