Sunday, November 01, 2009

dilemma



I am in a dilemma.

Ok, here's the deal.

I have finished my 14 days of mc. All thanks to early this year where i claim my mc just for my routine checkup from CDC.

Thanks to Allah, im already discharged from CDC.

But now, you know, its the end of the year and people fall sick often. One minute its uber hot and the next, its the dull, gloomy weather.

So anyways, i went to the doctor this morning.

And was given another 2 days of medical leave, starting from tomorrow. =s

So, here's the dilemma.

I told my doctor that i can go to work, still. With the mask on.

But she gave me a straight NO.

She said that i am still low in a resistance and get this, she even said that I AM A HAZARD TO THE SOCIETY.

Thanks eh doc!~

Truth be told, how on earth am i supposed to teach in my condition.

I can barely hear myself. How on earth can the children hear me.

Do i still go to work or not..?

At this point of time, its the critical period and i only have one week left of rehearsing with the kids for the graduation concert. And every day counts and i dont wanna miss a single day.

But.. I dont think i can.

If anything were to happen at work, *touch wood*, im still gonna be blamed.
(like kids falling sick and me spreading the germs?
And at the same time, if i dont come, the management would think im skiving and what not.

Its a lose lose situation for me.

I need help.

Im at my wits end.

How, how, how..?

I just want my voice back, then, i'll still go to work.
If i go without the voice, how am i supposed to teach, right..?


@ 6:23 PM