Thursday, February 21, 2008

My so called best friend



Pardon me while i vent out my endless frustration that has been boiling for over a week now.

No, this entry has no subtleties, no glittery words. Just pure honesty. Nothing that i made up.

I say what i want to say and im very sure you all will know who is about prior to my title.

Ok, i have a best friend.

Oops, lets rephrase. I used to have a best friend whom i met at AM 4 years ago.

Somehow even though its been 4 years, only know i know what kind of person she really is.

Im very upset. Very very upset with the way she is behaving.

Not only that, we actually digged up past chat logs and boy oh boy was really shocked to hear my beloved best friend talking shit about me!

Is that what best friends do?

Talking shit behind their backs?

Calling their best friends irritating?

Hey gf, if you really dont know, best friends are supposed to be there for each other. Best friends are supposed to get mad and scold her friend whenever they did something wrong. It seems queer to scold a friend but thats what best friends do.

I dont mind you axe-ing me from D.A coz you did it all by urself didnt you?

You set the whole thing up.

You designed everything.

I did not, i repeat I DID NOT ASK FOR ANY CREDIT. I did not ask for a single cent did i?

Im very happy that MARIA J wanted D.A to get a portfolio ready and all. Other than that, im very happy for you. And what shit did i get from you and your family?

SARCASM? PARKING NAMA?

Remember, i told you that i dont have the software and i did mention that i wanna leave D.A and you said 'Tkpe u."

Remember that?

I guess you dont coz you spread lies to your family about me and i know they hate me to the core right now and then you backstab me to my very own set of friends.

Wow.

Im very impressed best friend.

Youre a one in a million best friend ive ever had.

And yes, thats sarcasm, mind you.

Remember the other day, we chatted and we said we're the middle people to these other two set of friends that we had?

Now, i should be apologising to you for not really explaining what middle people do.
See, you're just like a kid who needs someone to explain what to be done, isnt it?

Lets recap, best friend. This could be a lesson to learn in the near future if you were to go through it again.

When you're a middle person and you have two sets of frens who have a disliking for each other, the most important thing is to ALWAYS be there for each set of friends.
If they want to rant and complain, LET THEM.
LISTEN but DONT convey the msg to the other party.
When you're out with the either party, NEVER EVER bring up the other party and speak ill things of them.

Still dont get it best friend?
Send me a text. Or rather give me a call and i will explain everything to you again from A to Z.

Im very upset with you, do you know that?

Im very very upset that my very own best friend did these?

I did admit my mistakes didnt i?

I apologised to you for not helping out. I know i was wrong. I wasnt committed to D.A. I have other priorities. Other commitments.
Personal matters and not just guy matters (you know the one you keep telling ef that i keep having boy trouble).

You dont know right now im going through hell once again but i didnt wanna trouble you about it lest you said PROBLEMS LAGI.

Best Friend, everyone has problems.

When you have problems, you either keep it to yourself or complain to your best friend.

Remember the days when you keep complaining about your job and all up till now, i was there listening to your every rant.

Did i ever complain and say you're irritating?

Never best friend! Never!

So whenever i had boy trouble why cant you even listen to my complains and then not tell people that im very irritating.

Why cant you just tell me that i should STOP COMPLAINING instead of bitching about me?

Why cant you that?

Is it because you're not a very good friend to begin with?

So i lost another friend? Big deal.
I think i can make do with one less.
Especially with a character like yours.

But hey best friend, or should i say former best friend, i wish you all the best for D.A.

One friendly reminder though, DELIVER ON TIME K..?

*smiles*


@ 9:16 AM