<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

Thank you!~

Thank you for the tags.

Thank you for your comments.

Thank you for the two cents worth.

Thank you unknown taggers. Thank you friends.

Unfortunately, you guys do know that i dont quite reply tags anymore. Haha.

So anyhoos, unknown tagger, im heeding your advice.

I will forget.

I miss the lil one though.

Im heading to bed soon.

p.s - i miss randy. *winks to inda & ween*

oops. miss Mr A even more. =p

@ 10:37 PM

Random

So its, 12.51am as im typing this out.

I know i should be sleeping by this time but somehow, i just feel like typing a random entry.

Yes, this is a random entry.

Ive changed my song yet again here.

Seribu tahun by Imran Ajmain.

Was actually contemplating between Taufik's Usah Lepaskan and Imran's Seribu Tahun.

I chose the latter coz its more meaningful with how im feeling right now.

You know, when the lyric goes, 'Relaku menunggu mu, seribu tahun lama lagi..'

Yes, Mr A, i will still be waiting for you. *smiles*

I was browsing online and i saw this.

Now, dat can never come true for me.

My first love took my heart and ripped it apart.

I swore i never love again.

I swore my heart would never meant.

Love wasnt worth the pain.

But then, i hear it call my name.

Sounds familiar? Heh.

Yes, love keeps calling my name.

Even though it was the with the wrong kind of guy or what not, i learnt from all that experience.

So, erm, Mr A, ders something i want you to know...

(if you were to stumble upon my blog dat is, coz everyone knows i wont say it face to face to ya)

Right, so to NOT make me blush any deeper, lets side track.

I received this email from Haida today and i thought i'd share it with you guys.

What's from Singapore?

I'm soo glad i dont have a car. Or a bike.

This ERP gantry is practically ripping people off.

Ok, i did say that this entry is random didnt i?

One last thing before i end this very random entry.

To that, i especially dedicate that poem to these wonderful souls.

p.s. i still do wanna rub it in. *smiles*

@ 12:50 AM

My so called best friend

Pardon me while i vent out my endless frustration that has been boiling for over a week now.

No, this entry has no subtleties, no glittery words. Just pure honesty. Nothing that i made up.

I say what i want to say and im very sure you all will know who is about prior to my title.

Ok, i have a best friend.

Oops, lets rephrase. I used to have a best friend whom i met at AM 4 years ago.

Somehow even though its been 4 years, only know i know what kind of person she really is.

Im very upset. Very very upset with the way she is behaving.

Not only that, we actually digged up past chat logs and boy oh boy was really shocked to hear my beloved best friend talking shit about me!

Is that what best friends do?

Talking shit behind their backs?

Calling their best friends irritating?

Hey gf, if you really dont know, best friends are supposed to be there for each other. Best friends are supposed to get mad and scold her friend whenever they did something wrong. It seems queer to scold a friend but thats what best friends do.

I dont mind you axe-ing me from D.A coz you did it all by urself didnt you?

You set the whole thing up.

You designed everything.

I did not, i repeat I DID NOT ASK FOR ANY CREDIT. I did not ask for a single cent did i?

Im very happy that MARIA J wanted D.A to get a portfolio ready and all. Other than that, im very happy for you. And what shit did i get from you and your family?

SARCASM? PARKING NAMA?

Remember, i told you that i dont have the software and i did mention that i wanna leave D.A and you said 'Tkpe u."

Remember that?

I guess you dont coz you spread lies to your family about me and i know they hate me to the core right now and then you backstab me to my very own set of friends.

Wow.

Im very impressed best friend.

Youre a one in a million best friend ive ever had.

And yes, thats sarcasm, mind you.

Remember the other day, we chatted and we said we're the middle people to these other two set of friends that we had?

Now, i should be apologising to you for not really explaining what middle people do.
See, you're just like a kid who needs someone to explain what to be done, isnt it?

Lets recap, best friend. This could be a lesson to learn in the near future if you were to go through it again.

When you're a middle person and you have two sets of frens who have a disliking for each other, the most important thing is to ALWAYS be there for each set of friends.
If they want to rant and complain, LET THEM.
LISTEN but DONT convey the msg to the other party.
When you're out with the either party, NEVER EVER bring up the other party and speak ill things of them.

Still dont get it best friend?
Send me a text. Or rather give me a call and i will explain everything to you again from A to Z.

Im very upset with you, do you know that?

Im very very upset that my very own best friend did these?

I did admit my mistakes didnt i?

I apologised to you for not helping out. I know i was wrong. I wasnt committed to D.A. I have other priorities. Other commitments.
Personal matters and not just guy matters (you know the one you keep telling ef that i keep having boy trouble).

You dont know right now im going through hell once again but i didnt wanna trouble you about it lest you said PROBLEMS LAGI.

