Saturday, December 24, 2005

.mushy.



Today seems very long and draggy. Its been raining all day.
Only managed to hung the laundry indoors. N i have no idea y i put that in.
Im feeling really mushy today. Been listening to sappy sad songs all day. I mean not all day per se, most of the day.
Do you noe that the group All for One from early nineties have the most romantic, love songs ever? N do you noe the diffrence between the latter and Boyz 2 Men? Boyz 2 Men usually sings about heartbreak while All for One sings about wooing sumone. U noe, typical love song. And ryte now, im so addicted to listening to this songs. A particular one dat i keep playing is, 'I can love you like that' by Boyz to Men. Gosh. I lurve it. I mean, im a hopeless romantic and these type of things riled me up. Literally. U noe, i would fall in love wif guys who can serenade me wif one of my fav songs and this song has moved up to my top ten list! Well, i would fall in love wif dem. Provided that i love them too. Okie, back to what i was saying. Lets take a look at the lyrics of da song that is on the top of my head.

they read you cinderella
you hoped it would come true
that one day your prince charming would come rescue you
you like romantic movies and you never will forget the way it felt when romeo kissed juliette and all this time that you've been waiting you don't have to wait no more
i can love you like that i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that
i never make a promise i don't intend to keep so when i say forever forever's what i mean
i'm no casanova but i swear this much is true, i'll be holding nothing backwhen it comes to you
you dream of love that's everlasting well baby open up your eyes...i can love you like that
i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that if you want tenderness i've got tenderness
and i see through to the heart of you if you want a man who will understand you don't have to look very far
i can love you, girl i can (i can love you love you) oh baby oh...i can love you like that i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
i can love you like that i can make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart my heart my heart my world show you you're everything
(you're everything to me) love you like that i can make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart my heart my heart my world show you you're everything
Gosh, i so lurve dat song. It so depicts me. What i really like. What i really want. What i really love. Im so over playing the field. Its time i settle down and find true love. But the question is, how do i find it. Love is more than a four letter word. Agree? Love is darn difficult to explain. It is so cliche. I used to think that i found my true love. But he broke my heart wif the snap of his fingers. And me being me took so freaking long to get over him. To be honest, the feeling is still there. Im not kidding myself. Im not kidding anyone. No one noes how i really feel inside, besides my bestie. She can see through me. Despite me saying otherwise. Would that make me pathetic? Dee's haters would be nodding and saying, like duh, but my closest frens would stick and agree to me. Sumtimes. When you just love someone too much, it gets pretty hard to let that person go. I admit, ryte now, im faking every emotion in me just to please everyone. Thats just the way i am. But at the end of the day, im the one making the decision. Im the one living my life. But with the occasional nagging from frens esp from my bestie who is one of the reasons that kip me going everyday in my life. I dream of everlasting love. I have this sense of longing everytime i see my sisters wif their bfs. Most would noe, what im really like. Im real pamperish. So, is der sumone out der, who can pamper me? love me? and need me? But i think im not ready to open my heart just yet. =( Im trying. Really.
I think ive done enuf ranting. The chinese drama serial is starting. I wouldnt want to miss a mushy and romantic drama serial, wouldnt i.
Till then, have a good weekend.


@ 1:00 PM