Saturday, May 27, 2006

.sigh.



First & foremost, a big shout out to darling sri who already turns 20. So sorry syg for the late late wish. Gosh, im sucha bad friend.
But, aniwaes, u already have the no 2 right in the front der so, hmm, dah TUA!!! hehe.
I wish u all the best in your life esp ur love life k. Dgr2 very very happy with ur hubz kan..? I miss ya darl. We should meet up soon.
*hugs & kisses from me to ya*

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On a totally different matter altogether, have you had any idea how to turn down a proposal..? Ok, i see eyebrows raising. Not marriage proposal. Job proposal. See, yesterday, i received a call from my old workplace asking me to take over 2 classes till the end of the year. And they are only paying me by hour. I did my calculations when i was out with darlg bf yesterday and the pay was like ONLY a lil bit more than the time i worked half day. N, i was offered a job for full day. So, i definitely think it is not worth it. Besides, if i were to think of the future and in the long run, since my 'contract' will end by the end of the year, i have to look for a job yet again. How leceh is that?
So right now, i am like supposed to call the principal up and tell her that im gonna have to turn it down. But im so not good with words. Well not actually. The bf said that i have a gib tongue. Heh.
But im still so confused.
I mean, i do need a job and all since school is finishing in like 2 weeks time but i just want a STABLE job with GOOD PAY. Can sumbody tell me they understand what im going through?
*sigh*

The throat is not feeling too good. Suspect a cough coming. Can almost visualise the bf frowning at me and saying, "Drink COKE sumore yesterday" Heh. Cuteness.
Yup, so i drank COKE yesterday when i was out with him. Didnt go that far. Made a trip to Heartland Mall with the bf to satisfy Mama's craving of OCK. And guess what? We walked all the way there, cutting through those flats to reach Heartland Mall. For those who know, my flat is way far from the mall. But ironically, i didnt feel tired at all. Maybe coz, the bf was right by my side. Im getting to know him more & more each day and the trust is building up.

For those who didnt know my dilemma. Im finding it hard to trust people now. Even the bf. Due to my past. But im slowing letting it go coz its so unfair to the bf. Besides, love is based on trust. And if you dun trust ur other half, wats the point of being in love..?

Ive made my point.


@ 2:39 PM