Saturday, December 31, 2005

2006



In just a days time, it will be 2006. Time flies pretty fast dis yr. It just seems like yesterday when i started studying yet again. 2005 has its ups and down. But to be honest, this is a very bad year for me. The one thing that i was really affected from and still reeling from is when the one i loved most left me. Yup. That sheer heartbreak that i felt 11 months ago is still felt. Pathetic aint it? Yah, i noe. *rolls my eyes*
Now i noe how LOVE can really breaks ur heart. Not only that, u would feel like ur heart is ripped into two. *sigh* Its so hard for me to open up my heart ryte now. Ive been on a few dates here and der but i just dun feel too connected to dem. U noe wat i mean? Enuf bout the matters of da heart.
This year, i started my diploma class. And now, since its the end of the year, i only have few months to go. Afterwhich, i have to go job hunting. Wow. Im going back to working life. I cant wait to start working and earn my own keeps.

Family affairs was also a big issue that i cannot seem to handle. This is one of the most worst case scenario of my 20 years of my life. Sumtimes, i just wish that my family wasnt this dysfunctional. Hari Raya dis year was way different from previous years. It saddens me that things turned out this way. But alhamdullilah, things are perking up.

2005 marks the 2nd year i noe my bestie. And i got to noe her more and more as days goes by. Her family has been very caring towards me. And im welcomed wif open arms by them. Thanks to bestie. Im sure people will be like, 'u only know her for 2 years, how cum she's ur best fren?' Mind u, despite the age difference, we haf a lot in common. We understand each other a lot. And the friendship cum sisterly love we share is mutual.

Ive grown very close to my friends. My pri sch gfs. There have been disagreement and disappointments but we always managed to work things out. Take just now for example. The girls got together for dinner. We catched up a lot on stuffs that we have been missing out. To be able to meet up is very difficult for some of us considering that half of us have already started working life. Working in shifts at dat. So it makes it difficult for us to get together on just a specific date and time itself. But, we'll try to make things work ryte girls?

2005 is also the year HPC is born. HIROK PIKOK CLAN. HPC is originated from the outstanding Wicked turned to HPC. All started from our dear efny who started the hirok pikok thingy. And that got feloz infected. He kept saying hirok pikok. And finally HPC was born. Our get together is always a blast. Like duh. We even have our very own website. .:.HPC webbie.:. Who would have thought virtual friends can come very close and den the crowd got more and more when 1st degree friends joined and now, all are chummy wif one another. Isnt that great? Im definitely looking forward to outings in the cuming years.

Of course when new year comes around, there will always be new year resolutions. I have a couple of resolutions. Well, its more than a couple la actually. The first is to lose weight. Not only that, i also want a healthy body. Past week i went to da gym. And i love it. So, my new year resolution is to have a betta bod than wat i have. *winks* Im feeling real enthusiastic about it. My only prob is that i need to find a personal trainer and companion to go gym. Any volunteers?
Im gonna be 21 next year. Its time to find a proper bf and settle down. Not get married. But to commit myself fully to relationship. I noe ive said that its difficult for me to open my heart to anyone. So hopefully, next year, i'll find sumone who can open my heart and love me wholeheartedly. Insyallah.

Wow. Took me ages to reach the end of da entry. Im finally done wif it. Gona go wash up and gave a lil chat wif ma sis. Good nyte.


@ 2:50 PM



Friday, December 30, 2005

4



Anyone interested in Japanese fashion?

Well, im helping my uncle to promote these clothings from Japan. Im not really sure whether its branded or anything but some of the stuffs here do look cool and funky. Here's a sneak preview.

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Girls, if ure interested in short mini, Japan style, ure in da right place. These skirts below are made of cotton and is sewn to perfection.

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Of course, there are varieties. This is just a sneak peek. Below is a picture of a top.

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Tee shirt below. There are 4 colors available. But im only showing the yellow tee. Pretty eye catching ryte?

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Guys dun miss out on thses special Jap fashion! Der are clothes for u as well. Like i said, Jap clothes are indeed one of a kind. Striped pants, anyone?

