Tuesday, February 21, 2006

.hiatus.



After only two days of being hiatus, i have pple asking me when will i continue blogging again. Didnt know that pple actually read my blog. I feel so famous ordy. Hehe. Besides, i have 3 others wanting to use the computer. And since i get to use it every day of the week from mon to fri, i figured, why not give it a miss and let my other siblings have a turn. Im so thoughtful. *rolls my eyes*

I started today's entry with a smile on my face, but it is only the second para and im already feeling so shitty. Damn bladdy shitty. Nonetherless, i'll still continue even though i noe that the mind isnt functioning as well as it used to be before i started. *blank look on my face*

I wanna share sumting that i felt should be shared. I was alighting the train one day and i was so pissed that the oncoming patrons didnt allow those alighting to get off first before they entered. Bladdy hell. I was on the phone at that point of time. And i was roughly pushed. What is happening to singaporeans nowadays? Have they forgotten about the courtesy campaign? People ignored the signs and announcements of allowing passengers to alight first just coz they wanted to enter fatser so that they have a seat. Like WTF. Thats so rude. And i hate those kind of people. Are they that illiterate that they cant read the signs or for cases of announcements, are they deaf?

"Please allow passengers to alight before entering..."

Well, sumting like dat. since people are ignoring those announcements. They should be taught, ryte.But at that point of time, i dont noe how to teach them a lesson. I was very pissed at that point of time coz two middle aged woman was pushing their way in and i was trying to alight. My only reflex action at that point of time was put my both hands up and shove my way through them while saying, 'AIYO, no courtesy ah'.

Yup.I did that. Boy, i felt better after doing that. Of coz, i get stares and those aunties was feeling bladdy embarassed but those who was behind me to alight was giving me envious smiles as if to say, 'Way to go girl'.
I felt better after that. And i wouldnt stop here. If people still continue to shove their way in w/o letting passengers alight first, i wouldnt refrain myself from doing it again. Those people deserves it!

On a different matter altogether, i started putting on make-up. Yeh yeh! So happy. It was last friday. And i was getting ready to go to school. I couldnt stand the thought of going to skul w/o make-up. Again. So i applied powder and boy did i look good! Heh. Self praise is no praise but international disgrace? No? Nah, it just makes my self confidence boosts higher. So my face was made up prettily and off i went to school.
Shucks. My infant and toddler care lecturer is sure to recognize me now. See, im always the low profile student. Never answer questions unnecessarily. Never make yourself known to lecturers. Life as a student is better that way. But last friday, not only did i answer lotsa questions that the lecturer brought up, the lecturer even asked me to continue eating my ice cream. Gosh. I felt so embarassed.

See, before class starts, i was at the 7-11 store at level one of the school building. Wanted to buy something to munch den my eyes spotted ice cream. Its been a while since i ate ice cream so i bought a cone. Was supposed to share it wif ija but she took a nibble out of it and asked me to finish it up myself. So bad! And im known for eating so slow. So lecture started with me still holding on to my ice cream wif my left hand and my pen on the other, busy jotting down important notes. Then came a time where the lecturer was saying sumtin and i just stared at her, digesting what she just said. Then she turned to me and said, "Eh you never eat ur ice cream. Wait it will melt."

I looked down and blushed furiously. The rest of the class was already laughing. Ija, who was sitting next to me giggled at my antic. Chuber eh. Malu tau! Eventually, i finished my ice cream but my ego was a little bruised. Class had never been better. Last friday especially. I feel like i have bonded very well with my classmates. The one that im closest to, dat is. I laughed so much that day that my stomach hurt.Even while doing the debate discussion, we even side trackked about getting married and ended up singing the "Oh mama, saya mahu kawin. Kawin dgn sape, dgn sape sahaja."

Lepak sak.

Ive gotten close to someone whom i wished didnt contact me anymore but.. See, last saturday, 85 years later, Liverpool finally beat their arch rivals, Man Utd in the FA cup fifth round. Despite only a 1-0 win, i couldnt stop my itching fingers from sms-ing my very own arch rival aka my past addiction. He is like supa bad. Before the match itself, he was already taunting me bout the team that i supported so i sms-ed him dis.

'Im not trying to rub salt into the wound or anything but i think my Liverpool just beat ur beloved Man Utd'.

I felt satisfied after doing that actually coz he was like trying to change the topic and all. Haha.I have gone through a lot wif him and life experiences taught me alot. I spoke (well chatted actually) with a couple of my closest friends and both gave me mixed responses to how i should be handling things. And so far now, not only am i turmoiled with confusion, i dun even know what im feeling anymore. Gosh, i feel a tear brimming.
*sigh*

Mama coaxed me into watching soccer yesterday at Jln Besar stadium. I declined actually but changed my mind soon after coz its been a while since i watched soccer. It was the Young lions vs some team from Malaysia for the Malaysia FA cup. Mus played btw so i just felt like watching for the sake of watching. The carpeted field was beautiful. I think its the first ever nicest field to play on in Singapore. Not only that, when u look at the field u will feel like you wanna roll around on it. Im exaggerating actually but its true.

The bladdy speakers are not functioning properly. Although sounds can be heard, its so bladdy soft although i had it on full blast. Which only means to say that the speaker is dying. So, Dad, we need new speakers for the computer!!! Its so darn boring w/o music.

I finally typed out what i needed to type. It seems like it took me forever especially since there are so many distractions around. Mane nak chat, mana nak tgk video. Hee. *winks to efni*
I hereby recommend that people should chck out her blog. Not only is her entries fascinating and interesting, but there are even videos. Videos of Shahirah. Extreme cuteness i tell you. Chck it out.

Im off to cook. Im starving.


@ 6:25 AM