Saturday, June 28, 2008

I miss you



Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
Here i am, sitting around wondering if i meant anything to him.
Thinking if he ever cares about me.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him.
Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise me by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of our favourite show.
Laying on my bed, thinking of the last time we went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, our dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him online.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.

I dont wanna feel the way that i do.
I just wanna be right here with you.
I dont wanna see, see us apart.
I just wanna say it straight from my heart.

I MISS YOU.
you're just a part of me, i cant let go.


@ 1:21 PM