<[[~ dyna's bloggie ~]]>

As usual, its been ages. Dont mind me. The blog & diary have been stagnant. Nuthing to type or write about. Been spending days at home. For those who knew, yes, i went to Escape Theme Park the other day. So y no update, you ask?

Hmmmmm.

How to? The pox-ed chic has been hogging the pc ever since. Not that im complaining. Im just too tired of sitting infront of the pc, doing the same routine everyday. Tired. Absolutely tired and sick of everything. It didnt help that the alignment of the stars is so not... aligned? Yea, whatever. Im trying so hard to perk myself up. And now, after receiving another call from a dearest friend who is on the verge of an emotional breakdown, im tired. Physically and emotionally.

I swear i wasnt trying to let out my rant here. My main purpose was just to post some pictures and to share what a great weekend i had. But then again, this week sux! *pouts*

Whatever. I'll just post the pictures since a picture is worth a thousand words.

While waiting for them to fetch me..

Mr & Mrs Lightning McQueen.
Having our light lunch while waiting for the rain to stop.

dee & Non.

Great day minus the rain. Great company. Laughter all around.

We showered and changed.
All dressed up. One last shot and off we went our separate ways.

I alighted the sporty red and suddenly BOOOOM!

I thought it was like an explosion or something but it was just... fireworks. Yes, fireworks, right before my eyes. It was beautiful. Too bad there's no pictures. Even though the camera was in my hands. Guess i was just too agog with amazement with it.

So yea, moving on. I met up with....

The bf.

He proposed town and off we went for dinner at Cuppage with...

Mac & Shidah.

Sunday. Went to visit my beloved grandparents at woodlands. Nenek is still having the fever. Embah looks sickly and old. *sigh*
I pray that they will get better soon. And if i still have yet to get a job, i might consider following embah back to his village in Perak. I mean, i wouldnt want him to go alone, ryte. Well, we shall c about dat.
Before we went there, me, dan & the parental units went for our late lunch at Siam Kitchen at CWP.

My lil darling has grown.

Pucker up!

Cant see ur eyes, ayeeshah...

Perfect.

The family was about to leave when the elder sister, Hawa came back from her religious class.
I grabbed her to take a picture with me before we bid goodbye.

Like i said earlier, this week totally sux. I have things on my mind and to think that someone i had high hopes for would say things dat i dun wish to hear. You of all people. Guess, u dont know me well enough. Im so disappointed. *sigh* So, i ended that conversation with that someone. I turned to my dearest old friend.

'Well my dear, in life, sumtimes we cnt have everything, even if we can have everything, sumting else got 2 give, and sumting else have to sacrifice.'

He's right. Very right. I spent sleepless nite thinking and probing what he meant by that msg and it finally dawned upon me. No, im not gonna take any actions on it. MAybe, im just going with the flow. And for now, i dont care what anyone says about me. I dont. Say what you want. At the end of the day, im the one bearing all consequences. You will just be wasting your breath. I hope i know what im doing.

Problems keep mounting me. I hate it. Ok, so, technically its not my problem but since they are a part of me, then, technically, its partly my problem. Ok, im sure you guys are confused. Im confused too. Well, lets just say that everytime something crops up, i'd love to talk it out and rectify it, if necessary. I hate it when they (the people with problems) just sit and groan and sleep on it and not doing anything about it. Well hey, news flash! The problem wont just go away just like dat. Im so upset. Hmmmph.

I dont want to care anymore.

*pouts my lips*

@ 2:39 AM