Thursday, November 17, 2005

.teary.



Im all teary ryte now. I tot i could handle it my way. But unfotunately, i cant. The truth is, i cant handle anything ryte now. I cant handle ur calls, ur msges. Only one reason why. Coz i still love you. That is why im not answering your calls and replying ur sms-es.
As i sat infront of the computer, reading my mails, my hp which was placed next to me rang. I tot it was ija or maybe even sri perhaps. One look at it and i got teary eyed. And the fact that im listening to sad sappy song from Jay Chou doesnt help either. With all the courage that i plucked, i managed to not pick up the call.
April 29 was a day of torture. Who would have thought my world would crumble into pieces. And who would have tot that nearly 7 months later, im stil living in a delusional world. God help me pls.


@ 5:26 AM