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The guy's tee.

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Long sleeve shirt. Can be used for any function.

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Interested? Juz .:.CLICK HERE.:.
That's the webbie where u can go to view the many pixs. That's not all. Instructions on purchase and stuff is listed at the webbie itself. Chck it out aite.


@ 3:52 AM



Thursday, December 29, 2005

.quiz.



Im bored to tears. My bro is hogging the telly. And the chinese drama serial is not on yet. So, i decided to surf the net. Was blog hopping and i saw that lots of my closest were doing quizzes. I wouldnt wanna miss out on dat. So everyone, lets get quizzy. Hee.

Take the quiz:
How romantic are you?

Sentimental sweet heart!
You are the type who just makes there heart melt.. GOOD JOB! You are as romantic as it gets!! Every moment with you makes ur g/f or b/f feel special

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!


comment: Soo true.. *winks*

Take the quiz:
What Disney Princess Are You?

Sleeping Beauty
You sleep a lot, but atleast you have those cool lil fairies by your side.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!


comment: i dun tink i sleep a lot though.

Take the quiz:
Which Care Bear Are You? (Pictures)

You Are Cheer Bear!
Cheer Bear is a very happy Care Bear who helps others see the bright side of life. She will sometimes even do a cheer to help make someone happier. Wherever she goes, Cheer Bear wears a symbol of hope and happiness. A rainbow.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!


comment: So depicts me. *winks*

Ok. enuf. Im thru wif dis. Gona watch the chinese drama serial on telly. Taa.


@ 1:15 PM



.song.



Just for share: This song has been replaying in my head.

ALL-4-ONE
Not Ready For Goodbye

sitting here starring at the wall
another lonely tear falls
i've tried to write you this song
but i can hardly see the page at all
cause its breaking my heart
when i look in your eyes
and i don't see me anymore
when you're all i'm living for
CHORUS:
baby tell me that you still believe
that you still love me
the way i love you
If you took your love away from me
you know i would die
cause i'm not ready for goodbye

baby please pick up the phone
tell me your crazy i got it all wrong
i don't know what i'm gonna do
i don't know how to live without you
you are the first song my heart ever heard
baby i, i believed every word
you are my heart my soul my world

CHORUS

every breath that i take
every beat of my heart
you know its all for you
i wanna hold you
i wanna love you
forever and always


@ 9:43 AM



.wkend.



Its been a few days since i updated my blog. Pardon me for MIA. My weekend and PH was totally packed in involving myself in getting acquainted wif my immediate family. Indeed, i visited my grandparents in wlds. But only after mama, baba, dan & i had our late lunch at Arab cafe. Had the cutlets meal. The parental units dropped me n dan off at wdls. Picked us up arnd 10 n off we went for supper at jln kayu. I kip eating n eating. Issh. The next day, i went to meet bestie n company at yishun mrt.




Thats us. Me & my dearest bestie! Lurve her to bits. Decided to take this shot as we look like the chocs on dat banner. Hee. Especially wif me wearing red and she-green. Cute kan kita dua? Hee. =p



I spent half of the day wif the crazy, wacky, zany peeps above. Had a blast wif dem!Notice the red pram? Dats dini's newest vehicle. Hee. N from the angle bestie took, cldnt see the ever cute dini. But scroll below. Ders a shot of her.



Isnt she just adorable? She's sleeping at that point of time. Must be a good dream ar coz she was smiling. That or coz she knew i was taking a picture of her. Clever la princess. *smiles*



The family potrait. Luv dem to bits. Do u noe that it took me 3 shots to get dini to look at the camera. I used her ELMO as bait. How could i not mention wer we went that day? *slaps my forehead* The company went to Orchid country club for bowling. Its been a while since i bowl so i was pretty rusty on that day.



