Thursday, December 15, 2005

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Surprise surprise. 2nd entry for da day. The wishes keeps coming in. Affandi prompt me in msn just now. As usual, wishes me a very happy bdae. And like i said, the wishes kept coming in. My past addiction siblings as well. Thx so much to da bof of u.
Hmmmm..
Despite knowing that its my bdae today, i still feel shitty. I think i noe y. But im not gonna list it down here. Betta keep it inside me. =(
Yesterday nyte, at 2 am, i awoke with a start. Memories came flooding back. Gosh, i feel like crying. I could feel the tears brewing ryte now.
Yesterday, some of my closest were asking if i didnt have any plans, call dem up and dey will accompany me for da day. Turned down the request of dida & adek to spend the day wif dem. Betta let dem spent quality time togetha.
Im trying so hard to lift up my spirits for now. I just wanna crawl back into my bed and hibernate. And cry. This time last year, i was waiting for my ride. Spent my bdae wif a certain sumone. Today at this time, im blogging. But actually i made plans to head to town wif sri.
I should get ready now. ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH. I feel so shitty.


@ 7:26 AM