Tuesday, December 11, 2007

This topic again..



Yes, this topic again.

I think ive written an entry about love a lil bit more than i want to.

In all honesty, i just had my fair share of tears rolling down my cheeks.

This is because i was very touched by todays's episode of Butakah Cinta at RTM1.

For those who didnt know, this show airs every Monday-Thursday, 11.00am-12.00 noon, starring, Rita Rudaini, Rusdi Ramli and Aqasya.

A sypnosis- Basically, a show about love. (duh) Lots of love triangle.
A must watch for all romantic.
You can view from You Tube too. But ive checked, there's only 8 episodes there. And from tomorrow onwards, episode 13 will be airing (if im right).

Anyhows, i did mention that i cried just now. Its just cause Hanif gave Erra up to Alim coz he has HIV. It was touching i tell you. *sigh*

Digressing, but still in the topic of love.

What is love?

'Love is the attachment that results from deeply appreciating another's goodness.' Judith Wallerstein says.
She is the author of "The Good Marriage: How and Why Love Lasts".

I think what she says is true. Love is appreciating someone's goodness and what we have, we expect our partner to have.
What we value most in ourselves, we value most in others. God created us to see ourselves as good. So, too, we seek goodness in others. Nice looks, an engaging personality, intelligence, and talent (all of which count for something) may attract you, but goodness is what moves you to love.

I read that Love is a choice.
If love comes from appreciating goodness, it needn't just happen -- you can make it happen. Love is active. You can create it. Just focus on the good in another person (and everyone has some). If you can do this easily, you'll love easily.

Then comes the question to myself.
Have i found anyone to focus the good in another person?

There's this guy. We'll call him 'A'. I really like 'A' a lot. Ive known him for about two years already. Whatever that i found out about 'A' these past years made me like him more. He is active, funny, smart, romantic, stable and good looking. The only thing is that he has a gf. :(

Then, there's 'N'. I dont know him at all but i heard good reviews about him. After analysizing reports about him, i think he would make the perfect husband to guide me in life. Yes, no doubt he has the good looks and he is very stable. Way perfect. But, i dont kow if he likes me. You know..?

Recently, i got to know another guy. He's not actually a potential husband material coz i dont know him that well. But i soo enjoyed talking to him. But lately, he's been on hiatus. So guess he is not interested.

I dont know why dida said that ive had a truckload of admirers. It seems like i have none.

I dont know if i its just me or them.
Hopefully, its the latter.

Yesterday, i met up with my pri sch gfs.
As usual we will keep each other updated on our well being.

I was asked if im enjoying my singlehood.

"Yes, of course. But there will always be a point of time when i will get lonely and wished that i had someone with me. But then again, i dont wish to have a bf just cause im lonely, u know."

Love is like ghosts, u noe dey are der but u dun actually see dem.

But pple arnd me actually found love. When will it be my turn? A question worth pondering.

I noe dat one day sumone will find me. Sumone will break down the barrier, will steal my heart, sweep me off my feet. Sumone will eventually reach in and unbound me. His love will burst my bonds. His love will set music to my songs. He will love me whole heartedly. He will treat me like a princess. He will need me, like i need him. But till then, he will remain a fantasy.

p/s - Congrats Yana. Finally, ure getting engaged! *hugs*


@ 12:11 PM