Take a look at the bowling shoes. I lurveee it. It looks so diff from others n i couldnt help taking a shot at these eye catching shoes. Damn comfortable. Feel like bringing it home. Wouldnt mind leaving my strappy sandals der and going back home wif it! Hehe =p



Theres only two colors for the shoes. Blue & green. Prince Yan got the blue shoes n mine is green. I tink mine is more eye catching. Dun u tink? *grins*



Dats me in action. Bestie took this shot of me. My butt looks big. *bluek*



Bestie in action. Go bestie go! Hehe



Great mind thinks alike. That goes for bestie and me. Even the way we bowl is similar. Not only that, when we bowl together, the number of pins that went down was also the same. The only difference is that my pins fell on the left and hers was on the right. Is that ironic or wat? While we were busy bowling, guess wat lil princess was doing?



She look so bored. Maybe coz she cant join in the fun. Hehe. I noe ive said this countless times but i feel like biting her cheeks. Just look at it. Geram je. *winks*



The outcome of the game. Best bowler goes to abang. 2nd place goes to Yazid. The rest, try harder lah ok. I didnt even have a strike dat day. See how rusty i m. *sobs*



I lurve my god daughter soo much. Did i mention dat? After bowling, everyone minus Yan & Yazid head back to ianz crib. we played scrabble. I played for a while only la. Had to rush off to my aunts crib. Sleeping over to accompany my grandparents. My aunt n her fam went holidaying in jb. Washed up, had dinner n i glued myself infront of the telly. So many good shows on. There's princess diaries, hanyut telemovie and kabhi kushi khabi guum. Sumtin happened dat nite. I cried myself to sleep. But i dun wish to elaborate here. From now on, its better to say goodbye. I hate goodbyes but i think my choice is going to be the best choice im making this year. Oh and u noe wat, i tot i deleted all my past addiction pixs in my cell. But apparently, ders still sum in a secret folder. I was freaking shocked when i saw dos pixs. Dang. But dont worry, ive already deleted dos pixs. No point hanging on to the past. N no point hanging on to sumting that is not gonna happen again.
My aunt and cuz came back the next day. Slept over again. This time wif the company of yuyu(my cuz) and my two adorable lil brats. Hee. I miss dem soo much. We had the greatest time yesterday. We took lotsa pictures. Play card games, board games and did a fair share of gossipping. Hee. Was a lil upset coz my aunt was acting real weird. She's like giving me the cold shoulder. Usually, she'd be so happy to me and all but yesterday was really weird. Initially, i wanted to sleep another nite but since im being treated coldly, mite as well cut it short. But she did pinched my cheek b4 going off to work, but still, i noe when im not wanted. Ookie. enuf about that. Take a look at the sleeping beauties.



Sleeping in the broad daylight? What were we thinking? =p



The day we were about to leave for my place. Yuyu changed her mind in sleeping over at my crib. So her dad picked her up and its just my family at home.



Im tinking whether to sleep over at yuyu's crib tomoro. But it only has to be one nite as im having dinner wif my pri sch girls. Sucha surprise when the msg came in saying that we're celebrating bdaes. Oh wow. *rolls my eyes*
Im pretty shagged ryte now. Went to the gym wif dan, kak noi & faizal. I worked alot on my calves, thighs etc. Did a lot of running on the thread mill. I wanted to do more on my abs. *winks* Need to work harder though. And i nid a personal trainer. Any takers? Anyone?

Pix are uploaded @ my fotopages. Feel free to view.


@ 8:05 AM



Sunday, December 25, 2005

.pizza.



Last thursday, 3 good frens headed to town for our mini bdae celebration. This year, it was really different from previous years. There were supposed to be 6 of us but dun want to say ar wer the other three went. Such a disappointment when ur childhood frens forgot our bdae and didnt even have the courtesy to plan anything for the december babies. So, the three of us came up wif a plan to have a mini celebration. who is the three u ask? Scroll down.



