Monday, August 14, 2006

sleepy sunday.



Im so sleepy. I slept at 4 this morning while RZ was already so comfortable in bed and drifting off to sleep. Oh well, im his lullaby. *blueek*
That guy will fall asleep easy if he's talking to me. Which can only mean one thing.

Im a boring person to talk to. Bah~

Im getting closer and closer to him. He is soo my solace. I turn to him and vice versa. Its weird. Who would have thought that the guy who broke my heart two years ago is finaly back in my life. No. We are not romantically involve. We are just straight up close and good friends. He's my buddy. I love him. (Up to u to deduce that) Straight up platonic relationship. Unbelivable? Well, believe it.

Another platonic relationship that im having is with Didi. Gosh. I was so shocked to hear the rumors i heard about me. I told Didi off for not telling me this. He said he dont want me to think of such trivial matters. I retorted that i feel soo much like a celebrity with those people spewing rumors about me. Hah.
Btw, now that im close back with him, people mite think that im having an affair. *sigh* But then... WATEVER.
People can say whatever that they want to say.

Something happened last night. I was in the car at Sembawang SC carpark while the rest went for the meal. I stayed in. Im not going into details but im livid with rage. Very very angry. GGGrrrrr. But now, ive cooled down. Im washing my hands off that particular thing that bugged me. I want to start anew.

Thanks to all those sweet sweet words from people that cared about me.

'God will always bless an angel like you..'

I wanted to cry when i read that, Ianz.

'You're sweet, attractive and smart..'

Am i ween? But thx darl. You made up my day today.

My only hope right now is that he realise his mistake. I believe in karma. What goes around comes around. At least i wont live with a guilty conscience of letting the person i love go.. *rolls my eyes*

Im soo sleepy. Im gonna take a short nap. Woke up early to go visit Nadya at the hospital with the folks. Get well soon babe!

Oh and a shout out to Liyana. Congrats gal. First time time take TP and pass. Woohoo.

p/s- im starting work tomoro. =)


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