unpretty

You know, i have always been an ugly duckling.
I make an effort to look good now.
Ok, i get people commenting that i look much much better now.
See even they agreed i was bad looking.
So it takes a lot of work ok.
Natural beauty is bullshit!
I dont have natural beauty.
I need makeup to cover up the flaws.
So anyway, it hurts me so so bad in the earlier years where even an ex commented abt how i looked and that i am not on par with the sissy.
I was so devastated.
I knew i had to do something.
Change something.
And no i did not go under the knife.
Its the beauty and magic of makeup.
And the way i dress. I guess.
I have changed from a geeky, ugly girl to more better looking me.
And when i transformed, the confidence grew.
i never knew i had this much confidence in me. But I am so so glad.
This is just a random entry coz i was browsing through old and ugly pictures of myself!
Lol.
Ok, till next time.

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9:24 PM