Dats me, dida & yana. Took us a while to reach our destination. Why? Coz, kita peh pandai. Nak go centrepoint, we meet up at orchard. Hee. So had to walk all the way to somerset. And like i said, it took us a while. We keep getting stopped lah ok. People asked for donations. Buy this. Buy that. Even after they were explaining bout the coupon thingy, we had to turn dem down. I mean, im tempted to get the coupon whereby we could shop till we drop, but dgr2 kan, dee tak keje. No income. So, can forget about it ar. We also took so long to find the restaurant that we were supposed to go. Its like supa hidden. But thanks to me and my instinct *winks*, we managed to get there in piece but with our stomachs playing drum and bass. This is where we ate.
Yup, the best pizza unda one roof. Wer else but PIZZA HUT! Chos e this place coz the otha day yana went to eat wif her bf. And i suddenly have a craving for pizza. Hee.
Had a tough time choosing what to eat. Feeling2 cam nak mkn smua! =p


Before i take my first spoonful of cream of chicken, i was obliged to take a pix first. Like, wats new?

Wanna see what we ate? It wa quite a spread for just the 3 of us. We had pizza, spaghetti, crisp potatoes, drumlets and some potatoe stars thingy. Cant remember the name.


Looks tempting isnt it? Im starting to get real hungry now. Have yet to take my breakfast. But, i dun take breakfast. And its already 1 in the afternoon. *frowns*

I only put dat pix of dida up coz i was actually eyeing the waiter. He looks so cute. Hee. Dida gets mad everytime i look at him? Why Dida why? Why cant i let my SINGLE eyes wander around? *ahaks* So while i was eating, my eyes keep going round the restaurant chcking out that cute waiter. If im not looking at him, i'll be eating. So im like eating, looking, eating, looking. U catch my drift?

We managed to finish up the whole food that we ordered. Guess who paid? Dida of coz! she started working ordy wat.. Haha. Straight afta, we walked all the way to Far East from Centre Point. It was drizzling lah ok. And town was so packed wif people buying their last minute pressies for christmas. And, town looks a lil like Geylang. Seriously. Theres tents set up everywer for sale, bargains. They even sell cushions outside swensens. Thats y it looks like Geylang. Hee. So its like us, walking and jostling our way through the pack and its raining. God must have really bless me coz dida nearly poked my eye wif her umbrella. Chuber eh. Dida wanted to do some shopping at Far east.

While she was busy shopping, guess what me & yana did outside the store?

As usual, cam whoring? Nuthin new der. And i duno whether its just me but.. whats up wif me and funny faces. Like i got no betta pose like dat. Hee.

Above is my smirk pose. Haha

I duno what s worng but we felt real thirsty while shopping so we compromised and made our way to Starbucks @ Wheelock Place. See, i said compromised coz dida wanna go coffee bean and i wanna go Starbucks. Yana voted for Starbucks as ahe wanted to try some latte thingy and i want to have my all time favorite- raspberry frap. While walking der, i saw a familiar figure walking past me. I peered at him unda the dimly light and yes, i knew it was him! Mr T aka Taufik Batisah. I so recognize his walk, his movements even wif him disguising himself unda the big specs. Mcm faham je dee. So i told my companions. But unfortunately all was too 'shy' to approach him. What a waste! At that point of time, we have a camera in our hands so it was really a waste! N sumone i know, was so irritated as i kept saying, 'I told u it was Taufik'. Hah. Even when we were having our drinks, i kept rubbing salt into the wound. Oh well, sum otha time can take picture wif him k dida. Oops secrets out. =p

Me, enjoying every minute of my straw licking raspeberry frap.

This was Yana's idea. She wants me to take a picture of our watches. Layankan aje lah. So i did. So, who has the nicest watch of all?

I vote for mine- the original Guess watch! Hee *winks*


Take a look at my bangles.

I love it. hee

Do you know that i was endorsed by MANGO. See, i was walking around town and the MANGO people came up to me and told me that they wanna sponsor my clothes.So they asked me to take my picture infront of the background. Isnt that cool? Yea ryte. I made that up.

So weekend is here. No idea what i'd be doing today. But i feel like goin to visit my grandparents at wdls. We shall see.

Till then, merry christmas to dos celebrating!!

p/s-pixs are not uploaded at my fotopages. Ive uploaded it at my multiply.

click: .:.here.:.



@ 5:35 AM



Saturday, December 24, 2005

.mushy.



