Wednesday, May 07, 2008

A letter of apology




Dear readers,


This blogger woild like to apologise for being missing in action.


This particular blogger with the url of http://deewicked.blogspot.com/ will not be blogging for a few days till her Parents Teachers Meeting is over.


She is very engrossed dealing and battling a million and one emotions.


Health has been a bitch.

Bad enough she that she had to spend over an hour under doctor's observation due to abdominal pain. Bad enough too she had to fork out 100+ of the hospital bills.

She is currently awaiting for doctor's appointment at SGH on the 29th with regards to the growth in her body.


She is busy finishing up one last observations for 48 children.

Which is not inclusive of the filing in.

It sounds simple but it actually is not.


She has never been so disappointed with that particular someone who has been in her life for almost 23 years.

It's ok to keep mum at times but she is in a stage of denial. She wants that someone to defend his/her case.

It only means one thing when one doesnt retaliate. DEFEAT.


(the scenario above will not be elaborated due to writer's privacy)


She is cheerful though coz she knows that in 4 months time, Baby Aryff will enter her life.


She is tired. Physically. EMotionally and mentally.


Physically, coz at this point of time, she is juggling work with tuition. From Monday till Thursday.

Almost 10 hours of teaching.


Emotionally, coz of the heartache she is facing.


Mentally, coz she is having mind block because of the portfolio.


Yes, its a lot of hard work. Hopefully she will pull through.


Current mood:


DOWN.



Entry typed by blogger's PA.

p/s- she will be back to blog abou fun stuff soon.


@ 11:26 PM