Saturday, December 10, 2005

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Suddenly, this itchy hands of mine decided to do sumting bout my blog skin. And after many trial and errors, im satisfied with my current skin. Like it? I love it. It kinda depicts how i really am. Like how im forced to fake a smile, everday of my life. How this pathetic lil smile of mine keeps others happy, when actually, im not. *sigh*
School is out, finally. Till 4 of jan, i'll be having my break. No holidays for me though. Will be spending my time in sg. Did i mention that i havent start my assignment yet. Its already 9 dec. 10 more days till i have to submit the paper. Gosh. I cant believe im neglecting my paper. But, i can assure you that it WILL be done on time. Insyallah.
These past few days, ive been having a restless days and sleepless nights. Even though i am tried, i just couldnt go to sleep. Keep tossing and turning. And the slightest things stirred me awake. Yesterday, i turned in at 11 pm. Only at 12+, did i drifted in and out of sleep. Drifted in and out of sleep coz i received a phone call. Drifted in and out of sleep till 11 in the morning wen i actually woke up. I dunno why i have difficulty sleeping. Maybe im suffering from insomnia.
Was supposed to go do my assgnmnt wif ija today but she doesnt 'feel' like doing so we decided that we are going to do it on tuesday since im fully booked this weekend. Yes, im fully booked. Saturday, i have a date wif feza, tasya, yuyu and prob dida. Heading to town to go for the launching of the anugerah finalists karaoke vcd. Pretty sure it will be a crowd. Oh, did i mention that i asked my bestie to come along. I miss her dearly. Its been a while since i saw her and lil princess. Meeting them is the only thing that got me excited bcoz im not putting my hopes high up to meet my idols coz i dont want my hopes to be dashed. But, we shall see.
Sunday, my lil darling bdae. Gosh, i miss that lil cutie so much. My aunt and i co-plan a picnic this sunday. Will be held at a different venue this time. Somewhere different from our usual ECP hangout. Cant wait to hang out wif my cousins and their family. Shucks, i just remembered! I was appointed to call my other aunt to tell her the details bout the picninc but i have yet to do so. I should tell her after blogging.
Did i mention that i lost weight? Im so proud of myself. Though its not very healthy. Im sure lotsa of pple are going to be so mad at me. These past few days, i only eat 1 meal a day. Gosh. But i seriously cant help it. Im very annoyed at myself everytime i weigh myself and its like what, 55 kg. That's like, heavy to me. Ive lost 1.5 kg now. My target is 50 kg. So ive 3.5 kg more to go.
Ok, im done ranting. I think im gona cook now since my bestie isnt online. Till then, TGIF. (what diff does that makes to me?!)


@ 5:52 AM