Tuesday, November 18, 2008

hear me rant



Well, hello.

Its Tuesday evening and im SUPPOSED to be sleeping.

Well, actually not so.

I got back home 2 hours ago from Bugis with bestie, ija.

Yup, just the two of us.

Its been a while since we both did that, considering for the fact that she is with a kid now.

Nonetherless, once in a while, to just sit down, just catching up on old times was awesome.
And i cant say we shall do it again coz its more to like a one day kind of thing.
Hurhur.

We had our meal at Tong Seng before having dessert at Swensens.
Apple crumble baby.
Yuuuuummmmaaaaay.

After both meals, the two of us were practically bloated.
And guess what, one of us vomitted lor.
=p

Someone smelled of vomit so we had this idea of sampling perfume.
And guess what?

Some bugger followed us ok.
Everywhere i turned its his face.
Gosh.
It got a bit scary but since we're like in a public place, there is nothing to be scared of.

So there we were sampling the perfumes and i was torn between Escada's Moon Sparkle and Incredibly Me.
I was figuring out which to get for my birthday (ehem yes, its coming soon) when that bugger came up to us and asked if we could be friends.

He asked Ija and she said, she's married. Which is true of course.
And then turned to me and i said, "Im married." Which im not but what the heck.

Eeeeew. Eeeeewww. EEEEEeeewww.

First or all, SIOW.

Second of all, SIOW.

Third of all - yup you guessed it. SIOW.

Do people really do that anymore?
Coming up to girls and wanting to be friends.
Wouldnt they feel ashamed or maybe even embarrassed to find out that the girl is married.
Gosh!~

Digressing.

I had my normal checkup yesterday at TTSH and guess what?

Doc wanna ward me for observation okay?

I declined of course.

I hate the tot of staying in the hospital.

Well theres an explanation for it of course.

On Sunday, i went through the worst migraine ever.
And ususally, whenever i had headaches or migraines, i'd pop in painkillers or panadols, drift off to sleep and when i wake up, i'd feel so much better.

This time round, i didnt get to do so as i wasnt allowed to mix my meds as i am already taking my tb med. It supposedly affects my liver so he says.

Imagine my pain and agony.

I tried by all means to endure the pain but around 7 plus, i couldnt take it anymore.
There i was lying and sitting up and lying and sitting up on my bed, sobbing and wailing my eyes out.

At first i was just crying softly but i guess i might have wailed cause Mama walked in and tried to pacify me. She even picit my kepala for the third time.
But of course it did not help.

My body is still adjusting to everything i guess. Medicines, environment, food.

Im still nursing a slight headache but i didnt wanna think of it too much.
Makin menjadi jadi nanti.

So, im pretending to be ok when actually im not.

I dont want my bf to worry.
I think he has gone through so much with me.
I keep falling sick and all and he has to go through it with me.
The things he do to make me feel better.

His presence is enough to make me forget the migraine.
Him sacrificing his sleep after night shift to accompany me to TTSH lest i fainted on the way there.

I can never express how thankful and lucky to have him in my life.

Thank you, love. *muahx*

p/s - i cant believe i managed to turn this entry for bf. lol.

p/p/s - im getting a bustier for jovine's wedding. weeeeeeeee.

p/p/p/s - i will be back. *pinky swear*


@ 6:46 PM