Monday, September 24, 2007

An agony



Pardon me for my endless rantings here. This entry will have no pictures for view fyi. Maybe when im less busy.

I kinda just woke up from my sleep.

I noe that its not good to sleep when ure fasting. But the thing is, im not fasting.

You see, ive been having this major tension headache since yesterday. It was really bad that my head was hanging on one side of my head. But i dragged myself out of my house still.

This morning at 8, Mama knocked on my door. I opened it and Mama asked why im not working.

I replied, "Tension headache".

She said, " Ah tu ah, merayap aje smalam."
(Translation: Roaming around ah yesterday)

But the thing is, i HAD to go.

Why, u ask?

It was one of my best friend's birthday surprise celebration. And i was ONE of the PLANNER.

How could i ever give it a miss??

The surprise look she had when the rest turned up at esplanade with a TOM & JERRY cake and belting out the birthday song was priceless. And her being her, she even sang together with us. Lepak ah kau dok!~

Then, i gave her the birthday prezzie which i bought earlier that day. She thought i went shopping when it was for her. What did i give her on behalf of the rest..?

A brown hula & co slippers & bag. It has butterflies on it okay. And God knows how that babe of mine is crazy about butterflies. *smiles*

The surprise & celebration with the rest of the WSS mates were fantastic. Of course, i had to fake that smile & laughter even though i was trying so very hard to endure that throbbing pain.

I went to the clinic today. Walking alone under the hot sun was excruciating. I beared the pain and managed to see Doctor Mornica Goh.

She took my BP and it was way low.

She advised me to get something to eat before taking my medication and then sleep. That is exactly what i did.

She asked me this question, "Are you under stress..?"

I just didnt know whether im in under any sort of stress.

Yes, i admit work is pretty much hectic these days. Especially since this is the last term.
With the graduation concert coming up, rushing through portfolios. Deadline is on the 26th of October btw. N the project of cleaning my earthquake, 3.5 Richter scale bedroom could be taking a toll.

Yea, maybe i am a bit stressed up.

Especially when i heard of the mayhem at work today.

I swear if this headache of mine didnt occur, i would not have taken MC.

Somehow, i feel guilty just thinking about it.

*sigh*

But i hope everything will be back to normal. Im pretty sure, theres gonna be a lot of apologising and tears flowing tomorrow at work.

If anyone ever felt any less guilty. Like me.


@ 6:45 PM