Best Friend, everyone has problems.

When you have problems, you either keep it to yourself or complain to your best friend.

Remember the days when you keep complaining about your job and all up till now, i was there listening to your every rant.

Did i ever complain and say you're irritating?

Never best friend! Never!

So whenever i had boy trouble why cant you even listen to my complains and then not tell people that im very irritating.

Why cant you just tell me that i should STOP COMPLAINING instead of bitching about me?

Why cant you that?

Is it because you're not a very good friend to begin with?

So i lost another friend? Big deal.
I think i can make do with one less.
Especially with a character like yours.

But hey best friend, or should i say former best friend, i wish you all the best for D.A.

One friendly reminder though, DELIVER ON TIME K..?

*smiles*

@ 9:16 AM

Wicked Karaoke

Im going to try sumting different right now.

Hi! Im diyana aka dee aka dyna.

The other day, i went to Ija's house to pass her the food that i cooked.

Den, i rushed to Somerset to meet darling sri for our movie date.

I didnt ask her to choose between KFC or McDonald. =p

As you can see, we ate at BK.

After the movie we rushed and i mean literally rushed for our karaoke date with these babes.

Thats efny, yaya and newly recruited NURUL.

As we entered, we started our mini concert.

Sri & me belting out HAVE YOU EVER by BRANDY.
This song is especially dedicated for MR A. =)

Ok, i swear i dont know whether we're dancing or what. Heh.

And dis one too...

We also started camwhoring.

sri, yours truly, efny

the attendees.

Yup, we had a blast.
Be sure to do it again, k babes.

And we hafta make sure dida & eila joined in as well.

Im gonna end this entry with a self absorbed picture of myself.

Oh anyways, im gona be ending every entry with 'p.s'...

SO here goes,

p.s - im still sick!
n i dragged myself to work despite.

=(

@ 6:36 PM

My belated bdae treat.

My belated birthday treat with the MCQUEENS.

Way belated.

But better late than never ryte?

A picture is worth a thousand words, they say.

Im going to let the pictures do the talking now.

Enjoy!~

The end.

Good night ya'll.

Im heading to bed.

Lil miss shy is sick. =(

p.s. i love you.

@ 10:47 PM

P/s, I LOVE YOU

If you knew your life was ending, would you think up a way to help your spouse/significant other move on? In P.S. I Love You, Jerry Kennedy (Gerard Butler) knows he’s going to die and concocts a plan to help his wife Holly (Swank) make it through the grieving process and start over without him.

Holly and Jerry have verbal battles over children and shopping and sex and future plans – the same things a lot of married couples spar over from time to time. Jerry wants more ‘hot, nasty sex;’ Holly wants Jerry to get serious about work. Holly’s intelligent and serious; Jerry’s a fun-loving Irish hunk with a wicked sense of humor. Despite the occasional bad moments and their clashing personalities, their marriage is a strong one.

But the Kennedys aren’t given a ‘happily ever after’ ending to their relationship. Jerry succumbs to an illness and Holly’s left to handle life without her best friend. Depressed, Holly becomes a hermit in the home she shared with Jerry. She withdraws from her friends Denise (Lisa Kudrow) and Sharon (Gina Gershon) and won’t respond to phone calls from her concerned mom, Patricia (Kathy Bates). Holly’s miserable and inconsolable – basically a horrible mess who’s resorted to watching old Judy Garland movies and going without bathing.

Jerry apparently knew his Holly well, and understood how she’d withdraw from life after his death. In order to set her on the right track, he penned a series of 12 letters to be delivered on specific dates after he died. Jerry's letters from the grave, each ending with 'P.S. I Love You', contain very specific instructions on how Holly should plug herself back into life. Dress up, party, sing, visit Ireland, pursue her artistic ambitions, love again…the letters do their job of pushing her ever so gently into overcoming her grief and moving on without the man who made her laugh.

I give the movie a 15 out of 10. =)

P/s- I cried during the movie.

P/P/s- He is still all that i think about. :s

@ 3:20 PM

Jumper

A genetic anomaly allows a young man to teleport himself anywhere.

He discovers this gift has existed for centuries and finds himself in a war that has been raging for thousands of years between "Jumpers" and those who have sworn to kill them.

I give this movie a 10.5 out of 10. =)

It helps that Hayden Christensen is drop dead GORGEOUS.

He's on my favorite list now.

*drools*

@ 1:48 PM

Untitled

Somehow, i seemed to have so many things to blog about yet at the same time my mind seem to be elsewhere.

I have so many complaints.

So many rants and ravings that i just wanna blog about but then again, i dont no how to type it down as subtly as possible as i have eyes peering over this lowly blog of mine.

I dont wanna create a hoo haa over it.

