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Rose among the thorns

Catching up session with nipz & og was practically overwhelming.
Being in a heartfelt conversation with nipz made my day.
Practically remembered the marina promenade incident where the 3 of us fell silent while listening to Richard Marx- Right Here Waiting.

They were in their own world and for a second, i nearly wanted to break down.
But of course, i didnt.
I guess im much stronger than before.
Ive stopped myself to do what i wanted to.
Im standing firm to my decision.

I told Nipz about the ritual i did the other day.

I wrote a long love letter to him. Initially, the plan was to sent it via snail mail. I even went through the effort of getting his address from his sis. Then, i thought to myself.

"Would it make a difference?"

"Would he leave her for me?"

You know, ive always had this longing and hoping that he will but reality struck.

I KNOW he wouldnt. And its unfair to me for holding and cherishing on to false hopes. True?

So what happened to that letter?

I burnt it. My whole heartfelt feeling burnt. As i watched the letters trickle away into ashes, i felt better. A lot better.

And Nipz even make a joke out of it.

Yes Nipz, it was supa funny. Wish i could share but, on second thought, nah.

Ok, enough heartbreak and depressing entries. I want to start anew. Lets not have depressing entries anymore. Its not healthy.

Here's some pixs from yesterday.

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I told the guys that i lurve dis pix.

Both said i was chubby.

Thx!~

Met up with this couple @ esplanade library.

Good frens read together. =)

Before we start pedih2-ing. =p

Ok guys, lets make the sentosa outing two weeks from now a success!

ROSE AMONG THE THORNS

@ 10:51 AM