Monday, February 06, 2006

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First of all, my condolences to dearest efny whose grandfather passed on. Be strong darlz.

So, the chingay came and went. Watched it on the telly. Turned dida's offer to go. But, lets just say, im too LAZY to go out. Nothing new there. Ive been too lazy all these while. Suddenly, i cant wait for school to start so that my life would get back to normal. At least, i have skul to keep my mind occupied.

Way back in secondary school, ive gotten into an argument with a fren of mine. We hurled abuses to each other. We hated each other to the core. But at the end of the day, we realised that we cant hate each other. We're friends. So now, im still friends with that particular girl. Meeting up once in a while despite our schedules. And when we looked back, we laughed at the thought everytime the argument comes up.

See, hate is sucha big word. Ive hate a couple of people in my life before.

I used to hate this girl from AM who made my life living hell. And the best part is that, until now, i dun even noe its she's real or just a made up, imaginary person. On to top it all of, 'her' brother is my classmate bf! The world is so small now. I just dont want my classmate to be hurt by that playa. Ok, so i hate the sister and the brother. I hate the brother for dissing my then bf and for hurling expletives at my very own twin sister. I hate the sister for creating fights wif me & my group of friends and also trying to flirt wif my then bf!
Then came this girl who came along and started dissing me thru frensta testimonial. I hate her for doing that. But sumtin seems amiss. The bf of her was my ex bf. So i got the feeling that he wasnt telling the whole of the truth to her. But then, hig gf dumped him! See, KARMA comes back around. And KARMA is spelled K-A-R-M-A ok. This whole thing seems pointless now. I dun want to tok about my ex bf.

So, when i look at the people i Hate, it seems like the people i hate is people i dun even noe. And im not the type of person who hates people with a blink of an eye. These people are the one who aggravates the whole situation. They are the one who starts the fire. I was quiet about the whole thing and what did they do? Start a fight. Like as if they got nothing to do. The situation ended when one stop. And finally they got tired of fighting, they just stop their hatred. And even if they hate each other, they dun do show it. Because they are trying to forget the unpleasant past. And are now happy with their life.

Are you happy wif your life?

If you are, just get on with it. Stay happy. Why aggravate situations? Live your own life. And they will live theirs. Why continue all this nonsense shit?

I had enuf ranting. What a way to spent my Sunday. Off to eat. Im starving.


@ 7:50 AM