I dont wanna be sympathise.

I just wanna blog and let everything out without people contradicting me.

Without people feeling sorry for me.

Lets just say, im very DISAPPOINTED.

Very very disappointed.

It has bever been easy being in this difficult situation.

But thankfully, im blessed with wonderful souls who listened to my rants.

Who picked me up from the fall.

Who caught me when i threw myself off the cliff.

At this point of time, yes, i do need that particular someone to be right by my side especially through the downest moments but what can i do?

Lets digress.

This morning, my alarm rang at 6.15am.

I woke up with a start, scurrying to go to the toilet to shower and get ready for work.

As i turn the door knob, it struck me that its a Saturday!

That's when i climbed back to sleep.

I had a wonderful time yesterday with my colleagues at my boss's huge bungalow.

And im pretty sure thay had a time of their life laughing at my 'memorable' Vday date.

So, i dont celebrate Vday.

It was a mere coincidence that someone asked me out that particular day.

How memorable can it get?

Well, a few do's n dont's when going on a date could probably give you guys a few hints on what really happen.

-Do dress appropriately.
Dont wear long sleeve, pants and SANDALS.
First impression is very important.
Even if you dont have a Hayden Christensen face, at least if u dress well, it wouldnt be so bad.

-Dont call off the date and call it on again at the last minute.
Unless you have a valid reason.
Like you got into an accident.

- Do make do your promise.
When you promised to fetch your date at say, 5 o'clock, be there early. Its a plus point to be early.

-Dont make your date choose between KFC or McDonald for dinner.
Make sure there's two drinks.

- Dont be a CHEAPO.
Dont tell your date you chose Bedok Theater coz the ticket is cheap.

(if you're sincere enough to have a proper date, even though its a weekend plate car, you can fork out a few bucks to fetch your date. And not make them go back to your place and get the car after 7)

So how? Got the sypnosis yet?

My colleagues had a lot of fun laughing at my story last night.

Me, of coz became the butt of joke. Getting teased about it again and again.

Thanks guys!

I know, my plight is terrible.

I have a lot of things on my mind right now and i even have to go through the worst date ever! Joke!

That wasnt the last bit.

He asked if i wanted to go out with him again.

I was like, 'errrrmmmmm..'

The same night, he sms me, his own words, "U, can i sound you stead?"

I laughed and laughed and laughed.

It was damn hilarious i tell you.

First thing first, zaman bila sound stead?

Second thing, you barely know me and you say u love me..?

What a joke!

But everyone told me that its a learning experience.

It was, really.

Had a conversation with Dida earlier.

She asked what happen to A?
She said that im dating around and if A knows, of coz he will think that im not serious about him.

Which was true, come to think about it.

So, i guess, NO MORE DATES.

Yes, no more.

Ive said my piece.

I think im gonna listen to sad sappy songs now.

Taa.

@ 1:22 PM

Im Back

Batam Update will be up, prolly by the end of the week.

For now, im heading to bed.

*yawn*

p/s - i miss him but i think he doesnt feel the same way. =(

@ 9:36 PM

Off i go...!!!

Will be back on sunday!

@ 10:01 AM

Nun & Azmi's Big Day

Yes, as promised.

Part 2 of Fantastic and busy Saturday.

The welcoming potrait of the couple.

We sat at table 7 when initially, me n my date was supposed to be at table 19. ahaks.

the lovely dais.

the dancers entertaining the guests.

And the moment yall been waiting for...

No no, not me n HIM.

Its the wedding couple. Duh!~

Table 7 peeps. Going crazy~

the couple's second outfit.

the groom actually cried ok while listening to his bestman's speech.

Feeling2 northlanders. Padahal padahal.
Was actually forced by ija to get on the dais to take a group picture with the bride and groom.
Bluek!~

We went outside after that shot and took our very own crazy wacky shots, before heading to ija & azly's crib for a chill out session.

First,

We went crazy with the bunga mangga.

Then,

the guys went crazy infront of the ktv lounge. *tsk tsk*

Next,

we girls actually went inside the cage to take a picture.

And..we label ourselves,

The pussyCAGEdolls.

More pictures at my multiply.
P/s- dun wanna burst your bubble but ders no pictures of him. Heh.

@ 12:19 AM

Get Well Soon Love

I played doctor yesterday.

HE was sick and i 'took' care of him.

Served him food.

Woke him up to ask him to take his medicine.

Asked him to drive home safe.

I even had thoughts of buying that noodle that naat told me to all the way from vivo to send to him.

But i thought otherwise.

But it felt nice to take care of someone you love.

It really does. *smiles*

Technically, this entry was supposed to be short and sweet and nice and all but i was surfing the net and i stumbled upon this.

My heart just sank. =(

@ 1:04 PM