<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

.spasms.

Before we start on this blog entry, I would like to say that i have a condition of blog spasms. When I feel like blogging, I feel compulsive urges to keep blogging and blogging and blogging until I breathe my last, and this kinda behaviour would go on for maybe a week.And then I stop to take a rest, after which I don't feel like blogging again because I somehow think I can't write as well as before. I can't blog anymore! Until something or someone pisses me off enough, and I am emotionally charged to rant again. Although at this very moment, the cramps are setting in. But i still feel the need to type something out.

Let's start on the proper blog:

School was ok yesterday. Get to sit at the back of the class. Dun get me wrong. Im not the so called kwai girl who sits at the very front all the time. Infact, i asked Ija to proceed to the back since our table was occupied by the lecturer's stuff. We didnt mind. Really.
I always thought that if i get to sit at the back, i would daydream about Hans Isaac. My future bf etc. Surprisingly, i was diligently paying attention to the lecture and was even jotting down notes. How ironic is that? My partner beside me, ija, guess what she was doing?

She was writing a love letter lah ok for her bf. I tink its almost a year that she known her current bf. Which reminded me that im a year single. Already? Time passes so very fast, dun you think? Then again, it got me thinking of my past addiction. Like so long never think of him so i sms-ed him yesterday saying 'Hi' and that very night he gave me a surprising call.
It wasnt surprising at all actually. Considering that he always calls. Ok, not always. Sumtimes. We asked each other well beings. Poor guy. He kips falling sick in camp.
Guess what, im feeling miserable too. Just like the weather. Its raining btw. Ive been coughing, sneezing, blowing my nose and my menstrual cramp is unbearable. Bladdy unbearable. And i dont want to pop in menstrual pills or some sort as i heard that it could sumhow affect you having a child in the future. And i want a child on my own so, no pills. Besides, i hate pills. Yucks.
Ive side trackked a lot. Sheesh. So, my past addiction (just cant bear to type out his name here, duno y) asked me to check his frensta profile and i was like..

'Hello, you deleted me from your list and ur profile can only be viewed by ur contacts. I gave up looking at your profile long ago!'

He denied deleting me of course, which i knew he didnt delete me so he said he wld add me as a contact when he reaches home from camp. How nice.

The ever famous dini turns 5 months today. So big ordy! Imagine, in 7 months time, she will be a year old. Wow! Here's some pictures of her. Hey, i got like 3 mms from the mother in one day! The pictures are super adorable. Its a must show. Although, ive putting up 2 out of 3. Considering that ive exceeded my mms limit. *rolls my eyes*

On a total different matter, i found out this morning that some people could go through a lot of things to get what they want. Recently, i have a dear fren who got her blog hacked by unmentionable people. And who would have thought that the party is one girl who has been quiet about the whole thing all along. That's why they say, jgn sangka clear water no buaya.
Well, dats a mixed term of both english and malay. In other words, looks can be decieving. Gosh. Going through such extremes to get her password to noe abt her life? Wow. She must definitely have all the time in the world to do all that.

That dear fren of mine is controversial, i must admit. She gets misunderstood, she has even been bitched about countless times. She is definitely one hell of a strong individual who laughs off bitchy comments. But then again, one's patience limit can be tested. And sumhow, sumwer, when you are close and very much attached to that person, your patience get tested. That goes without saying. Its get infuriating to see your friends get framed about things they havent done. For goodness sake people! They are trying to live their life here, there you come along, trying to be all stuck up about it and started bitching about them. Like WTF.
Situation can get out of hand for you, but since all are happy with your own life, why aggravate situations. Just live ur life as happy as always. Is that so difficult or do you just have all the thrills and pleasure to ruin people's life. What are you, sum kind of a devil or sumting? I dun mean to be rude here but its just too much. Then again, we all noe that everybody in the world could like you all the time. That's how it goes. Not everybody in singapore can like you. Just like artists. Say Taufik Batisah for example. Not everybody likes him. Sure, you get girls swooning over him but some guys dun like him coz the girls are more crazy about him ratha then them.
So it got me thinking, are they jealous? Is jealousy the cause of the whole situation here? It could probably be. Im not so sure yet, i should investigate more.

To conclude, you either love her or hate her. There's no in between. If you visit her site, respect her views as an individual rebel who gives fresh perspective and life to her readers. If you find her blogs downright disgusting and defamotary in nature, just erase her URL address off your mind. My advice for you is to brush her comments off and laugh along with her fans. There's nothing much you can do unless you really believe your reputation is worth that hassle, trouble and cost of calling a law suit against her brash remarks. Unless of course, you want to set up an anti-CAMELIA blog which I believe the challenge lies in building up your blog-readership statistics. *winks*

p/s- sorry nadya for typing this one out w/o permission.

@ 7:10 AM