Friday, November 25, 2005

.23.11.05.



Would u believe me if i tell all of u guys out der, dat i'm in love?

I slept late yesterday nyte, talked to sri on the fon. And yesterday, my bestie asked me whether i already wished for my bdae. For da record, my bdae is in 20 days time. *hint hint*.
So i replied to ianna that i just want my family to be happy and ehem, have a bf. Ianna said that the latter, would be coming soon and asked whether ders 'calon'. I told her that ryte now, either i like dos guys but dey dun like me or i dun like dos guys but dey like me. As usual, ianna would say dat its better to find sumone who loves u more den u love dat person so u wun get hurt more. Ders sense in that statement but.. u noe me.. Im too fickle to noe what, i mean who i really want.

So you guys think im in love, think again!

Everyday and nite i wonder why i must be in love?
Why i must believe in love?
Why must i be the one to handle all dis?
Why must i be the stoopid one?
Why must i be disappointed bcoz of love?
Why? why? why?

The pain and ache has healed. But the longing is stil der. God, i miss him!

p/s-ive exceeded my 500 free sms quota. So if i dun reply to any smses, i apologise.


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