Today seems very long and draggy. Its been raining all day.
Only managed to hung the laundry indoors. N i have no idea y i put that in.
Im feeling really mushy today. Been listening to sappy sad songs all day. I mean not all day per se, most of the day.
Do you noe that the group All for One from early nineties have the most romantic, love songs ever? N do you noe the diffrence between the latter and Boyz 2 Men? Boyz 2 Men usually sings about heartbreak while All for One sings about wooing sumone. U noe, typical love song. And ryte now, im so addicted to listening to this songs. A particular one dat i keep playing is, 'I can love you like that' by Boyz to Men. Gosh. I lurve it. I mean, im a hopeless romantic and these type of things riled me up. Literally. U noe, i would fall in love wif guys who can serenade me wif one of my fav songs and this song has moved up to my top ten list! Well, i would fall in love wif dem. Provided that i love them too. Okie, back to what i was saying. Lets take a look at the lyrics of da song that is on the top of my head.

they read you cinderella
you hoped it would come true
that one day your prince charming would come rescue you
you like romantic movies and you never will forget the way it felt when romeo kissed juliette and all this time that you've been waiting you don't have to wait no more
i can love you like that i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that
i never make a promise i don't intend to keep so when i say forever forever's what i mean
i'm no casanova but i swear this much is true, i'll be holding nothing backwhen it comes to you
you dream of love that's everlasting well baby open up your eyes...i can love you like that
i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that if you want tenderness i've got tenderness
and i see through to the heart of you if you want a man who will understand you don't have to look very far
i can love you, girl i can (i can love you love you) oh baby oh...i can love you like that i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me
i can love you like that i can make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart my heart my heart my world show you you're everything
(you're everything to me) love you like that i can make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart my heart my heart my world show you you're everything
Gosh, i so lurve dat song. It so depicts me. What i really like. What i really want. What i really love. Im so over playing the field. Its time i settle down and find true love. But the question is, how do i find it. Love is more than a four letter word. Agree? Love is darn difficult to explain. It is so cliche. I used to think that i found my true love. But he broke my heart wif the snap of his fingers. And me being me took so freaking long to get over him. To be honest, the feeling is still there. Im not kidding myself. Im not kidding anyone. No one noes how i really feel inside, besides my bestie. She can see through me. Despite me saying otherwise. Would that make me pathetic? Dee's haters would be nodding and saying, like duh, but my closest frens would stick and agree to me. Sumtimes. When you just love someone too much, it gets pretty hard to let that person go. I admit, ryte now, im faking every emotion in me just to please everyone. Thats just the way i am. But at the end of the day, im the one making the decision. Im the one living my life. But with the occasional nagging from frens esp from my bestie who is one of the reasons that kip me going everyday in my life. I dream of everlasting love. I have this sense of longing everytime i see my sisters wif their bfs. Most would noe, what im really like. Im real pamperish. So, is der sumone out der, who can pamper me? love me? and need me? But i think im not ready to open my heart just yet. =( Im trying. Really.
I think ive done enuf ranting. The chinese drama serial is starting. I wouldnt want to miss a mushy and romantic drama serial, wouldnt i.
Till then, have a good weekend.


@ 1:00 PM



Friday, December 23, 2005

.still.



2nd entry for da day. Juz felt that i shld type this down.
I was ironing my clothes for lata while watching MTV when the backstreetboys sang this song..
'I still'.
Who are you now?Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupidDo you remember that?BabyNo matter how I fight itCan't deny itJust can't let you goI still need youI still care about you
Though everything's been said and doneI still feel youLike I'm right beside you
But still no word from youNow that you're gone
Instead of moving on, I refuse to seeAnd I keep coming backAnd I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)I try to fight itCan't deny it
You don't even knowThat I still need you I still care about you Though everything's been said and doneI still feel you Like I'm right beside you But still no word from you OhhhhWish I could find you Just like I found you then Ohhhhh (can't live without you) Though everything's been said and done (yeah) I still feel you (I still feel you) Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you) But still no (still no word) word from you

I feel that i can relate to these words.
p/s-to ianna & aim: touched by wat u read just now?hee. dats so sweet.
*winks*
Ok, gotta go get ready. Heading to town.


