Monday, January 28, 2008

Monday.



Monday came and went.

ANd boy oh boy, i was so so surprised that i did not feel the blues today. Very shocking i must say.

And no, the day was neither bad nor was it that good. Still ok though.

Its very shocking actually coz every monday i will be very very grumpy but funny enough i have a huge smile on my face when i went to work and even when i left work.

Please dont ask me why. I myself dont know the answer. The only thing that can make me happy is HIM and HIM hasnt been making me happy. No. HIM doesnt know that i want him to make me happy. Ok, im rambling on and on about HIM.

So who is HIM, you may ask..?

Of coz, only my closest will know.

He is in my thoughts every minute, every second, everyday.

Heck, i even composed a letter to him months back.

Yes, ive known him for only 2 years. But he showed me the qualities that ive always wanted in a man.

Smart. Capable. Confident. Stable. Good looking. Tall.

Perfect for me.

Intriguing kan?

I know, i know im dating around but my heart has always been for him. Its funny coz he will never ever know that my heart belongs to him. I dont quite want him to know how i feel coz i dont wanna go thru another heartbreak.

Im just letting nature takes its course.

If its fate that he n i will be together, then we will.

If its not, than i wont marry.

Im being melodramatic arent i?

I really have already come to the point where i believed that all the good guys out there are eaither married or gay!

There are no good guys out there anywhere, is there?

Ok, i dont wanna talk about my pathetic love life anymore. I shall end here and go to sleep.

p/s - Saw my former vp for the very fist time since last year. We had our lil own catching up session for 1 and a half hours. =)

p/p/s- good luck at work tomorrow saddiq!

p/p/p/s - i cant blog about my weekend yet coz ween has yet to send me the pixies.

Darling Ween, email them hokay. *muah*


@ 11:10 PM