Thursday, March 18, 2010

just one of those days.



Ok, i havent been blogging despite the fact that im on a holiday.

Current mood right now, FRUSTRATED.

It is almost impossible not to notice your behaviour towards me.

Only a fool would not know ur cold behavior towards me.

I have blogged about it before.

And i am going to mention it once again.

Ignorance is bliss.

I shall ignore and i will not bother at all.

YOU started it. And knowing you, you would want me to rectify it. Despite the fact that i have no f*&king idea whats going on, i SHALL NOT BOTHER.

Its hard, yes.

Because if i do not bother about the situation, i will not be thinking about it.

If i do not bother about the situation, i will not be blogging about it.

Whatever it is, it has been eating my every sense of emotion.

I f%^king hate the feeling.

Its really not helping at all. With me being sick and all.

Updates on wedding preparation.

As for now, things are pretty much smooth sailing.

Thanks to Dad's contacts, we have booked Couple Palace for decorations and food for the reception.

Placed a deposit of 3k just recently with them.

And a few days ago, i went for selection of outfits with ija aka bff aka maid of honor, my bubble boy rizq aryff and fiance of course.

Thanks to my maid of honor, i picked 4 extremely gorgeous outfits keeping in mind the color theme of my deco and fiance's deco.

Itinery still has to be revised due to the outfit selection but im sure my maid of honor can rectify the problem.

She is the one i turn to whenever i need help. Unlike some people who talked so much but never help, for what?

Photographer and videographer has been booked. Infact we just had our pre mtv wedding video last Monday. It went pretty well and i could not wait to see the outcome.

Bestman and bridesmaid has been picked. But we have yet to sit down and talked to them about what they are supposed to do for the wedding.

Pasuni Maulan is our choice for Kadi. With god's willing we will be able to get him.

We chose innovazione to send our hantarans to coz i especially love their unique style. No trays, which i dont fancy. We have bought all items for the hantarans except the fiance's wedding ring.

I need to get one more set of those pretty red bindings for my room deco, frames, rug and curtains for my room and i will be done.I hope and pray i will be able to pull through.

I probably will need to take leave one of this days in April as i gotta go ROMM for the angkat sumpah (swearing in).

Ok those are the updates i can think of right now. Will be blogging more. Hopefully. Insyallah.


@ 8:29 PM