Thursday, April 05, 2007

Mixed emotions.



My feelings today - Crappy.

Ftt results - FAILED.

Yup, that pretty much sums out the whole me.

I dunno how im feeling anymore.

I have a lot of stuff happening around me.

N on the outside, i seem to be fine but actually from the inside, there's a whole lot of me wanting to just scream and make everything go away.

N then after all that screaming, i just want to he held and hugged. Hugged real tight. And then maybe cry a little. But knowing me, i'll cry a lot.

And then that particular person will soothe me by saying all sweet nice things just to pacify me.

N can i have that particular person be that someone who left for taiwan and will be back soon..?

Can..? Pls, pretty pls..?

Past few days have been bumping into eila. And we have settled to meet everyday in the weekdays at our secret 'spot'. Lol.
Btw, thx for all the sweet goodies k darlg. =)

Dearest embah was hospitalised today. Get well soon k embah.

till next time..

.the potrait of me is tainted.


@ 7:48 PM