Wednesday, January 25, 2006

.pri sch.



It seems like people i know is talking alot about the past. i want to talk about it too can..? Hee. Oh yea, i would like to mention dat ryte now, at this very moment, the concert at the Indoor stadium is ongoing. Pardon me. I just cant seem to shake off the thought that my beloved BSB band from young is here in Singapore. I rather go crazy over them rather than Syed Azmir, Khairul Anuar, Khairil, Fauzie. Who r they aniwae? *ahaks* No offence to Singapore singers, but they are just not that happening for me. Maybe except for Taufik. Hehe. Ok so back to what i was saying. I wanted to reminise the past too. No, not the one or two years ago past. But way back. About a decade ago. When i was just, errmm, 11 years old. Yup. It was 1995. BSB was the IN thing way back then. And i know my frens are all so crazy about them. I was soo head over heels wif Nicholas Gene Carter. He is like the official heart throb in 1995. Still is anyway. To me dat is. Except that he gains weight. A lot dat is. But he still looks good. Believe me. haha.

Well, i did say that i wanna tok about the past. Not about BSB though. BOut me n my circle of frens. I vividly remember my very first bf. Shaih Mahmood. That's his name. He is my very first bf and the very first bf who broke my heart. Jahat la he. Mintak break pakai surat. *blueek* Still remember the day when i received a note form his classmates (Liza & Siti Rahmah). See, Shaih was in 6/5. I was in 6/7. I also remember that on that fateful day, i didnt have any prefect duty. Yes. I WAS a prefect way back in primary school. *gags* So the two girls gave me dat note n i was supa shocked that he wanted to split. Considering that the nyte b4 we were toking on the fon as per normal. No arguments. Infact, we didnt have any arguments at all. Maybe that was a bad sign too. I didnt break down der and den. I tot the girls were pulling a fast one on me. So i headed to the basketball court where the 6/5 boys were playing, god knows wat. (dorang lempar2 paper lah ok at each otha). I dragged him aside and started asking him whether the note was really from him and all dat stuff. He kept quiet sey. Nva mention anything to me. So, i crushed the paper and throw to his face. Yes. His face. Walked away with tears rolling down my cheeks. Aahh. First heartbreak. First real tears bcoz if puppy love.
Sedih tau! As i walked back to da canteen, i bumped into Armar (my 2nd bf). His eyes was full of concern. I just turned away from him. Even when i was wif Shaih, i knew Armar liked me coz he confessed his feelings for me. But i was a one man or ratha, oneboy girl at dat point of time. Little did i noe y dat idiot broke up wif me. ARRRGGHH.

Armar Syahid was the one who picked me up during my down-est moment. That downeset moment was when Shaih broke up wif me. Kira touching la tu. Haha. Armar was the nicest, bestest, good looking bf afta Shaih. He pampers me alot. Always buying me stuff whenever he went for an outing or some sort with his family. I also remember a time when he rushed down to the library straight after waking up to mit me juzt coz i told him that i was der. I also remember him giving me a note telling me that i was beautiful.. AWwwwww.. *grins*

Armar was in 6/8. We have malay classes togetha so we see each other all time. I remember purposely going to the toilet each lesson just so that bf of mine would catch my eye. The irony of 2nd love. *guffaws wif laughter* But me & Armar broke up. The reason? Coz we went to diff sec sch. Lame. I noe. That was one thing that i regretted for a long long time but life goes on.

Two years later. We met again. At Fareez crib. The boys of 6/5, 6/6, 6/7 and 6/8 got together. (Mcm mana dorang bleh get togetha pun i tak tau)
But the best part, at Fareez's crib, Shaih and Armar sat next to each other. And the other boys who knew started teasing me about it. Asking me to choose between the two. Like, what the..??!! Ryte now, i lost touch wif the boys. Seriously. No contact at all. Even Fadhli Haron. The most 'hello' guy in sch whom i was real close too back den. And now, how many years later, everyone has drifted apart. Everyone except, me & my gfs. But thanks to Frensta, Anak Melayu, im slowly getting them back. But only a few. Still keeping in touch wif Azreen (6/4- best class lah ok), Aidil (6/3), Syaiful Bahry (6/5) and Jazrinah(6/6). The rest all missing.
I would very much like to keep in contact wif all of dem again. The memories are just too good to be true. Miss you guys soo much.


@ 12:55 PM