Sunday, March 18, 2007




LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.
But the question is, is it true?
Does love really make the world go round?
Hmm.. A question to be pondered. To be shared. Everyone wants to be in love. We all want to fall in love.
Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,where every sense is heightened,and every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered and we are flung into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,but that doesn't diminish its value, because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Ugh. Its so deep. Ok².
There are so many types of love. Love btwn family, love btwn friends, love for dat special sum1 (provided u noe who), infatuation love etc. I am in love. Definitely. Im in love wif my family. Im in love wif my friends, my angels. I have an infatuation love. Used to be Taufik Batisah but i know betta now. *shh* dun tell. aha.
Im still searching for love for that special sumone.

What do i want in a relationship?
If im in a relationship i would like my relationship to be not so much emotional but an intellectual one. I'd rather exchange tots & ideas, study, research, spend hours in conversation & enjoy mental stimulation rather than physical.

I hope i will have much in common wif my partner so that our conversations would be excellent and we can think the same way about life in general. I want to feel close to my partner w/o feeling vulnerable.

If im in a relationship, i dun want it to be a foot-loose & fancy-free one. I dun mind limitations & confinements, but not so excessive. Cause i noe my partner need to have my interest at heart. & vice versa. Coz i noe shit happens. & being in a relationship has its ups & down. ITs not always smooth sailing. I dun want my partner to be the controller, the manipulator, the disapproving authority figure, the judge & jury, the stick in the mud who has no sense of humor at all. EEeww.

Strong platonic relationship is important. It must be filled with spiritual, metaphysical, intuitive & psychic energy that only the both of us understand. It would be great if we cld excite each other *blush* & be able to handle passion, anger & conflict in positive & creative ways.

I know, i am so asking for so much in a relationship & a partner. So anybody wana try?
p/s- even if i dun find dat specific sum1, i dun care. i'd rather be single than not get wat i want. ( i seriously haf a problem, i noe.)


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