Saturday, December 20, 2008

Puke



Its been 4 months or so that ive been diagnosed with tb.

Im not sure bout how many people know that im sick but tell you the truth, right till this very moment, i still quite cant accept the fact.

Everyday, having to pop the pills in is such a chore.

But, no matter how yucky it was everytime, i'd still down them in cause, number 1, i wanna get well. number 2, i wanna get married :p and number 3, i dun wanna spend my money on my med bills anymore. Cause like i said, i wanna get married.

Operation of saving $$$$ for 2010 has started.
I mean, it started early January 2K8 but at the rate im going, with med bills and all, its gonna take quite a while.

Back to the med topic.

I have to down 8 ills every single day and like all medications, they have their side effects.

Alhamdullilah.

I only have one side effect that i have to endure. And this i have been enduring for the past 4 months.

Nausea.

Truth be told, i am trying to hold it in.
Its hard not to gag when you just pop the pills in.

You know at times, i will ask myself what would hapen if i missed a medication for the day.

Then i started reading, from the internet of course, that if i ever missed a day of medication, the tb bacteria will be resistent to the drugs and i will not get well.

*sigh*

Alhamdullilah, ever since day one, i have not missed any medication BUT whenever its time to pop dos pills in, my throat automatically goes haywire.

I have a blood test and xray on the 26th and TCU on the 29th.
Hopefully the results are good news so that i wont need to pop the pills in anymore.

Just so you know, swelling on my neck is down and the wound looks much much better than before.

Pray that i will get well yea.

=)


@ 3:52 PM