Sunday, December 31, 2006




In less than 48 hours, we will all say goodbye to 2006 and say hello to 2007.

Time sure flies.

Everyone, well, mostly everyone has been summarising their 2006 experiences via blogging.

And i tot i'd do the same thing. Heh.

Well, 2006 has been full of ups & downs.

Let me try segregate them so that i, myself wont be too mixed up.

Family
My family has been great. For this year. Heh. I have the usual squabbles with the PUs at times but all is good. This year, i see, the gradfolks being thrown from one house to another (ish), but they have settled themselves comfortable and permanently in my crib. Its good to see them comfortably settling in my room. Except confirm dorang sakit mata with all the pictures of me & taufik on the wall. Hehe. My parents have been more understanding this year. Maybe they already realised that all their babies have actually grown up. Im actually very impressed with the fact that both my parents accepted the fact that two of thier daughters (kak noi & dida) have bfs now. And they are accepted with open arms.
The previous relationship for dida that is, didnt work, maybe coz, they thot that dida is too young to be dating and mind you, she was still in ITE back then. Maybe thats the reason. So, i answered that question for you dida. Its not that the PUs dont like your previous ex. Its just that they tot that you're too young. And that being the reason for your break up, its very hard to understand coz the PUs didnt like Adek at first but m totally accepting him ryte now. That's is also maybe just a test to see how much Adek can stand our parents.
Elder sis found herself a new bf and has left her previous one. The one the rest of the immediate family has known and grown attached to. Well, things didnt work out for them and now, both have found new partners.
Bro is still very much the same. He has completed his ITE and is now waiting for his results. He is also taking driving courses. Which got me thinking, when m i going to continue mine..? *frowns*

Love
A sensitive issue this is for me. The year 2006, is the year where i finally met someone, fell in love, got into a relationship and broke up, not amicably.
Mind you, it took me 2 years to finally settle into a relationship but fate wasnt on our side. We broke up a day before our 3 months being together.
It wasnt his fault. It wasnt mine either. It was us. We werent able to communicate properly and thus paid the consequences.
My frens said that im choosy when it comes to picking bfs. But i beg to differ. My reason for taking soo long to find a new bf is coz i always find it hard to get over someone i loved. But up until now, i stil dont or have yet to realise what is true love. But i believe is soulmates. Im sure one day i will meet my soulmate. But ryte now, i aint looking for love. I enjoy singlehood. I enjoy meeting people. And i wont look for love. I will let love look for me. =)

Friends
I love all my friends. My pri sch fren, my sec sch frens, my bestie & her fam, my HPC, my colleagues, my frens whom i was introduced to. My internet friends. All of them.
They have been and will always be my pillar of strength, my shoulder to cry on, my listening ear. Life isnt life w/o all of you.
I love you guys.

Me
Some people say that i have changed. They say that im more flattering now in terms of looks and how i dress. In a crude way that a close fren said to me.

"You dulu ugly duckling. Now you have blossomed into a swan"

Thx ah. To say that im flattered, i am, abit, but at the same time im frowning coz i was told i was too simple with the way i dress.
I noe, pple have been seeing me w/o tudung and all. Im sure all are intrigued. To say that im not ready, yea i AM NOT READY. But, to avoid hurting my parents feelings, that has to be put into consideration too. So, i wear the tudung when im out with them but with my frens, i wont.
But i noe after marriage, i will settle with wearing tudung. Hehe.

Ive finally clinched myself a job after 2 interviews. Haha.
And on top of that, i neednt go on a probation. Is that great or is that great? I finally have my very own classroom which i have been decorating for the past few days. Im soo getting ready for school to reopen and im working my ass out decorating it and setting up learning corners. The fact that i wont be in a bright yellow room for 8 hours thrill me. My room now is purple. Very simple and elegant. I'll take pictures of my classroom soon and hopefully i post it here.

2006 is the year i turn 21. Im finally a young adult. Mama says im very mature now. Really. I dont need to say it out here what i said to her that made her say to me that i was mature. Malu ok. Haha. Bdae celebration was fantastic. With the close family and friends by my side.
This year, becoz of the bdae celebration is the year where i lost one fren. Cut ties with him actually. He was very close to me despite our break up two years ago. We promised each other to stay in contact. Heck, he even wanted me to be his best woman if he were to get married. But one false move he did, i had to cut ties with him. My patience has a limit. This is not a first time he lied. I mean he lied when we were in a relationship. Now, he even lied when we were just friends. My heart aches everytime i think about it. Coz i just lost a friend. But i keep telling myself that he isnt worth it. He really is not. I cant bear to look at him or contact him anymore. He keeps disappointing me over and over again. And i just had enough. I cant take it no more!

Frustrations aside, lets all say hello to 2007 and welcome them with open arms. Hopefully 2007 will be a better year for everyone. Insyallah.


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