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Goodbye 2008

Its hours to 2009.
Its scary how time passed by so fast.

I have 2 more days of lesson planning to be done for week 10 (which is still a long way to go) so i tot i'll type out one last entry for 2008.

Looking back over 2008, i went through a whole lot.

To be honest, 2008 wasn't kind to me.

First, i had major family drama.
Which of course, i wont elaborate.
Whats the point?

Then came my health.
It has been a bitch.
After seeing countless doctors, after visiting many hospitals, after spending thousands of dollars, i was diagnosed with TB.
Yes, i am still recuperating.
The last visit to the doctor went well.
The X-ray shows that my lungs do not swell that much anymore comparing to previous scans.
Alhamdullilah.
I am still nursing nausea though.

I lost friends in 2008.
That too, i wont wanna elaborate.
Lets just say, its much much better this way.
I know who my REAL friends are.
Those who were there for me during my downest moments, who picked me up whenever i fall, moments.
I really dont need friends just for the sake of happy moments.
I dont need friends who are hypocritical towards one another.
I really dont.

I went through a lot of bad times this year.

I vividly wanna remember the good things that happened this year, the first one being, the BF.
He is the best thing that has happened to me the whole of this year.
He is the friend that is always there for me.
He is forever and always be my juke box.
He is my confidante.
He is my shoulder to cry on.
He is and will always be the one who loves me for me despite whatever sickness of indifference that i have.
And i am thankful that he chose me.
I know i am in good hands.
I know he will take care of me.
I know he will help me if im in need.
I know he will always pamper me.
I know he completes my life.
I know, for once, that he is the guy i want to marry.
And for the fact that both set of parents are agreaable that we wanna get married, im grateful.
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude coz im so thankful that we got together.~

Rizq Aryff is the second best thing that has happened to me.
Another handsome boy that captures my heart with his oh-so-sweet smile.
He loves me bouncing him up and down.
He chuckles and smiles whenever i wink and pretend to kiss him.
Don't grow up too fast ok baby boy?!

I have quite a number of new year resolutions.
One: To stay healthy and be cured from my illness.
Two: To continue saving $$$ for 2010.
Three: To lose weight! (Because of certain people commenting that im fat! Although, Bf's mum said yesterday that im halus. Take that sucker!)
Four: To spend more time with HSCB coz i just missed them oh-so-much.
Five: To have a much less drama life.
Six: To have a good working environment with colleagues, students and parents. Less OT please. Considering that we dont have allowance for OT.
Seven: To stop being a procrastinator. I really have to improve on that one.

I really hope 2009 gets even better than 2008.

With that, goodbye 2008, hello 2009!

Just for the record, ive counted down Maal Hijrah days ago so i dont see the need of counting down again, tonight.

@ 10:22 PM