@ 6:19 AM



.dini.



On the 9th of September 2k5, a gift sent from up above was born. She was born as Putri Nur Dini. I remember that particular point of time i was at esplanade, alone, when i received an sms from bestie. She said that she has safely delivered and i wouldnt noe the gender of the baby till i cum and see her. Gosh. Noty kan ni anak. I mean emak budak. Hee. So, i made my way to KK hospital, anticipating a baby girl. I reached there a lil too eraly. Ianna has yet to be warded. Kental sey dee. So, i waited at the lobby. Waited and waited till Ianna msged me and said she;s at the ward. I hastily made my way to the ward. There she was on the bed, grinning and smiling away. And when i asked her whether its a boy or girl, she wun tell me. Issh. The nurse finally came pushing the cot and i saw a pink blanket. Yes! A princess. Mind you, the parents have already picked out a name for a baby girl beforehand. So i noe, im having a princess as a god daughter. *winks* and yes, i admit, im not the real princess. She is. =) I was the first person to see the baby but i was also the first person who DID NOT take a picture wif her. Issh. Kental sak. And i wanted to show u how fragile this angel look but i cant seem to upload that pix. *arrrgggghhhh* But nevermind. Here's a pix wen i went over to ianz crib.
Lil princess is only 3 days old at dat point of time. So keje dia tido je ar. Like duh!. Hee

Hmmm. The pix above was done by her mama. wif the newest technology and all, u can put a whole lots of pictures into one. And as you can see, Dini is only 1 week old.

She has shown all basic emotions. She can smile, cry meaning she's sad and be mad. Dun believe me. Take a look.

Cute ryte? Yup, dini's so mad. N i wonder y. I ws the one who took this shot. N i was the one who just put her down afta carrying her. Maybe she's mad at me for putting her down. But who noes ryte. That remains a mystery...

Wanna see the mother of da baby? Just scroll.

Ooops. Dats not the mother! Thats the god mother. Scroll below and u'll see.


Yup. Dats better. That's my dearest bestie wif her baby. They went swimming. Cute kan? And you noe wat? Ianz told me that dini love water. She like to bathe. Hee. Once she was in the tub, bathing and i was jus looking, her mama said, "Dini, splash auntie dee." Guess wat? She really did splashed water on me. Isssh. You could also tell that she loves water. Look, she's smiling.


That's the Papa. Dini is like a replica of her papa. Im serious. When i look at the baby, i see Aim-the father.

Same ryte? But lately, when i tenung the baby's pictures, can see the mama face oso ar. (must add dis if not she angry. hee) Just kidding. Dini's eyes like you, ianz. Really. =)

And here's a family photo:

Awwww so sweet. Wonder when will it be my turn? Hmmm. 5 years time maybe. You noe, i wanna be a part of my god-daughter's life so i make sure ianz sent me a whole lot of dini's pictures. Here's one of her taking her very first injection.

Her face so stress ordy. So cute. The cheeks so chubby. Can i bite? Hee.

Dini loves parties. Im sure of it. Her mama plans awesome surprise party for her dearest peeps and baby dini is always a part of it. Hee.

Ianz says its difficult to capture dini smiling. But now, i think better ordy ar. Look, so many pictures of dini laughing & smiling.

Just today, her mama told me that dini is trying to turn herself over and lie on her stomach. In malay, its call 'tiarap'. She quickly took snapshots of her trying to turn over. And yes, an emotional and sentimental that she is (best frens sama je, sikit2 cry), she cried lah ok. Yes, its the next step of dini. So proud of her.

Dini trying to turn over but her hand is stuck.

Dini striving to turn over. The face tells a lot.


Alamak. HAnd still stuck. hee. Try harder lil princess.

I noe Dini is going to grow up wif lotsa love and care from all the people around her. she's so adorable. Wats der not to love ryte? I love this lil princess and i will pamper her and guide her thru her life. Cedebah. Bebual world sey dee. Hee. Dini's the real princess but i will forever be the 'fake' princess.



@ 4:46 AM