Wednesday, November 29, 2006
I feel like crap.
Ok, i know that its not exactly a proper and polite way to start an entry but i just cant help it.
The reason?
I was about to start the pc when i saw something familiar, something very very familiar lying on the computer table..
I was shocked when i saw it.
My diary!!
Oh gosh.
My diary lying on the computer table and in my parents room.
Shit! Shit! Shit!
I dont know if the P.U read my diary or not considering the nosiness of them.
Can you imagine how i feel?
Im feeling so crappy right now. What if they read my diary?
My personal, private tots and experiences all in there.
I think i can die.
I noe im acting like a melodramatic queen but i just cant help it.
I'd be supa dupa embarrased.
For now, im pretty sure that Mama did not read coz she dont sit infront of the pc often and that this morning she was acting normally towards me. But Dad..?
Im pretty panicky about him.
Why?
Coz i saw him going through my baby album when i went to the kitchen this morning. I pretended not to see but he quickly close the album and put it aside.
Oh man!
What on earth can he be up to?
Did i grow up too fast?
Did he saw something in my diary?
Arrggghhhhh.
Im going crazy. My head is spinning.
Im going to vury my head in the sand if they really read my diary.
Im supa dead.