Monday, October 08, 2007

Work politics



Bear with me as i vent out the unhappiness and frustrations i have inside.

Yes, the allocation is out.
I will be transferred out from the current place im working.

Another set of teachers to get used to.
Another VP to get used to.
A different environment altogether!

Was i shocked when told?
Yes.

I kept quiet after a while although i did have this feeling that i will be transferred out.

Ija and i had this conversation last week. She told me that she knew that this is gonna happen. She said, " That (certain) block has no malay teachers thats probably why we hafta separate.

Fine.

I accepted that fact.

That same night, i dreamt that im transferred out.

Fine once again.

Sharon said that i think too much into the matter.

Today, when we were told of the allocation to another block, i wasnt that much surprised.

I was told to learn at a new experience.

Fine.

Then, i found out that another malay teacher is coming to teach K1 class at my current centre.

What the...???!!!!

Isnt it the same if i stayed and the other teacher stayed as well. Why waste time and breathe on this little things???

Not only was i affected, two other teachers, both closest to me was affected as well.
Even they have their own issues to settle and come to terms with.

The 3 of us had a chat about it and we said that im the only one who is greatly affected by it.

Auntie asked me whether im sad.

"Of course!"

I vented out my frustration to her and said my piece.
She agreed wholeheartedly.

Im repeating my issue here once again, for those who dont quite understand, "Why the heck is another malay teacher taking over my place??"

It doesnt make sense.

We brainstormed and concluded (even a person with half brain will know), 'Close friends are not supposed to work with one another'.

WTH.

Is that even logical..?

Why isit that close friends cant work together?
Enlighten me.

I work very well with ija.

She's like my sister looking after me there.

Now that im separated from her, whose gonna look after me there..??!!

Yes, ive vented everything out. But what can it do..?

Nothing.

Nothing is gonna change the fact that the management has decided and i had to leave by the end of the year.

Yes, i will definitely accept the fact and come to terms with it.
What choice do i have?

Now, i have to start all over again.

Get to know the new people there. Get acquainted. Be friends and stuff.

Insyallah i will be ok with the teachers there. But the vp, im not quite sure.

During the Sports meet last month, i had an exchange of words with her.

I KNOW she dont quite like me.

But Sharon is right.

What can she do to me?

The advices that Sharon and Ija helps.

They told me to just do my best.

And if i couldnt get along with anyone there, just keep to myself.

No problem there!

Looks like everything is going to be soo different next year.

Think i wun be seeing Eila every morning next year.

I wun bumped into Mac anymore.

I wun get to drink hot soya milk every morning.

I wun get to go to work with ija next year!

What luck!

*sigh*


@ 6:14 PM